(Okay...so a little confusing...O.o...but you must understand I was excited cuz in a way I don't know what's gonna happen as well...i kinda do this as we go along...yeah...sooooo...here I goooo...oh and christmas break sooooo...no story for two weeks...happy new year...and merrry christmasssss...coookie!)
"What-what was what?" Kagome asked getting up slowly.
"You killed my father?!" He spat it out with full hatred.
"No-no that's just a nightmare!" Kagome began to back away.
"That's what I saw when I was in the tunnel. While you were knocked out I saw the same thing but I was distracted by that stupid demon! You killed my father! You locked me inside that well! YOU sent those demons to slow me down! You stopped me from saving my father!" Sesshoumaru was fuming.
"You saw my nightmare? It was just a dream Sesshoumaru! I've had it since I can remember!"
"NO! That was reality, Kagome! It was something you've been supressing all these years! You killed my father and Inu Yasha's mother! Why? Why did you do it Kagome?"
"Stop it! I don't remember anything but that nightmare!" Sesshoumaru advanced and began to shake her.
"WHY? Dammit, why!" Kagome broke away and ran out the door. Tears sprinkled across the floor. Sesshoumaru punched the wall.
Blind Fury
I don't know why! I'm sorry! I don't know! I just don't know! I'm afraid to find out...I'm afraid to know the answer...
Why? How could I let myself be blinded by her! By a human! What should I do? What?
For several minutes Sesshoumaru stared at the cieling. Kagome lay on the grass hidden in the maze watching the rain fall.
When did this happen? I don't remember killing his father...I don't remember anything...nothing other than me on a doorstep waiting to be admitted in...Sesshoumaru...
How could you? I never could have believed it if I hadn't seen it...maybe it's not true...maybe it was just a trick of the mind...but I saw it...I close my eyes and all I see is you killing my father...Kagome...
Kagome awoke to a bird chirping by her ear. Looking up she saw the bright sun, night had passed but not the nightmare. Kagome sighed, wishing that last night hadn't happened. When she got to her room she was disappointed to find her wish hadn't come true. Sesshoumaru had locked the door connecting them together. From the marks on the wall, she noticed he was a bit angry as well. Kagome sighed. It seemed to be a thing she would be doing all day.
Sesshoumaru's plan of killing everyone in his way returned to mind. He'd go through with it. He'd kill Kagome along with Inu Yasha and Kikyo. Better yet he'd let Naraku kill Kagome. He wanted her after all. Sesshoumaru sent for Shippo, who had appeared with out hesitation.
"What's up, Sesshoumaru?" Shippo jumped on his bed and awaited orders as usual.
"Send someone to find Naraku. Tell him I have Kagome." Shippo winced. This doesn't sound good.
"But isn't he trying to kill Kagome?" Sesshoumaru raised a brow.
"You've been listening in on what doesn't concern you again."
"Kagome is my concern!" Sesshoumaru punched him. Shippo was full of tears when he burst out of the room. Sesshoumaru sat at the window and watched the clouds go by. He would kill Kagome, but first he was going to make her sorry. For vengeance wasn't sweet without torture. His evil smile slid across his face as he saw Kagome heading to her first class.
"What's wrong Kagome?" Sango asked walking up to Kagome.
"She had a fight with Sesshoumaru." Kanna said, she held up her mirror to Kagome. "I can help you."
Kagome looked at Kanna as if for the first time. The white hair, the absent eyes, and that mysterious mirror. Kagome shrugged. She'd give anything a try. Anything as long as she got an answer.
"Sure, but how about after class." Kagome said. Kagura came in shortly after class had started.
"Alright students. Who's up for a duel?" Master Kuroshoubi asked, the regulars raised their hands. He tried to see who he could pick out. He stopped and was surprised to see Sesshoumaru raising his hand. "Sesshoumaru?"
"I'd like to challenge my partner, Kagome." Sesshoumaru's voice was as cold as the artic wind sending shivers down everyone's spine. The class began to whisper. Kagome looked at Sesshoumaru without fear.
"But Sessh-" Master Kuroshoubi began.
"I accept." Kagome stood. This brought along more chatter.
"You use your power human and I'll use mine. I'll show you how a true demon kills." Sesshoumaru said this loud enough for all to hear. Kagome simply smiled.
"How is that? By running with your tail between your legs? I beat you once, I can do it again."
Sesshoumaru felt her power oozing from her pores. He smiled.
"You can use your power and I'll use my own." Kagome stood in her fighting stance. Sesshoumaru's eyes glowed red, his pale skin became pale fur, and he was beginning to resemble a very large dog. Kagome was shocked.
"Fine! Have it your way you stupid mutt!" In Kagome's hands dangled two loose chains. An encrypted spell gave them a rare shine. She ran at the huge animal. Sesshoumaru pushed her a way with his tail. Kagome landed on her feet. Sesshoumaru dove his entire body at Kagome.
"Spirit Shield." She said easily. Sesshoumaru was immediatly shocked. He stood and shook it off. He barked at Kagome, flying spit landed around her. "Ugh! You're sick!"
Sesshoumaru dove towards her again. The invisible orb became stronger. Sesshoumaru dove. Kagome stayed focused although confused, what was he up to. Sesshoumaru dove again, this time Kagome fell to her knees. She began to feel dizzy. His saliva! From the spit Sesshoumaru had thrown at her poison was rising. Growing thicker within the spirit shield. Kagome released the shield and jumped away from her original place. Sesshoumaru didn't allow it. His paw hitting her hard across the mid-section. Kagome hit a tree and almost didn't get up. Everyone was watching in amazement. Wicked smiles, worried looks, and confused shrugs were shared amongst the classmates.
