If you were weirded by episode 9... I would like to apologize. Lol

If you skipped episode 8-9 here's a quick catch-up.

Kank/Kiba - officially dead...
Temari - The evil bitch has a plot in mind...
Dakku - got lucky and lived...
Naru/Sasu - also over...
Gaara - still MIA...

This time the after effects will have consequences... and two friends will cross a line that wasn't meant to be crossed.

Okay... here's episode 10... Once more... I don't own the Naruto Series, Characters, or Locations.

Disclaimer: If you dislike Yaoi sex... skip the bolded part of the chapter "Encountering The Don't Stop Feeling".

Naruto: Wolf High

Chronicles

Episode 10: That Broken Feeling

Naruto -

They say that the best cure for a broken heart is to let go and move on. But that's easier said then done. It's hard to completely erase all the memories you had with someone for the sake of letting go. Emptiness is not a feeling you want. Yet keeping them causes more harm then good. So what can you do? Wallowing in your own pain destroys those around you and then you become truly lonely. Second chances start to fade away because you can't find the power to move on.

You find yourself sitting alone at home watching TV and you cry at all the couples that come on. "I used to be like that!!" Words that soon become emptier. Then one day, someone comes along and offers their hand to help you. You take it and you begin to forget. Their kindness becomes inviting. Their warmth becomes comfortable. Your feelings change and so does your outlook. The signs get crossed and then you forget what it is to be in love because you find yourself in something close to it but not "It" exactly.

--Too Silent...--

Dakku wasn't the only one who took notice that Naruto had not been in school since last week after Thanksgiving. December had already begun and with 2 weeks left before semesters end, and Dakku began wondering what could have happened. He sat there in Creative Writing a bit distracted. Kiba looked back at him as he saw Dakku's lost look. "He's been like that for a week now. I wonder what's wrong with him." Kiba thought to himself as he went back to work. "The Final is on Friday. All Finished Projects should be handed in by then." Kakashi said to them.

Dakku took out a small note book and looked at it. "Ai: A story of Confusing your feelings" He had finally got around to writing it to give it in. He sighed as the put his head down. "My best friend is missing. The evil bitch who torments everyone is a bit to quiet. And Kiba... well.. he's Kiba... can't expect much from him." He said this as he began to scribble down a few lines of sentences. He paused a moment and looked at what he wrote. "I feel lost in the park of my memories." Dakku raised one eye brow.

"Why did I write that?" He thought to himself as the bell rang. He collected his things and walked out of class. Kiba watched him as he made his solemn exit. "He needs someone to cheer him up." He nodded and followed after him. Dakku made it up the stairs faster then Kiba thought and he rolled his eyes. "Slow for everything else but avoiding me." Kiba thought laughing to himself. Dakku entered the Chem. class room and took his seat. Hinata soon after came in with the same look that Dakku had.

She sat next to him and sighed. "It's quiet in this building without him. Do you think he's okay, Dakku-kun?" She said softly. Dakku shrugged and looked as Shizune walked into the room smiling. They smiled back if only to appease her. Kiba walked in and noticed the both Hinata and Dakku had the same look. He sighed and walked up to his seat. He sat down next to Dakku and looked at him. For the first time since day one, Dakku paid him no mind. Kiba's look turned into worry. "I wonder what he's thinking about."

Shizune announced her final as well on being Friday. The class grunted as she continued her lesson. "Final project will be done in class with your teams. Team InuHyuFai... you're lagging behind again. Your project will be making Diluted Smoke Bombs, Exploding Wire and Copper Poison Antidote. As for you Team UchiAkiAba you better have a good-" Her voice broke off in Dakku's head as he fell asleep. He thought back to the night he tried to kill himself. But in his head he didn't see his body, he saw Naruto's.

He woke up slowly and noticed that somehow he was on Kiba's shoulder. Most everyone looked at him and he blushed and left the room immediately after. As he left, Kiba smiled to himself. Dakku made it to the hall and began panting. "Dakku?" He looked up and saw Kankurou standing there. He stood upright and looked him in the eye. "Please... not right... now... tooo... much to handle." Dakku tried regaining his breath. "I wanna talk to you about something." Kankurou spoke softly as Dakku noted the sadness in his voice.

