Hey as I said last time, sorry for the lengthy update.
I've finished tech now so it shouldn't take so long to update now.
Thanks for sticking with me.
Hope you like this new chapter.
Warning: Rape and abuse...
On with the chapter (no musings in this chapter)
From last time:
"Thanks for the ride, see ya tomorrow Miles" Oliver yelled out.
Miley and Jackson waved; Oliver watched the car until it had disappeared from view.
He sighed turning around; he then stopped, noticing someone waiting by the door.
"Hello" he said, walking forward to see them better as they were wearing shades.
The person took their shades off and grinned, standing up and racing over, their long brown hair cascading behind them.
They stopped in front of him.
"Oliver, I'm back" they said.
"Becca" Oliver exclaimed in shock.
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Oliver stood still, not knowing what to say.
"Aren't you going to speak?" Becca asked, looking confused.
Oliver managed to regain control of his mouth.
"I have nothing to say to you" Oliver snapped and walked on ahead.
"Oliver, don't be like this" Becca said, following him and grabbing his arm.
Oliver turned to face her.
"You wasted my time Becca, you dated me just so you could make Mark jealous then you moved. Now you're back. For what?" Oliver said angrily.
"Oliver you never liked me, you've had a thing for Miley since forever" Becca said, folding her arms across her chest.
"So" Oliver said, looking confused.
"So why am I in the wrong, you never liked me" Becca snapped.
"Why did you date me?"
"Well I was happy that someone liked me ok, you don't know how hard it is liking someone and them just thinking of you as a friend" Oliver spat.
"How do you know?" Becca asked.
"What! You don't make any sense" Oliver spat.
"Sheesh, Oliver you can't be this dumb. I mean how do you know she doesn't like you, have you asked her?" Becca snapped rudely.
"No, are you crazy. I'm not about to go up to Miley and say I like you as more then a friend. That's insane" Oliver rambled.
"Now go ok, I'm done talking"
Becca shock her head and walked off.
Oliver walked into his house, Becca's words filling his head.
'How do you know?'
The following day:
Oliver wasn't looking forward to seeing Miley.
Becca's words had kept repeating in his head last night and he had trouble sleeping.
How the heck was he to face Miley after that, his feelings were taking over his life.
This was driving him crazy, eventually he would have to tell her but he wasn't sure when.
He was scared of rejection.
"Hey Oliver" Lilly said walking over.
Oliver looked at her; he had been standing by his locker thinking.
"Lilly I need help; I have to Miley how I feel. I can't live like this anymore" Oliver said, clinging to Lilly's arm desperately.
"Ok I get it, you can let go now. Just tell her Oliver" Lilly said.
"Its not that easy, what If our friendship changes, or she laughs at me or" Oliver rambled, getting frazzled.
"Or she kisses you" Lilly suggested.
"Don't get my hopes up" Oliver said and leant against his locker.
"Well you need to do something, this isn't doing you any good" Lilly stated and walked off.
Oliver just nodded and grabbed his books.
"Easier said then done" he muttered and went to homeroom.
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"Hey Oliver, how you doing?" Serena asked once he had sat next to her.
"Like the dead" Oliver mumbled.
"Oh Oliver, this is about Miley isn't it. You know she's single" Serena said, Oliver looked at her in shock.
"If you're suggesting I tell her how I feel, just after her and Jake have broken up then forget it. That would be insensitive. Besides she doesn't like me anyway" Oliver said and continued sulking with his head in his hands.
"Well what is your other option, because this is working so well for you" Serena stated sarcastically, waving her hand in his direction.
Oliver shrugged.
"Its better then making her upset" Oliver said.
"So you'll risk your own happiness for her, man you have it bad" Serena said, shaking her head sadly.
"You think" Oliver said, rolling his eyes.
"Great here she comes, act natural"
Serena sighed.
"What will I do with you" she muttered.
"Hey guys" Miley said, walking over with Lilly following.
"Hey" Serena and Oliver chorused, although Oliver just mumbled it.
Miley looked at him in confusion but he stared down at the desk, avoiding her gaze.
"Where did you run off to?" Oliver asked Lilly, trying to avoid looking at Miley as she sat down in between him and Serena
"To see Jackson" she said and sat at the end of the row.
Oliver just nodded; ignoring the tingle in his arm as Miley accidentally bumped her arm into his.
Serena raised her eyebrows at Oliver but he was determinedly staring at the desk.
