Disclaimer: you all know it's Mr. Larson's
The nice thing about Mimi was
she was someone to lie with when
the world had turned dark. Did I
use her? If she got what she wanted
from me – a boyfriend – and I
received from her the comfort
who could not savor, maybe we
weren't much of a couple but
our relationship was mutual and
we were both, to some degree,
satisfied.
But now I use her memory in missing
her solely because I am alone and it
is dark and I am cold, when I sense more
than feel that I should have loved her
once. And I didn't. She was never
like April who wasn't safe and who
never made me feel better, who made
me feel lucky and grateful and
inferior. Mimi was a comfort when
the world turned dark and the
sun was gone, and I miss her
comfort.
to be continued!
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