"About what?" Dakku said puzzled. Kankurou nodded a looked at him. "What do you feel... for Kiba?" Dakku's eyes shot open and he looked down. "I don't... why are you asking?" Kankurou shrugged and spoke again. "Just wondering. You two seem to be getting closer." Dakku looked back up and walked to the staircase. "I don't want him." Dakku said as he took the first descending step. "Then why does he want you?" Kankurou said as he turned to face him. Dakku shrugged as he stopped. I wish I knew. How do I even know it's true?

Kankurou nodded. "The reason we called it quits was because he wanted something more from you then your kiss." Dakku turned around stunned. "What?" Kankurou leaned against the wall and nodded. "That's what he wanted." Dakku sat on the steps of the staircase. "I see." Dakku's thoughts ran across his mind rapidly. So... It wasn't really that much of lie... he really wants me? Why? Kankurou sat next to him and nodded. "You thought he was playing you and you got mad and tried to kill yourself right?"

Dakku gave him a soft look as he sighed and nodded slowly. "Heh. I guess you really are emo." Dakku rolled his eyes and laughed a bit. "Maybe a bit." Kankurou laughed at him. "I'm sorry for blaming you for what happened between me and Kiba. I guess I was just mad that he wanted you. I loved him enough to let him go. And if he comes back then maybe we'll try again. If not, then I wish you the best of luck." Dakku gave him an apologetic look and looked down. "What if... I don't want him?"

Kankurou laughed again. "Everyone wants him. He's like the Sasuke for guys like me and you." Dakku gave him a look. "Guys... like me... and you?" He thought out loud. Kankurou nodded. "We play the strong silent types. We think we're dominant. And in the end we fall for someone who tends to be exactly what we're missing. Plus... it's written all over your face that you're gay. So stop trying to hide it." They both laughed. "Friends again?" Dakku said extending his hand. Kankurou thought about it a moment. "Sure." They shook hands and the bell rang.

--The Walk Home --

I was a bit more relaxed this time around on my way home. Kankurou and I ate lunch together and talked about a lot of things. None of it Kiba-related mind you. He showed me his puppets for the first time and they creeped the hell out of me. One looked almost like him... okay well not almost like him. But close enough. He told me his secret to controlling them which I forgot really fast because it was too complex. He laughed at me and called me hopeless.

Anko had us learn about the affects of leaving a wound unattended and she showed pictures of infected wounds. Most everyone threw up. I mean really... what's up with this lady!? She's got me scared. So anyways, here I am on the way home and I keep having this feeling that I'm being followed. It's annoying but what can I say right? I look back and there nothing there. Hey. What's mom doing on the front porch? Why is she crying? Something must have happened.

Dakku ran towards the front porch and looked at his mother. "Hey Mom. Are you okay?" She looked up at him with her watery red eyes and held him close. Dakku held her close and let her cry profusely on his shoulder. She gripped him harder and he felt his heart sink. "Mom." He said softly as he stroked her hair to console her. He took her hands and took her inside the house. They walked to the kitchen and he sat her down at the table. Dakku went into the cupboards and pulled out two cups.

He put them down and went the fridge and opened it. He pulled out some orange juice and poured some into the cups. He closed it back up and returned the juice. He took the cups and offered Kurenai one. She took it and she thanked him. They took a sip and he looked at her. She sighed a bit as she put the glass back down. "Asuma called me earlier to tell me he's breaking up with me." Dakku's eyed widened and his grip on the cup almost broke it. "Why!?" He asked stunned. She sighed and looked at it.

"He didn't want to commit to me." Dakku nodded at her and she drank again from her cup, this time finishing it whole. "Did he say why?" Dakku asked softly and she looked at him. "The same reason all men give when they don't want to commit. HE just wasn't ready to settle down." She said as she cleaned he face off. Dakku felt the answer and thought about what she said. What about me? Am I really gonna have to face a choice like that one day? Kurenai stood up and walked to the fridge and pulled out some meat.

"I'll cook dinner early today so we can spend time as a family when Nasake comes back from Ayame's house." She said as he saw her feign a smile. Dakku walked up to her and kissed her cheek. "I love you mom." He said as he walked away. She brushed her cheek and smiled. "That boy. He's gonna make someone really happy one day." She sighed as she went back to work on her cooking preparations. She saw some orange juice on the counter. She took some paper towels to pick it up. She threw it away and noted to herself the there were trees on the paper towel.

Dakku went up to his room and locked it behind him. He laid out on his bed and sighed. "Is it me or everyone is having a rough time?" He closed his eyes and rested a bit. Everything is crappy this week. Mom got dumped after 5 years of being with him. Naruto is no where to be found. And...- His computer bleeped and he opened his eyes. He looked over at it and there was a flashing orange text. He rolled off the bed and walked to the computer. His eyes opened and he left his room immediately.

