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The water ran over my back as I thought of what I had done last night. I could feel a deep warmth in my cheeks when I remembered how I actually had said those things. Given, I had been thinking about that for a while but that still doesn't mean I should have said it aloud.
Maybe it will convince him how much better it would be if I were changed. Maybe he will see my point and finally give me what I want. But he had said we didn't need to both be vampires. Does that mean he wants to while I am still human? No he wouldn't be able to control himself; he wouldn't put me in danger. No, he wouldn't do anything, he loves me. Maybe he would be able to? Maybe-
My thoughts rambled on and on like a one sided conversation as I rinsed the conditioner out of my brown hair. I finally felt the water run cold and stepped out grabbing my towel that hung next to the tub.
I walked to the mirror and tried to brush through the tangles, smirking at the way my hair hung, I wished it could look like Rosalie's, flawless and beautiful. After a few attempts to do something with the wet locks I gave up and put it in a high ponytail.
I reached for my clothes, while inspecting every inch of my pale skin. My hand reached out but only caught air. I looked to the counter next to me where I always set my clothes and it was bare. I searched all over the bathroom for my clothes. No luck. Crap. Crap. Crap. I forgot my clothes. Good work.
I could feel a blush rising on my cheeks thinking about going out with only a towel on. There wasn't anything else I could do unless I wanted to ask Edward to bring me clothes. Oh no, that's not going to happen he'll probably bring something horribly revealing that Alice bought me. Nope not going to happen. Definitely not.
I took a deep breath and opened the door slightly. "Edward?" I said not over a usual tone knowing he would hear me.
He appeared in the doorway of my bedroom, somehow in that little time he had changed clothes, a plain white t-shirt and cacky shorts covered his amazing muscles. Damn clothes. "Yes love?" He looked worried. I rolled my eyes. He didn't even think I could get in the shower without something happening.
"Ummm… can you… uh go down stairs for a minute?" I blushed deeper.
"Why is something wrong?" He walked out of the door a little bit towards the bathroom. "Are you okay?" I nodded.
"I'm fine. I uh, I forgot clothes." His eyes opened a little wider and he nodded in response.
"Sure, I will um, make you breakfast." He said almost jogging down the stairs.
I wrapped the towel a little tighter around me and took a deep breath before throwing open the door and running to my room.
I closed my bedroom door behind me and exhaled the breath I had been holding. I hooked the top of the towel in the front so I didn't have to hold it and walked to my dresser to find some undergarments.
Finally I found a matching pair of light pink panties and a bra. I slipped them on and dropped the towel walking to my closet.
Suddenly I heard a sharp intake of breath from the other side of the room. I looked up startled and ran into my closet squealing when I realized it was Edward. He was standing next to the door with his hand on the handle staring wide eyed and mouth open. He was appalled by me.
"Bella?" His soothing voice called through the door. "Bella please come out. I- I really am sorry I just I couldn't help it. I am so embarrassed I am so sorry!" He pleaded with me. I grabbed a long T-shirt and some old sweatpants.
"It's okay," I murmured coming out of the closet. A very deep red invaded my cheeks as I stepped out of the door. I kept my eyes on the floor and tried to walk past him. Instead, Edward's arm slithered around my waist pulling me to him.
I tried to pull away embarrassed to the very farthest extent. But he held me tighter to his chest. I looked to the ground next to me as I tired pushing off of his chest.
"Bella, come on don't be like that." He begged.
"Don't be like that?! Your appalled with me and I'm supposed to not be like this?!" I practically shouted never looking him in the eye.
After a silence I looked up and his face was incredulous. He tried to talk for a moment before closing his mouth and taking his hand from my back to my chin raising it so I was looking him in the eye. "Appalled?!" He shook his head as if I had declared something worthy enough to be sent to a loony house. "Bella," He squinted his eyes shut for a second. "Bella, you are the single most exquisite creature on this earth. I have never seen someone as beautiful as you are." I felt the need to roll my eyes but I held back reveling in the fact that he had at least said what he did. If possible my cheeks reddened with his compliment and he smiled.
"You practically gasped. You finally saw all my imperfections." I admitted looking back to the ground.
"Im-" he sounded like he was choking. "Imp- Imperfections?" he paused shaking his head. "Bella your body is amazing I gasped because I never thought I would see something that gorgeous." I smiled lightly and chuckled softly.
"Then you must have never looked in a mirror." I joked and as I had hoped he laughed.
"You are a thousand times more beautiful than I could dream to be. Ever." I raised as eyebrow at him and he smiled again leaning in for a kiss.
I returned the passion as eagerly but almost pulled back when I felt his cold tongue graze my bottom lip asking for entrance. I opened my mouth slightly and swam in the bliss as our tongues caressed each other's. The chill of his tongue sent shivers through my body.
Gently he picked me off of the floor. I decided to be daring and wrapped my legs around his waist, I could feel him smile against my lips quickly returning to our heavenly kiss. One of his hands cupped the back of my neck and the other was wound around my lower back, while both of hands were entwined in his hair. He started to walk out of my room.
Very very unwillingly I pulled back. "Where are we going?" I asked. He smiled and kissed my forehead.
"Our meadow." Love and Excitement ran through my body as he again crushed his cold lips against mine walking out of the front door towards the silver Volvo.
He set me quickly in the passenger seat and before I had the chance to buckle my seat belt he was in the driver's seat pulling out. I bit the side of my lip as he entwined our fingers pulling me closer to his side.
"It's extremely enticing when you do that." Edward whispered into my ear. I blushed a little and he laughed taking his hand from the steering wheel and brushing the side of my face.
"Hands on the steering wheel!" I screamed, gripping the seat next to me.
He laughed loudly. "Bella would I ever put you in danger?"
"Not intentionally." I murmured back. Again he laughed squeezing my hand.
He rest of the ride was silent. I mulled over possible things that could happen and a million and one questioned flitted through my mind.
Could he resist? Would it hurt? Were vampires bigger? Would I be any good? What if he thought I was horrible and never wanted to do it again?!
I took a deep breath as we pulled to a stop at the end of the road. He smiled at me and got out of the car coming over to my side of the car to help me out and onto his back.
Unintentionally my foot brushed against his, erm, area and I held back a little giggle. Someone was definitely ready. As he ran I gently ran the side of my bare feet against it. And every time I "accidentally" did that he would intake a sharp breath, which made me smile even more.
When the meadow sprawled before us I gently climbed from his back only to be picked up again returning to our position before we left the house.
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