"What's wrong Oliver" Miley suddenly asked, putting her hand on his.
"Don't touch me" Oliver snapped, before he could stop himself.
Miley gasped, pulling her hand back, Lilly elbowed him.
"Oliver what have I done?" Miley asked, Oliver took a risk and looked at Miley.
He regretted it when he saw the tears in his eyes.
"You haven't done anything" he said, trying to control his voice from shaking.
"Oh, is it the clown thing?" Miley asked.
"No leave it ok Miles, I'm fine just tired" Oliver said and stared down at his desk again, ignoring his heart clench in his chest from his lies.
"Ok as long as you're fine Oliver. I'm just worried that's all" Miley said gently.
Oliver didn't answer, just kept staring at the desk.
If he avoided looking at her, he wouldn't risk saying anything.
In the end it was probably better for the both of them.
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"Oliver why are you doing this to yourself, just tell her how you feel" Lilly said to him as he walked to his locker to put away his books.
Lilly was fed up with him being distant with Miley in the last two classes.
"You're not handling this so why don't you just tell her" Lilly urged him.
"Stop nagging me Lil, I can't tell her yet. She has only just broken up with Jake, the timing isn't right" Oliver said, slamming his locker shut.
"When will the timing be right, you keep making excuses Oliver" Lilly said.
"Fucking hell, I can't ok so just get off my back" Oliver yelled, slamming past her.
Lilly ran a hand through her hair and sighed in irritation.
"If you don't tell her, I will" Lilly muttered and followed him to the cafeteria.
"Hey Oliver you feeling a bit better, didn't seem yourself in classes" Miley said, once Oliver had sat down next to her.
"Yeah fine Miles still tired" Oliver said.
Miley just nodded.
"Hey where's your ex, fled town?" Serena asked, Lilly sat next her.
"Um yeah he has left town, he had a movie to shoot apparently. He told me in a txt" Miley said.
"Good riddance" Oliver stated.
Lilly raised her eyebrows at him, he ignored her.
"Yeah, that's true" Miley said and smiled.
Oliver smiled back, he loved Miley's smiles.
Lilly and Serena looked at each other; Miley and Oliver were locked in a gaze.
"Yes" Lilly whispered, unfortunately this broke Miley and Oliver from their staring.
"Um so" Oliver said, his face going red.
Miley's was too.
"So you guys, how was the staring contest?" Serena asked.
"What?" Miley said, blushing.
"Um you guys were like staring at each other" Serena said.
"Yeah" Lilly said, smiling at Serena who smirked.
"No we weren't" Oliver snapped, eyeing them.
"Yes" Lilly said.
"NO" Oliver shouted, causing people looked over.
"Ok calm down, you weren't" Serena said, rolling her eyes.
"Actually we were" Miley said.
"What" Oliver gasped, Miley had agreed, did that mean?
"Because Oliver is distracting, you know" Miley joked.
"Yeah that's me a distraction" Oliver joked, ignoring the disappointment.
"Sure that's all it was" Lilly said and Serena giggled.
Oliver sneered at them but smiled at Miley who was staring at the desk.
A small smile was on her face, maybe from him, he could hope.
HM
Oliver left his last class in a bad mood, Lilly and Serena had kept nagging him to tell Miley how he felt.
He reached his locker and slammed it open, angrily shoving in books.
They were being insensitive, Miley and Jake had only just broken up.
Oliver would tell her when the timing was right.
Suddenly Lilly's words entered his head from that morning.
"When will the timing be right, you keep making excuses"
"Shut up Lilly, I'll do it when I'm ready" Oliver snapped to himself and banged his head against his locker.
"Talking to yourself, that's not a good sign" Miley said her voice music to his ears.
Oliver spun around, embarrassed about being caught in that state.
He smiled at Miley, despite the embarrassment and the fact it was hard seeing her now.
"What's Lil done?" Miley asked, giving him a smile in return.
Oliver ignored the excitement brewing in him from the one smile.
"Nothing, just some school stuff we were talking about. I keep putting off my assignments cause of stress" Oliver lied, even though he hated lying it was easier then what was really going on.
"Oh Oliver maybe it would be a good idea to tell your parents about the clown" Miley said, going up to him and putting her hand on his arm.
Oliver felt his heart beat fast from the touch and his skin tingled.
'Stop over reacting, she's only touching your arm' his brain mocked.
