TITLE: Gone Forever

CHARACTERS: Raven (Scott Levy), Tommy Dreamer, mentions of Beulah

PAIRINGS: implied past relationship between Raven/Tommy; Beulah/Tommy

NOTES: Song fic involving 'Gone Forever' by Three Days Grace. Sequel to 'Let It Die.'

DISCLAIMER: I do not own these people; I just use them to make everyone else happy!

Raven's POV

Tommy, you don't know the personal hell that I've gone through without you here. With you so close, yet not with me. I can't believe that you don't still remember our lives together. How perfect we were for each other. What did I do that made you forget me? Forget us?

Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years
I still can't believe you're gone
So I'll stay up all night
With these blood shot eyes
While these walls surround me
With the story of our life

Tommy's POV

I'm so glad you're leaving for WCW. You don't know how long I've waited for you to leave ECW. I get the girl, and you're left with no one. Because you're worthless, Raven. Your dad was right. You're a worthless brat, and you deserved all the punishment you had.

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
Not lying, denying that I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever

Raven's POV

WCW. My new home. I wish that I could say that I'm glad you're not here, but I can't. I wish you had come with me, Tommy. Mike's been calling me, saying that you're happy with Beulah. I guess I'm glad for you two, in a way. She's loved you so long. I guess life works out for certain people. Of course, I'm never one of them.

Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fucking fight
Until the morning comes
I'll forget about our life


Tommy's POV

I guess that I still miss you, but not very much. I'm glad you're not here. It's just different. I don't have you cornering me to tell me that I didn't try. But it makes me feel like I should have listened. I should have tried. Beulah's great. Really. But I guess a part of me still wishes she were you.

Feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
Tell myself that I don't miss you at all
Not lying, denying that I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever


Raven's POV

Maybe I should feel better. I mean, I can't keep falling in love with you over and over if I don't see you. It was your face, your touch, your voice, that sent me over the edge of longing. I'm kind of glad that we're not in the same company. I'm not falling in love every night. I don't have the provocation to fall in love without you here.

First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known it could be so much better
I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever


Tommy's POV

Beulah says she misses you, because you were the best person to talk to. She says that I'm not as understanding as you were, Raven. It doesn't really bother me that much, though. We can move on, now. Except those nights that I see you on WCW. Sad to say, but it makes me wish you were here.

And now it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared


Raven's POV

I realize now how stupid it was to think that I needed you. I don't. I can get along perfectly fine without you. There are people that love me. And they're not you, Tommy. They're not you.

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
And now that you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever

Tommy's POV

I do feel better without you. I've got Beulah. And she's way more than I could ask for. Raven, you were never the person that I needed in life. But, I'm not glad that you're gone forever.