RaMeNbOi: I need to talk to you... Konohagakure Park. Basketball courts. Now please?

--Encountering the Don't Stop Feeling--

Dakku exited the cab he arrived in and ran to the basketball courts. As he got there he looked around for Naruto and could see him. He began trying to catch his breath and calmed himself. He tried again to search. He looked up and saw Naruto sitting in one of the tress. Dakku climbed up the tree and Naruto caught this. He helped Dakku up and they both sat down on one of the branches. Dakku thanked him and Naruto nodded. "So." Dakku said softly. Naruto nodded once and looked forward.

"Where ya been?" Dakku asked politely. Naruto sighed and looked down. He thought back to going to Sasuke's house and catching him in bed with Sakura. He remembered the pain, the frustration and his broken heart. He began to cry softly and held on to Dakku. Awww man... not again. Please tell me this isn't going where I think it is. Dakku's thoughts and Naruto chimed together in unison. "I broke up with Sasuke." Dakku felt an odd feeling of "I Told You So" coming but he suppressed it. It was bad enough he said it would happen but knowing it happened made him feel bad.

"I'm sorry... Naruto... Jeez... okay... you're gonna break my back... if you hold any tighter." Dakku said trying to break Naruto's hold. Naruto let off and sat upright again. Dakku sighed as he felt around to see if any ribs were broken. Naruto kept crying softly and Dakku sighed again. "Wanna come over to my house? We're gonna have dinner as a family and I promised my mom whose been having a rough day I'd be there?" Naruto looked at him and smiled a bit. "You don't mind?" Dakku nodded. "Not at all. You can tell me everything on the way there."

As they approached the park's parking area, Dakku took glimpse of the rather ugly orange and blue Astro-Van and shuddered. God, that thing is ugly. Naruto unlocked the doors and Dakku got in the passenger's side and buckled himself in. Naruto got in and started the van and drove off quickly. Dakku looked at him and asked. "What happened between you two?" Naruto sighed and explained everything that had happened. Dakku absorbed every word and nodded along unable to speak a word.

When they got within a block of Dakku's house, Naruto parked the van and Dakku questioned him. "It's just for appearances." He nodded and they walked to Dakku's house. Naruto took note of the small 2 floor home and thought it was nice. He could see Nasake walking around inside as Dakku unlocked the front door yelling at him to move faster. Naruto followed along intensively and walked inside the home. "Wow! You're house is soo much nicer then mines!" Naruto said stunned looking at the light brown wodden walls and the marble flooring in the foyer.

"Everyone's house is nicer then yours. Or at least that's the fake compliment they all give. Wassup Naruto!" Nasake said as he entered the foyer as Dakku nodded and walked off to the Kitchen. "He's gonna have dinner with us. He's been having it rough, so I invited him over." Nasake nodded at Dakku and pointed to the kitchen and Naruto followed. As he walked into the Kitchen he looked at the black haired woman who smiled and set an extra plate on the table. "Naruto. It's nice to see you again. How's your father, Iruka?"

Naruto smiled and took a seat. "He's okay. He's probably going over some work right now at home." Kurenai smiled and served the food. They were having pork chops, mashed potatoes and rice. They all ate and conversed a bit about their days, all of them carefully avoiding the bad moments. Dakku took note of the time and sighed. "7:50" He stood up and walked upstairs to his room. Naruto looked at him as he did and nudged Nasake who was sitting next to him. "Is he okay?" He asked. Nasake nodded. "It's almost 8pm. He goes up to his room and writes in his notebook about our dad."

Naruto nodded and asked to be excused. Kurenai nodded and said that the bathroom was the 2nd door on the right past Dakku's room. He walked back to the foyer and up the stairs. He took the right at the stairs and looked at the door in front of him. It had in big bubble letters in red "Dakku's Room... Go Away!" He smiled and thought it was cute. He knocked on the door and Dakku opened it. "Oh! Sorry. Um... come in. Mind the mess... been too busy to clean... for 2 months." He laughed and Naruto came in. Despite what Dakku had said, the room was very clean.

