Hey guys! I'm so sorry for not updating for such a long time. But I finished school this year and was pretty busy with finals. And well, after finals I was busy with celebrating my graduation ;-). But now I'm back with another chapter for you and I hope I'm going to be able to update more often from now on.

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12. It means something

Logan kept kissing Rory until the lack of oxygen forced them to pull apart. Logan leaned his forehead to Rory's and looked into her beautiful blue eyes. Her cheeks were red due to their reunion-activities and he couldn't stop thinking that she was the most beautiful thing he had seen in all his life. "I've missed those kisses." he whispered and smiled at her.

Rory looked up at him and smiled. "I bet that's not all you've missed." she whispered back and blushed as if she was surprised by her own bluntness.

He loved to see her that way. That lustful but yet shy expression on her face when she said those things. But somehow this expression had become slightly different since he had seen it the last time. But he couldn't tell what it was that changed it.

Logan smirked. "You're right, Ace. There's so much more I've missed!" he told her and let his right hand wander down to give her ass a little, playful squeeze.

Rory looked up at him and pulled him down for another, even more passionate kiss. She let her tongue slide into his mouth and it dueled with his. She loved the familiarity of this. She knew him so well, his taste, the way he explored her mouth with his tongue and let his hands wander over her body. But all the good feelings his presence woke in her could not wash away the guilt she felt due to her activities the previous night.

Logan lost himself completely in her kisses. He forgot that he hadn't gotten any sleep the previous night, forgot the doubts about his relationship, he didn't think about his father who would be angry as hell by now because Logan had left without any kind of explanation.

Right now all that mattered was the feeling to have Rory in his arms, the feeling of her kisses and her arms around his neck. He started walking slowly and moved them to his bed, without breaking apart from her.

As they stood directly in front of the bed he stopped the kiss and looked at her. "What might Rory Gilmore wear under her robe on a morning alone in her boyfriend's apartment?" Logan asked with his typical smirk and put his hands on the belt of Rory's robe. He opened the knot and pushed the robe off her shoulders.

For a moment he just stood there and looked at his beautiful girlfriend who now stood in front of him completely naked. Rory blushed a little at his intense gaze, but smiled at him brightly after a few seconds. "So do you like what you see?" she asked him in a husky voice, although one look at his pants told her that the answer to that was definitely a yes.

"Like is the wrong word, Ace." Logan gave back and pulled her towards him for another bruising kiss. "It's not nearly strong enough." he whispered between two kisses and pulled her on the bed with him.

Rory started to unbutton his shirt but was stopped immediately when Logan flipped them over so he was on top. He took her hands into his and started kissing her naked breasts.

"That's not fair." Rory complained, but her husky voice and rapid breathing showed him that she enjoyed every second of it. She loved everything about his way to worship her body, how he took his time to explore everything and gave her the feeling to be the most precious thing in the world.

"Don't worry, Ace. You'll get your chance to do anything to me that you like later. But don't expect me to let this opportunity of having you completely naked after weeks of not seeing you get by without refreshing my memories of how you look…" with that he let his gaze wander up and down her body slowly "… and taste…" now he kissed her right breast, took her nipple into his mouth gently and sucked "…and how you sound when I do that." he finished.

And without any warning he took one hand down to her center and inserted one finger inside of her, causing her to moan at the sudden sensation. "I love you so much, Ace." he whispered.

Then he started to slowly pump his finger in and out of her, her moans and heavy breathing showing him how much she liked what he did to her. Encouraged by that he put a second finger inside and caressed her clit with his thumb, bringing her to the edge.

"Let go, Ace. Don't hold it back." he whispered and look at how beautiful she looked as the waves of pleasure took over her body and she rode out her orgasm.

After her breathing had returned to normal she opened her eyes and smiled at him. "You're a god." she whispered and looked into his beautiful brown eyes that were now clouded with lust.

Instead of an answer he gave her a passionate kiss before he allowed her to flip them over so she was on top and continued with unbuttoning his shirt. She opened it and to get it off, Logan turned them around once more and took the opportunity to start kissing her neck, which he knew she liked.

But suddenly he stopped, gasped heavily and Rory could feel his body clench. "What's wrong, babe?" she asked and let her hands wander to his jeans to open his belt. But he stopped her rudely and got up from the bed. Suddenly he understood what the difference in her expression had been. The lust had been mixed with guilt.

"I can't believe it." he whispered and looked at her in total shock. Rory didn't understand what was wrong with him and looked at him questioningly. After staring at her for a few seconds Logan started to walk around the room muttering something she couldn't understand.

Rory stood up and just as she wanted to ask him what was wrong with him she saw herself in the mirror and suddenly she understood his sudden change. There, right on her neck, was a small mark Finn must have left there. Her soft curls had hidden it all morning until now Logan had found it. Rory knew it was senseless to deny the facts.

She approached him while he stood with his back to her. "Logan, I … I'm so sorry." she whispered and felt the tears coming.

"Sorry for what, Rory?" he yelled as he turned around. The sound of her name out of his mouth felt strange and she would have given anything for changing it into the familiar 'Ace'.

"It .. It was a mistake. It didn't mean anything to me. Really." she knew how desperate she sounded but she didn't care. She couldn't stand to lose him because of that stupid flirt with Finn.

"Rory, you had sex with another man. Maybe it didn't mean anything to you. But it does mean something to me. Oh yes, it means so damn much. You cheated on me!" he yelled.

"I didn't cheat on you, Logan. It was nothing, really. Don't judge me without knowing the facts." she asked him but quickly regretted the words. The facts would not make the situation any better.

"Oh, I'm sorry, Rory. I didn't mean to be unfair." he answered in a sarcastic voice. "Tell me the facts. Tell me that I'm wrong, that it wasn't sex but just a good make-out session because you just couldn't control yourself."

Rory stared up at him but couldn't say anything. What could she say? He had been right, she had had sex with another man. And even denying it wouldn't change the situation if the proof of her unfaithfulness was right there on her neck, a mark that seemed like the scarlet letter of Hester Prynne to her right now.

"Well, I guess that is answer enough." Logan stated bitter and went to the bed to get his shirt. He put it back on and made his way to the front door. He couldn't stand to be near her anymore.

"Logan, wait. Please don't leave now. We can talk it over, we will get through it." Rory begged him and ran after him.

"Don't you understand, Rory?" he spat out angrily. "I don't want to talk to you right now, I can't even look at you! I don't know you anymore."

Tears ran down Rory's cheeks as she looked into his eyes. "That's wrong, Logan, you know me! I've made mistakes before."

Suddenly he seemed to have lost all his energy and said in a tired voice: "Sleeping with a man is never a mistake for you, Rory. You don't do it just because of the sex itself. If you have sex with a guy, it means something." Rory couldn't help but noticing that Logan's words were nearly the same that Finn had used just a few minutes before.

Rory just stared at him, unable to open her mouth. Was it true? Had it meant something to her what had happened with Finn? Or had she changed into a girl that slept with a guy just because of the desire to have sex? She didn't know anymore. Somehow she just didn't know who she was any longer.

Logan looked at her one last time, then turned to the door and left the apartment. Outside he finally allowed his tears to fall. His Ace had cheated on him! Whatever he had expected when he returned home to her, that had never been an option.

Who was this girl he had just left in his apartment? He didn't know. But one thing he knew for sure: Whoever she was, his Ace was gone.

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