Oliver shock his head to rid of those thoughts.
"It's not good for you to keep hiding this from them; didn't it feel better to tell us?" Miley said.
"Sort of, it's hard ok. How do I even begin to explain it" Oliver stammered, hating himself from starting to break down.
He couldn't do this in front of her.
"Well I can come for support, so can Lil and Serena. We'll be there for you Oliver, always" Miley answered.
Oliver smiled and ran a hand through his hair, his hands starting to shake from nerves and the fact Miley was still touching his arm.
Miley removed his hand as if sensing something.
"Well we better start heading home; do you want us to come to your place tonight?" Miley stated.
"Um yeah, now or never I guess and you're right. They should know" Oliver answered.
"Alright, well let's go then" Miley said and walked on ahead, hitching up her bag as she walked.
Oliver nodded, shutting his locker and slinging on his back.
He should tell them and he could do it because she would be there and with her support he could do anything.
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"Are you sure Oliver, I mean it is the right thing but are you sure you want to tell them now" Serena asked as they all walked home after school.
Jackson couldn't give them a ride; he had to stay back at school to finish an assignment.
"Yes I am sure, it's now or never and…what there's another carnival" Oliver stated.
"What where?" Miley asked, looking around.
"Its at the show grounds, it's on now" Oliver answered, grabbing a paper sign that was stuck to a fence.
"I'm going"
"Oliver, why?" Lilly gasped.
"Because I need to ok, I need to face my fear alright. I'll ring you guys later and arrange when you can come round" Oliver explained.
"Ok, are you sure you don't want us to come" Serena asked.
"No this is something I need to do alone" he answered.
Serena nodded and walked off with Lilly, after they had both given him a hug.
"Miles?" Serena said, turning around and realizing Miley was still standing next to Oliver.
"I'll catch you guys up ok" Miley said, not taking her eyes off Oliver who was looking at the ground, finding it hard to look at her.
"Ok" Serena said, walking off with Lilly.
"I'll be fine Miles" Oliver said, starting to head off, when Miley pulled him back.
She hugged him to her, pressing her face into his shoulder.
"Are you sure you don't want me to come" Miley asked, pulling back.
"No I'll be fine, I'll call you later" Oliver answered, his body still tingling.
"Ok, bye" Miley said, squeezing his hand and letting go.
She walked off, while Oliver stood still watching her go, his hand tingling.
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"You can do this, they're different clowns ok. Just face your fear" Oliver stammered to himself as he reached the pay booth.
"One ticket?" the man behind the booth questioned.
Oliver nodded, his heart beating wildly in his chest.
"Ok that's $5" the man answered and handed over a map.
Oliver took it then paid and went inside.
He stood by the main gate, surveying the carnival as his nerves raged within him.
He walked opened the map and found where the clowns were and after battling with himself for ten minutes, he made his way to the tent.
Oliver reached the tent where one clown was tying up a balloon for a little girl, who raced off.
Oliver wrung his hands; it was a habit of his when he was nervous.
"Just go over there and ask for a balloon. Go on do it" Oliver whispered to himself.
The clown, who was standing outside the tent, reached into his pocket and lit up a smoke.
"Now" Oliver hissed and forced his feet forward, ignoring the family of butterflies in his stomach.
He reached the clown just as he stubbed out his smoke.
The clown looked up, sensing Oliver's presence.
"Aren't you a bit old for carnivals" the clown said, laughing a bit.
"Can I just have a…" Oliver started to say but froze, as he stared at the clowns blue eyes, and his voice sounded familiar.
"A what?" the clown demanded.
"Tell anyone and a clown will come and get you in your sleep and kill you"
Oliver gasped as the words filled his head, it was him.
The clown that had raped him all those years ago, was right her.
"Hello, are you alright kid" the clown demanded, or otherwise known as Mark.
"Mark" Oliver gasped, nausea overflowing him.
"How do you know my name?" Mark demanded, looking around incase someone heard.
He then grabbed Oliver by the shirt and pulled him into a caravan and shut the door.
"I repeat, how do you know my name?' Mark snapped.
"You don't remember do you" Oliver stammered.
"Remember what, look you're really confusing me here" Mark snapped.
"You raped me, five years ago" Oliver said slowly, his hands shaking.
"What the fuck are you on kid" Mark hissed, looking around as if someone might have heard.
"You dragged me in a tent and raped me, then said a clown would kill me if I said anything" Oliver carried on as if Mark hadn't spoken.
