Chapter Six

Forcing Kagome to stay the night was the best thing he had ever done because sleeping next to her was a miracle. He had never been able to sleep so comfortably for a long period of time because of his demonic background. One of the reasons was because demons didn't need much sleep, but for some reason the sweet smell of jasmine that radiated off of Kagome gave him comfort.

Sesshomaru stayed still in bed pretending to be asleep as he felt Kagome stir. He could sense that her attention was focused on him when he felt her playing with his hair. It was amusing to him, but he was more amused when she started to trace the outlinings of his face.

This had all ended when he felt her body stiffen around his arms. Something went terribly wrong when Sesshomaru sensed fear radiating off of Kagome. He fluttered his eyes open and instead of waking up to see that wonderful smile of Kagome's, he saw her staring at him with fear.

At that moment, Kagome pushed herself off of Sesshomaru and started to back up into the other corner of the bed.

It's him, Kagome screamed at herself in her mind. This can't be happening to me. Someone please help me. Kagome literally wanted to scream at the top of her lungs for help, but for some reason she couldn't find her voice to speak for her.

"Kagome what's wrong?" Sesshomaru asked worriedly. This was not how he wanted to wake up. He wasn't even sure what to do when Kagome was staring at him as if he had raped her. He got up from his place and started to crawl towards her on the bed so he could comfort her.

"Stay away from me," Kagome screamed tears welled up in her eyes. They were ready to spill and she didn't want to show Sesshomaru the turmoil she was going through at the moment. She didn't want to show him her weakness even though he probably smelled it by now.

Just then, Inuyasha barged in acting like he owned the place and yelled at the top of his lungs, "What the hell is going on? If your going to have one of your whores over you could at least keep it quiet. People are still trying to sleep you know?"

Kagome found that this was the perfect time to escape so she got on her feet and ran past Inuyasha almost knocking him down.

"What the hell was that?" Inuyasha yelled again, "Did you scare your whore off with that puny cock of yours?"

Inuyasha chuckled to himself at his little joke. He loved trying to get a rise out of Sesshomaru and he knew it was working.

Sesshomaru growled in return and with his demonic speed, pushed Inuyasha into the wall making it crack slightly, "If I had a small penis, then I wouldn't be able to get woman. If you knew what was best for you then you will stay away from my room unless you have something important to tell me. Other than that, you will regret stepping into this Sesshomaru's room ever again. Understood?"

Inuyasha nodded his head motioning to Sesshomaru that he understood what he meant. He tried to gulp down his saliva that seemed to be stuck at the tip of his throat. It wouldn't have been if Sesshomaru's nails were digging into the flesh of his neck. His face soon turned red, and that was when Sesshomaru dropped him on the ground.

Sesshomaru turned around and headed for his bathroom. He needed to take a very long shower to register what had just happened. Kagome was fine last night and all throughout the night as she was sleeping with him, until this morning when she started to scream her head off when she looked at him. The way she looked at him irked him and he didn't like it one bit. It reminded him too much of his past. The look Kagome was giving him reminded him of the time when he ravaged that innocent girl when he was 15.

He never meant to hurt anyone and especially not some innocent girl on the street. It seemed like it was just yesterday when it had happened. Naraku had put some evil spell on him to make him go out of control. It was blood lust as he soon found himself lose control and went out to find the first victim he could get his hands on.

His whole body had craved for blood that night and the first person he saw was an innocent girl in her teens walking around at night in the middle of the streets. She was all alone and Sesshomaru could smell her fear.

He chased her all throughout the night and when he caught her he assaulted her. Raped her. Sesshomaru did everything in his moral being that went against all the rules he had set up to be a gentlemen. Maybe that was why he started dating hookers and sleeping around with women because he wanted to make it seem like he had done nothing wrong that night. Women threw themselves at him and he wanted to make it seem like that 'one' girl was no exception. He wanted to believe that she was asking for it, but truth be told, she never deserved it.

Though, Sesshomaru couldn't remember what the girl had looked, her voice haunted him every single night. She was one of the reasons why he could never get a good nights sleep. His parents knew what had happened, but they decided to keep it a secret as they didn't want to ruin the good Tashio name by having their eldest son be known for raping a girl. That didn't change much when their name was still tainted with the fact that their sons slept around.

If Sesshomaru could turn back time, he wished that he hadn't fell into the clutches of Naraku. That he had never touched that girl when she kept screaming for him to stop. Her vein attempts to ask him to stop were fatal as he had committed a crime. And in the back of Sesshomaru's mind, he wanted to go to her now and tell her that he was sorry.

Author's Note: Sorry that this chapter is short too, but I tried my best to make it longer. I just tend to run short when I'm writing that's how I'm lacking the ability to write long stories/ chapters. As for the story most of you thought that Inuyasha was the one to have raped Kagome, but really it was Sesshomaru. This was not exactly how I wanted to write the story in the beginning, but some things changed so this is the new path that I'm going with. I hope you like it and review.