"It must've been one bad fight." Kagura whispered toKanna.
"You kidding me! They yelled like crazy!" Sango said, a worried look on her face but amusement in her eyes.
They stopped for just then Kagome had sent a fireball at Sesshoumaru. Sesshoumaru stood a short distance from Kagome, Kagome a short distance from Sesshoumaru. Neither made a move for a while. Sesshoumaru transformed back to his usual form.
"Die!" Sesshoumaru ran at her. Kagome was on the defensive blocking his every move. He knew she was tired. In one swing Sesshoumaru shattered both her chains. Kagome was thrown across the field. Sesshoumaru laughed. Kagome felt angry, hatred, and lost. Something inside of her began to pulsate. It was steady. Kagome stayed on the ground trying to identify the source. It was the broken chain. It was calling out to her. Kill...Killl him!
Kagome was surprised at the thought. She actually found herself smiling. She began to shake.
Kill him!
No, I can't! I won't!
You know you want to! You are your father's child after all!
No!
"Why you shaking? Scared? Good!" Sesshomaru ran at her, promising to make this the final swing.
Kagome stood, her face masked in shadow. She made a few figures with her hand. "Hade's Army!"
She ran at him. Sesshoumaru stalled, this wasn't Kagome. This was something else he had never seen before. This was the essence of evil. She was getting closer, a herd of demons behind her ready to kill Sesshoumaru. Sesshoumaru ran at her as well.
Kill him...yes...kill him!
Nooo!
They collided, the light blocking the view of their audience. No one was sure who struck who. Both stood at opposite ends. No one moved. Miroku had almost forgotten to breathe. Kagome fell to the ground. Sesshoumaru stood, horror stricken at what he had witnessed. The bell had rung a short time ago but no one seemed compelled to want to go. They wanted to see what happened afterwards. Unfortunately they were shoed away by their Master. Sesshoumaru was to get Kagome back to the nurses office.
Magic Mirror on the Wall...
Kanna walked in followed by Kagura. Sesshoumaru barely looked their way. He was sitting by Kagome's bedside. She was gentle again, fragile, and lying asleep before him. His confusion still lingered as he sat there.
"What do you want?" Sesshoumaru asked. Kagura gave Kanna a push. She slid her mirror into Sesshoumaru's hands. "What's this for?"
"You wanna know what really happened, don't you?" Kanna looked in the mirror as Sesshoumaru's expression changed in comprehension. "Just look. Remember the nightmare and look."
Sesshoumaru spiraled into his past. He was in the well again. He ran towards the castle. Fought off the demons. It was all simple. Quicker. Nothing to stop him. Opening the door he saw a tall man. Long black hair, purple eyes, and a smile across his face.
"Naraku, you shouldn't be here!" It was Inu Yasha's mother!
"I've come to take you both away! I won't let him keep you!"
"If Inu Yasha hears you, his father will come downstairs and-"
"And what? I can't let him do this!"
"Who are you talking to? Naraku! Get out of my house!"
"I've come to take what is mine!" Naraku grabbed the mother and a little child, white hair told Sesshoumaru Inu Yasha was there.
"They will never rule with you!" Sesshoumaru's father unsheathed his sword.
"You have no power over them. They love me!" Sesshoumaru's father seemed broken at this.
As the sword came towards Naraku, another came towards him, then blood.
The woman lay on the floor a pool of blood and rags. A small knife pierced the man's heart. Naraku ran with the child in his hands.
"Not until you're ready my child!" She said. A glow sprouted from the other room. Naraku was gone. Inu Yasha was gone. Now all that was left was Sesshoumaru, his father, and Kagome. She had been watching from the room Naraku and Inu Yasha had escaped.
"Kagome...come here Kagome." He sang to her. Sesshoumaru turned away. He knew what would come next.
When his eyes opened he was back in the room. Kagome had tears in her eyes and Kanna began to retreat. Kagura whispered something in Kagome's ear and disappeared.
Love
Kagome opened her eyes. The moonlight was bright, the candles extinguished, and a rather heavy man lay at her feet. Kagome tried to move with out waking him. He sturred.
"Where are you going?" Sesshoumaru's eyes looked dazed.
"Ssshhh. Just go back to sleep." Kagome brushed his face, it was warm. Sesshoumaru felt the cold air when her hand left his skin. "You didn't flinch."
"You're not as scary as you think." Sesshoumaru said with a light smile. Kagome looked away.
"So what are you doing here? Making sure I die or something?" Kagome asked, tears already forming.
"No, I'm sorry Kagome. I didn't mean to."
"I don't know you were pretty determined to me." Sesshoumaru sighed. He came up to her and hugged her. Kagome didn't fight it. She rested on his chest.
"I'm sorry. I-I was just angry." Sesshoumaru kissed her forehead. Her cheek. Her nose. Forehead. Chin. Eyes. He looked at her lips. He closed in on her slowly. She let him kiss her. Those soft lips, oh so soft lips, she invited him in. Tasting him as he tasted her. The warmth of their tongues tangling their emotions. Kill him...With a soft cry she pulled away.
"I can't."
"I'm sorry."
"No, Everytime I get near you-since we fought-I don't know! I hear this voice inside my head telling me to kill you. And I can't do that. I'd rather you kill me." Sesshoumaru held her agian.
"I won't let anything happen to you. I promise. It's probably Naraku. Don't worry we'll get through this together." She looked into his eyes. Those golden orbs that kept her warm and loved. She trusted in his words completely; she didn't trust herself. They locked lips and held eachother.
I'll keep you safe...
Kill him...