Chapter 4 1/2
A/N:This chapter is sorta Anya/Derek than the others. After this it will be back to Liberty's view on things. Also this chapter is a bit shorter than the rest!! ENJOY!!!
After hanging up the phone Liberty sat staring at it,lips trembling as tears began springing from her eyes and rolling down her cheeks and she asked for what seemed to be the zillionth time, " Why can't he understand?" in a mere whisper. Sobs wracking her body as Anastasia,Derek and Danny all threw their arms around her,tears falling from their faces as well.
"Okay,well um...we..we better get gong before it gets any later." Anastasia said,her pretty voice crackling as she wiped away her tears and stood up to put some clothes on and dry her hair,Derek following her into their room and shutting the door. Quickly she whirled around and through her arms tightly around his neck,pushing him back against the dr and buryng her face in his neck. She felt him massaging her back and runningfingers through her hair comfortingly. She looked at him,hazel eyes shiny with tears. "D..Derek. I feel so bad for Liberty! She loved JT!!! Really,Really loved him...and now...she has to live without him. JT was my cousin and he was like my brother b..but it's different. I couldn't bear it i..if I lost y..you." Then she moved closer to him and pressed her lips softly to the corner of his mouth before kissing him fully on the lips a bit desperatly.
Derek's eyes opened wide in shock. He hadn't expected this! He did like Anya quite a bit but he didn't think they should be doing this when she was so emotionally distraught. Quickly, he pushed her gently away from him and moved past her to set on the bed.
"Derek? What's wrong?" She asked,concern etching over her features as she went to sit next to him. One slender arm going across his shoulders as the other turned his head to face her.
"Anya,I like you..ALOT mor than you could possibly know..and I want to be with you but...I can't do this to you..I can't take advantage.." he said swallowing hard and looking at her shyly.
Anastasia stood up in uncontrollable anger and let out a hysterical laugh.."Take advantage? It was a kiss!!! It isn't like I asked you to fuck me. Most guys would love to have a girl kiss them but..you. You act as if I am the freakin' virgin Mary or some shit. You act as if I might go crazy or something if you even touch me! Can't you realize that at any moment we coud lose eachother? I mean...my cousin died Der without telling Libby how much he loved her. And she is so upset and broken and hurt. We need to take chances and if you like me so much. As much as you say then you would take a chance and do something about it. With that she rushed past him and into the bathroom,leaving him to stare after her and think about what she said.