Hello everyone I am SOOOOO sorry I haven't updated in so long… I am a little sick and my mother wouldn't let me touch anything… she basically followed me around with a bottle of Lysol to spray everything I touched… so she is sleeping so I am writing! HA!

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Bella's POV

Edward's marble hand enveloped mine as we walked in the meadow outside his house. The sunset decorated the clouds with brilliant yellows and reds illuminating the bland sky into a beautifully colored canvas.

I laughed as he stopped and lifted me over the log that sat in our path. He had been very careful with me all day, treating me like a very breakable china doll, helping me over the littlest things, carrying me down stairs lifting me off the bed, and definitely not letting me have any fun.

"Edward," I giggled rolling my eyes as he set me down. I shook my head at the gorgeous vampire in front of me.

"I don't want you to get hurt Bella," he said taking my face in hi hands.

"I'm not going to get hurt I am only a little sore," I whined. He smiled his crookedly and I gave up. Suddenly a devilish thought came to mind. "You know Edward; I've heard the best way to help a sore muscle is to stretch it." He stopped mid-step and turned to me, his face incredulous.

"Bella, what has gotten into you?" his musical laugh filled the air around us. I smiled and bit the side of my lip.

"Does it bother you Edward?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

"No, not really," he paused. "Actually it's pretty sexy," he purred pulling my body to his. He leaned down and I stood on my tip toes to reach his lips eagerly. His tongue grazed my bottom lip and I granted it entry into my mouth; meeting it with my own. His hands started trailing up my sides so I put my hand on his chest and pushed off.

"No, no, Edward, you don't want to hurt me." I mocked. He scowled at me.

"Fine," he smirked and started walking pulling me by my hand.

"Hey!" I pouted. "That's so not fair!" he whipped around and I crashed into his stone chest. "Ouch," I said lowly rubbing my nose where it had hit his arm.

"Bella are you okay?" Edward cooed gently removing my hand to inspect my nose. "It doesn't look broken." I shook my head.

"I don't think it's broken." I said pinching the bridge of my nose. "It just hurts."

Edward took a step back and I looked up and gasped. Edward's face was a stone mask, his eyes pitch black. I stepped back. "Ed-Edward?" slowly I felt blood trickle out of my nose and over my lips. I cupped my hand over my nose and mouth hiding the blood from view and took a couple of steps back. Edward closed his eyes and I could see his jaw was clenched shut. His hands were held out in front of him shaking a little, telling me to stay away.

Again my feet stumbled a couple of feet back. This time I reached the log my knees gave in and I fell over the log landing on my back.

"Bella? Bella? Honey are you okay?" Edward's concerned voice rang above me. I nodded my head and sat up. Edward reached out his hand to help me up but when I raised my hand a crimson liquid covered it. Again Edward's eyes went black and his jaw tightened.

"Sorry," I squeaked out. More and more blood poured from my sinuses. Edward had ran a couple feet away and was clenching and unclenching his hands trying to stay in control. "Edward, you won't hurt me, it's okay," he shook his head no.

"Go inside Bella." He gasped.

"No, Edward it's okay." I begged.

"Go!" his voice was fierce; a warning. I turned and ran stumbling a couple times on rocks and such.

When I reached the door, I heard Edward roar. My heart jumped and raced as I was reminded what he was. I ran in the house and up to Edward's room. His bathroom door was open and I swung the door closed locking it behind me.

The blood from my nose smeared on Edward's cotton T-shirt so I used it to clean off the rest of the blood on my neck and face. My hands shook violently as I turned on the water washing the red off of my skin. My nose had finally stopped bleeding as I stepped into the shower. I rinsed off my entire body and calmed down before shampooing my hair letting the strawberry scent relax me further.

When I stepped out of the shower I could faintly hear voices downstairs. I grabbed a towel and walked into the hall.

"Carlisle, I almost killed her!" Edward shouted, "No she's fine," he must have been on the phone. "I don't think I can do it Carlisle, it was just a bloody nose and I almost killed her!"

Tears started down my cheeks. He couldn't do it? He couldn't be with me? I stepped as quietly as I could towards the stairs. I could hear Edward pacing and responding to Carlisle in the kitchen.

"There was blood everywhere, I had to hold my breath!" Edward was hysterical, and now as tears absolutely poured from my eyes, so was I.

Slowly I went down the stairs listening to Edward's conversation, trying to decide what to do. I walked quietly to the entrance of the kitchen. "No, Carlisle, I can't" My breath caught in my throat, and my hand went to my mouth to keep sobs from coming out. He can't be with me?

Edward was pacing and as he turned around his eyes met mine. "Bella," he breathed, at my side abnormally fast. "Carlisle I'll call you back," he said into the phone and set it on the counter next to him.

"Oh, Bella," Edward whispered pulling me into his arms. He rocked me back and forth as I sobbed.

I made no move to wrap my own arms around him. How could he even be thinking about leaving me! "Bella are you okay honey?" Edward asked bending down so his face was level with mine. I didn't answer. "Bella?"

"You can't leave me Edward!" I screamed pounding on his chest with fisted hands. "You can't!" I looked into his eyes. "I won't live through it this time!" His eyes were wide in shock.

"Leave you Bella? I promised I would never leave you again," uneven breaths made it hard to respond.

"But, but, you told Carlisle you couldn't stay with me!" I cried a little pathetically. Edward sighed and pulled me to his chest again where this time I wrapped my arms around him.

"No, Bella, that's not what we were talking about, I will never leave you again."

I wiped my eyes and sniffled a little into his shirt. "I don't understand,"

"Bella," Edward sighed "It was going to be a surprise. I was going to change you. When the family came home."

My heart jumped in my chest. "You're going to change me?!"

"I- don't know if I can Bella," Edward admitted. I stepped back.

"Yes, you can Edward. I trust you, I have given everything to you," I reached up and turned his head with my hand so I could look him I the eyes.

"I know Bella, and I love you so much, I just don't know if I can without hurting you," he stopped short, "without killing you," his eyes left mine and shot down to the floor.

"You wouldn't Edward," I reassured him, kissing him gently. "I know you wouldn't."

"How Bella? How do you know that?" he looked up at me.

"Edward, you love me, isn't that enough?" he smiled lightly.

"I hope so," I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his neck.

"I love you Edward," I whispered to him.

"I love you to Bella," his voice wavered a little, but his lips met mine then, making me melt in his arms. "Are you tired Bell?"

"no, but we can go lie down if you want." I said leading him up the stairs. HE picked me up carefully and ran to his bedroom.

He set me on the bed and I laid back onto the pillows. When I raised my head he was smiling at me. "What?" I asked,

"Are you aware you are only wearing a towel Bella?" I laughed.

"Well then why are you wearing clothes Edward?" he licked his lips and growled at me playfully.

HE had his clothes off and was in bed next to me within a few seconds and I laughed as he pulled the towel off of me.

"So how about we stretch those sore muscles?" Edward asked into my neck. I laughed as he kissed my neck and down my stomach.

"I love you Edward," I sighed, before my voice was caught by moans.

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So do you see the beginning of the plot???... maybe?...

Sorry the chapter isn't exactly amazing I needed something to get me from point A to point B…

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