Naruto took a seat on Dakku's bed and thought it was soft. Dakku sat at his desk and closed the notebook there and put back in his drawer. He turned the chair around a looked at Naruto smiling. "Had some good eating?" He laughed and Naruto nodded. "Your mom can cook." Dakku nodded and sat back in the chair. Naruto looked at him and smiled. "Thanks for being a good friend." Dakku nodded and the thought. "That's right! I got your homework here somewhere. Hinata gave me your Math stuff." He looked at his drawer and pulled out some paper work and walked over to him and handed him the papers.

Naruto stood up and looked at him and smiled. Dakku nodded and gave him the papers. "That's what friends-" Dakku felt Naruto's lips on his and he was confused. As Naruto kissed him he began to caresses Dakku's face and felt how warm it was. "He's blushing." he thought as he kissed him deeper. Dakku for some reason felt himself losing the battle to pull away. He closed his eyes and began returning the kiss. Naruto pulled him down to the bed and kept kissing him. Why... why don't... I... want him to stop? I want this?

His tongue is in my mouth. It tickles my tongue. Wow... he can kiss. His hands are firm. He's sliding them inside my shirt. Stop. Oh god... he kissing my neck. I'm... I want this... wait... no I don't. He's licking my neck now!? Why... it feels so good. Don't make noise... please don't make a noise. Shit... I moaned out softly. Why is he smiling at me? He's turning off the light to my room? Whoa! He's climbing on top of me... okay... okay... calm down... calm down... holy shit! He's pulling my shirt off! Why am I... letting him...? (Voice: It's your first time... you want this more then anything... you wanna know the feeling.)

Please... stop licking my chest. God this is uncomfortable. I need to move a bit... I'm having trouble breathing. His hands are so cold against my side. He's... sliding my shorts off. His tongue... oh god... he's... licking... it... his hands are all over the place. Oww... he's gripping hard. Shit... his mouth... is... warm... go... slower... it feels good... stop massaging my waist... ok wait... stop stroking me... fuck... he's not listening to me. It's driving me crazy. I wonder... I should take off his shirt.

He looks... different. Maybe because... I never seen him like this before. He's taking off his pants. What did just whisper at me? He has... experience? Doing... Oh GOD! That hurt... shit... pull your finger out... What the hell was that... Uh... his finger... mouth... (Voice: Just keep licking it like a good boy and he'll do the rest for you.) It's salty... a second one? (Voice: He knows what he's doing... just relax... you daydreamed this moment for a while.) Wait... doing what? FUCK! Damnit... calm down... that really hurts... I'm crying here... it hurts... but it feels so good... why... he's kissing me... crap... he's going fast.

Why is he turning me around? What... does he... is he!? Why am i not fighting back!? FUCK! I bit my lip hard! I'm bleeding... shit! He's holding down hard... I can't hold it... if mom is listening... I don't care... Please... faster... wait! That was too fast... shit... what was that flash? Ugh... it happened again. It feels weird... I just... I feel pressure... am I about... fuck! Please... stop... (Voice: No... this is the good part... you want this...) God... I'm loving this... OWWWWWW he's clawing into my back... fuck! I can't hold myself up anymore... he's fallen on top of me... did he just... in me? It's... warm... I'm... sleepy... worn...

Dakku woke up in Naruto's arms a few hours later and looked at the clock. "1:30! Holy shit!" Dakku rolled out of bed and hit the floor hard. "CRAP! THAT HURT!" As he attempted to stand he found himself in more pain. "GODDAMNIT!" he yelled out as Naruto woke up. Dakku looked at him and gulped hard. "Did we... you know... do... it... there... bed... my ass hurts!?" Naruto smiled and laughed softly. "I think we did." Dakku grabbed his head as he leaned against the wall. "Oh god. Oh my god. No. No. Please... okay... this... wasn't supposed to happen."

Naruto sat up and looked at him. "Huh? You sure seemed like you wanted it." He said slyly as Dakku glared at him. "Not with you... I mean not till I was ready... ok I was ready... but... goddamnit... just... I think... you should go home before... just please go." Naruto looked at him as he nodded and got dressed. Dakku followed him downstairs painfully and closed the door after he left. He slid down against the door and sighed heavy. Naruto went to his van and started it up crying to himself.

Dakku got up and walked up stairs still on pain and managed to make it to his room. He laid out on the bed and held his pillow close. "I... wanted that?" A voice rang out in his head. "Yes. But not with him... with..-" Dakku buried his face into the pillow and cried. Kiba...

DF: Wow... I almost forgot something...
Kiba: What?
DF: I didn't do a Thanksgiving episode...
Kiba: Why?
DF: Because... i'm not here to spout family morals...
Kiba: Point noted.