Hello!...

Okay for starters: I was recently informed you don't have sex the day after you lose your virginity… I didn't know that… sorry… it's a story… use your imagination!

Disclaimer: honestly if you think these change every time I think you need help…. Still nothing under my name

Sorry for the wait!

Here we go!... plot?... maybe… sort of… not really… yet

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Bella's POV-

I was sitting peacefully in Edward's lap curled into a ball against his chest as the sun made its last descent behind the forest's wall. The red and gold that came in streaks like water color emanating from the setting star.

Edward sighed underneath me, and I didn't have to ask to know that he found this the saddest part of the day. I squeezed his hand in mine and felt his lips on the top of my head. The day had been like a dream. Clouds had avoided the blue of the sky which removed the idea of going out. Instead we had driven to our meadow.

A new wild flower colored with a light blue and purple had covered the ground, where Edward's skin seemed to make even the silky petals dull in comparison. The golden sun warmed my body as Edward and I sat staring into each other's eyes occasionally whispering a sweet nothing into the world.

We had laid together in the sun all day, only moving for Edward to feed me the cucumber sandwiches he had packed, being thoughtful as he was. My Lily Pulitzer sundress that Alice had bought me on one of our shopping sprees stayed in place and for that I was almost grateful. I am sure Alice would not have been pleased to know I grass stained the baby pink and white eyelet dress.

The drive home had been just as relaxing, and led to more cuddling in a rocking chair on Edward's back porch watching the sunset which is where I found myself now.

"I love you," Edward whispered into my ear.

"I love you to," my heart spoke for me as I said this. Whether or not my brain was working never seemed to cloud the fact that I could say these words.

My eyelids were heavy even though I had drifted off in Edward's arms through out the day, my body was sore from the amount of energy I had exerted the past couple of days, and I felt like a bruise had formed in between my legs. "Bella?" Edward asked as I winced a little thinking about the pain in my body.

"Yes?" I asked turning towards him. He was concerned.

"Are you alright?" a worried crease donned on his forehead as he lifted me a little pulling me closer.

I smiled at his over concern and nodded. "Just a little sore."

At first he looked confused then realization washed over his features. "Oh," he looked down to the ground and shifted under me. "Do you need anything?" his uncomfortablness was slightly humorous.

I laughed a bit. "I'm okay, maybe a bath though, before bed." I thought out loud mostly to myself remembering when Renee had told me that the hot water made everything feel better.

"Than a bath you will get my love." He said kissing my forehead. His body rose keeping me cradled me to his chest.

I didn't protest as he plodded up the stairs into his room laying me on the bed. I heard bath water start in the bathroom where Edward had walked and I started fumbling for the zipper on the back of my dress.

I scowled as my fingers slipped on the metal of the zipper, and jumped slightly at Edward's booming laughter. I looked up and raised an eyebrow.

"It's never the zipper you have trouble with, it's usually the button." He laughed out. I felt a warm blush creep over my cheeks figuring out exactly what he meant.

I started laughing to as he walked over. For a moment we both laughed lightly until I punched him in the chest. At this he laughed harder which in turn caused me to laugh hysterically. Eventually we found ourselves a heap of laughter on the floor.

"You know it really wasn't all that funny." I stated wiping my eyes free of the tears that the incessant laughter had brought.

"I know. Which made it even funnier." Edward retorted pulling the zipper of my dress down.

I stepped out of the cloth and walked into the bathroom undressing further.

As my hand reached back for the clasp of my bra Edward's hand covered mine. I allowed him to unclasp the hook and slid my arms out of it.

Edward spun me around and kissed me gently. I wanted to kiss him harder and wrap my legs around him but decided that would lead to more pain than necessary.

Edward's hand found it's way to my most secret place and his fingers prodded a little causing my to gasp and yelp at the same time in pain. His fingers retreated immediately. "Are you alright? Bella?"

I bit my bottom lip. That was not very pleasant at all. I nodded my head a little and fought back the tears that wasn't to form.

"I didn't mean to hurt you. I-" I cut him off.

"I'm fine, just really sore." I cleared and took a deep breath opening my eyes to stare into his.

"I'm sorry my love." He said very gently giving me a hug.

I nodded and smiled. I turned towards the bath tub and lifted my leg to step over the marble side and gasped again at the pain it caused to stretch like that. It was beyond me how it had escaped my notice during the day.

Edward's arms were around my waist immediately steadying me before I fell.

"Edward ill you help me?" I asked quietly a little embarrassed I couldn't even bathe without him.

"Of course." He said picking me up carefully. He hesitated for a second leaning over the tub. "Is this alright?" he asked. Meaning the way he was holding me. I nodded in response.

Slowly he lowered me into the water. He dipped my feet in first and went slowly down. I jumped a little and inhaled sharply when the water met between my legs. Edward paused and made sure I was alright before continuing.

Finally when I was fully in the bath water I closed my eyes relaxing slightly.

I felt Edward's hands on my waist a little later pushing me into a more sitting position. He had a bar of soap in his hand are carefully ran it over my body washing every inch of me gently.

It was slightly awkward for us, because he was sitting fully clothed outside the tub as he washed me. But eventually it was done.

I smiled at him when he was finished and he leaned over the white marble barrier for a kiss.

He told me to relax for a while longer and walked out of the bathroom. I closed my eyes and was close to falling asleep when he entered again.

I opened my eyes and was greeted by his arms outstretched to me. I stood with his help and he lifted me gently out of the tub wrapping me in a fluffy towel that was warm.

I gave him a peck on the cheek in thanks and walked with him into the bedroom to be greeted with the strong smell of cinnamon and vanilla.

The source of the fragrance was tea that he had made Edward explained handing me a cup steaming.

After around an hour I slipped into one of Edward's T-shirts and boxers and crawled into bed followed by Edward.

He scooted right to my side and cuddled his head into my shoulder kissing my still damp hair. I rolled over so I faced him and kissed him eagerly. Our tongues danced on each others for a while but when my hand trailed up his inner thigh he grabbed it. "I think you need your rest, there will be plenty of time for that later." He kissed my nose as clear distaste rose in my expression. He laughed and cuddled my closer.

My lullaby began to hum in my ear as Edward's melodic voice sung. Slowly yet easily I fell asleep in the arms of the most amazing vampire that had ever existed.

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There you go… not a lemony chapter… just sweet… I hope… at least it was meant to be!

I finally came up with a plot but you will have to wait and see!

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