Alright let us see what happens. I'm just gunna let my fingers guide me where I need to go.

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Maddie's POV

She has slept in her bed. I can tell she slept here because the bed is unmade. Unless she paid somebody to mess it up for her the way she paid Pierre not to tell me where she went.

I keep thinking that if I wake up early enough, or go to bed late enough, she'll be here eventually. But I haven't seen her in three nights, so tonight I am stayed awake.

I had turned off the light and was reading by the light of my cell phone in order to stay awake. An hour had passed when I finally heard the door handle jiggle.

I quickly closed my phone and feigned sleep until I heard the bed beside mine creak.

I pushed away all thoughts of how much I wished I could crawl into bed with her as I clapped my hands together to turn back on the lights.

"Where were you?" I asked, "why are you avoiding me? Did I do something wrong?"

"No Maddie you didn't do anything wrong," she sighed.

"Then why am I sunddenly not worth your time? What ever it is I'm doin to bother you, I'll stop!"

"You can't."

"I can!"

"You can't stop being beautiful, or stop being so clutzy and cute. You can't stop looking like a goddess in everything you wear, and you can't stop being you."

I saw a single tear run down her face and my heart was breaking to hear the things she was saying. I never knew how she felt about me. If I had we could have been together, I could be holding her in my arms right now.

"I love you," I said, it just slipped out of my nouth.

"You must be drunk again." she said, and got up from the bed and started for the door.

I ran after her and stood in front of the door. The words she had just said didn't just sting, they really hurt.

"I said I love you! I haven't had a single drink for days because I thought maybe I was a mean drunk, or I did something to make you mad at me!" I was practically screaming at her and I couldn't hold back the tears any longer.

London's POV

She's so beautiful when she's histerical. She's angry with me and I know it but I just couldn't believe that she would ever have any kind of feelings for me, I knew she was just lying to make me feel better.

"i don't get you," she said, "you say I'm so great, and so wonderful, but you act as if the thought that I might care about you is disgusting! Newsflash, when someone bares their feelings to you maybe you shouldn't be so mean."

She was starting to sound like a ten-year-old like she always does when she gets upset. Next thing she might be calling me a meanie-head.

"I don't think we can be friends anymore if you're gunna be such a meanie-head, I'm going home!"

"You can go if you really want to, but I don't really want you to. But I don't want to be your friend either."

Before she could respond, I grabbed both of her hands and pulled her a little closer to me.

I started to lean in for a kiss and she did too but all of a sudden she stopped me. She pushed me onto the bed and ran into the bathroom.

I started to cry, little tears ran down my face and I went outside for a walk. I wished I didn't have to go back.

I made my way over to the beach and sat down for a little while when all of a sudden somebody pushed me flat on my back.

Maddie's POV

I kissed her softly, but it soon became a slightly deeper kiss until we both had to come up for air.

"Why did you run away from me?" London asked.

I was embarrassed so I mumbled the answer, "mmrusmymmeth."

"What the hell were your doing with meth?" she asked.

"No!" I shouted, a little too loudly. Then softer I added, "I had to brush my teeth."

I rolled over so that I wasn't on top of her and I smiled a little awkwardly. She just looked at me for a little bit before bursting out laughing.

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