"What the fucking hell, I did not" Mark hissed and leant forward.
"Yes you did, five years ago" Oliver said, shaking.
"No fucking way, wait you're that kid aren't you? Well long time no see huh. Fancy a second go, I mean I do prefer them younger but you're hot enough" Mark suddenly announced, realization on his face.
Oliver gasped, backing away.
Mark grinned and launched forward, claming a hand down on Oliver's mouth.
"Come on it won't hurt... Much" Mark said and laughed as he pulled at Oliver's jeans, turning him around and shoving him over the bed.
Oliver tried to struggle but mark was too powerful and before he knew it, the familiar pain overtook his body.
Mark laughed loudly as Oliver sobbed.
His legs went slack as Mark violated him over and over.
After what felt like forever, Mark finished up and pulled out, causing Oliver to fall to the floor; shaking like a leaf.
"Oh and like I said last time, tell anyone and a clown will kill you. Later kid, show yourself out" Mark snapped, hitching up his pants and slamming the door after him.
Oliver stood up shakily and pulled his pants back up and walked over to the door.
Pain shot through him with every step, but he kept going.
He left the caravan, managing to not be seen by mark and started to head to the exit.
He felt dizziness overcome him and his legs slacken as he reached the gate, a cop who was patrolling, walked over in concern.
"Hey are you alright" he said.
"Help I've been raped" Oliver managed and then passed out.
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"Hey son, wake up" a voice floated through into Oliver's head.
"What, where am I?" Oliver asked.
"You're in the hospital, we need to get your details so we can call your parents" the doctor said, a cop was standing next to him.
"I also need a statement" he said, another guy was next to him and looked frazzled.
"What, whose that" Oliver said, mentioning to the guy.
"Oh this is Andrew, the carnival manager" the cop answered.
"Mark did it, he works for you. A clown" Oliver managed, his voice becoming heavy from the sedatives.
"Fuck" Andrew swore.
"The bastard, when I get my hands on him"
"Calm down, we will handle this. Now we know the accused. My men are there to talk to your staff. The carnival has been closed I hope" the cop stated.
"Yes, the staff is waiting there with your men, for questioning. I will go and tell them what I know" Andrew said and left.
"Ok son, your parents?" the doctor asked.
"The statement can wait till later" he said to the cop who just nodded and left.
"Um they're Michael and Julie oaken, number is 555 89898" Oliver said.
"Ok will call them now ok" he said and left.
"Can I go home once they get here, you have my clothes for evidence don't you" Oliver asked.
"Yes I will get them to bring a spare change of clothes; also I will give you some more sedatives for tonight. Then you can check out" the doctor said.
Oliver nodded and collapsed against the pillow, exhausted.
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"Oliver, we need to talk about this. You didn't say a word about to us in the car" Michael demanded once he had picked up Oliver.
"The doctors wouldn't tell us either, just said you should" Julie stated, worry itched into her face.
"I was raped, by the same person who raped me when I was ten" Oliver said and sat down on the couch.
Julie screamed and clamped a hand to her mouth.
"Fuck, I'll kill this bastard" Michael snapped, rage apparent in his features.
"Don't the cops will deal with him ok" Oliver said, not wanting to discuss the matter further.
"Well they better or I will" Michael snapped.
"Why didn't you" Julie started but was interrupted by the doorbell.
"I'll get it" Oliver said quickly, wanting to end the conversation.
"Oliver we need to talk about this" Julie said as he slowly walked to the door.
"Later" Oliver snapped and opened the door, it was Miley.
"I'll be back soon, its Miley" Oliver said to his parents and he shut the door after him.
"Hey" Miley said, smiling at Oliver.
"Hey Miley what do you wa..." Oliver started to say but was cut off by Miley kissing him.
TBC….
A/N:
Well what did you think fellow readers, sorry if it was short.
The clown will be caught and given justice, hope that will make you happy.
Sorry that he had to be hurt again, but now the clown will be punished.
What did you think about the ending, hope you liked.
The reasons will be explained next chapter and no Miley doesn't know he's been raped.
So she isn't taking advantage of him.
Reviewer thanks:
Short notice, Iheartdisney128, angelrock, crystal, kikyou502, lov34writingxo, aislingmonica, nicolex3madison.
Well hope to get a update up a lot sooner now.
You know what to do friends.
Till next time,
KAT