Hmmm... well... I'm out of joke entrances... And I need more time to think...
In the mean time... this is the end of the first semester and with more experience under his belt then most high schoolers his age... Dakku really has his work cut out for him.
The effects of Episode 10 are lingering and Dakku's response... is to climb back into his alone shell.
He is Episode 11... The Semester's end...
Disclaimer... like in episode 10... if you don't like the sex... skip the bolded part in the beginning. I also do not own the Naruto series and so forth and so on... enjoy.
Naruto: Wolf High Chronicles
Episode 11: Semester's End
Dakku:
What did I do……… What did I do last night? We... It was an accident right? He was just lonely and... I was... It really happened. We really did have sex. I... liked it... I mean with Naruto. But I just can't feel like I betrayed him. Kiba...Kiba... Haha... I cried about him. I can't believe that I cried for that jerk. I can't believe it.
I guess you can't help who you fall in love with; who you either lust for, or just want to be near to. So many things affecting that choice as well. Its just that, with Kiba and Naruto... It actually hurts. Why can't love be simple!!? I mean. Gah, I hate feeling this way. Kiba... Naruto... What am I going to do? I'm sorry Kiba... If only... If only I could have waited. (Voice- "You're starting to grow up Dakku. I'm proud of you.")
Hurting from the inside out
Dakku laid there, looking up at the blankness of his ceiling. Lying in the bed where his virginity was freed. He looked over at the pillow next to him. Remembering that just a day ago, he had woken up from sex with his best friend. His eyes began to water as he rolled over, pushing the pillow to the floor, trying to fall back to sleep. The sun was too bright out his window, but he managed to close his eyes and endure it long enough to fall asleep again.
Naruto... Don't stop... Right there... That's where you kissed me the first time. Don't stop doing please! (Naruto: "I like it when you beg for me. Good Boy, you get a reward) GOD! That's the spot. Bite me more... Make me feel like the first time. No wait... No stop, Stop! I... I'm not ready for this. I can't do it. (Naruto: "Just relax Dakku. Let me take control. I know what I'm doing. I won't hurt you). I... I don't think I.. Ahh... Baby... I iii.. Iii... It feels amazing! Ouch, that's too fast. I caa, can't ride thaaat fast. (Naruto: Just take it baby. You'll feel better in no time). I... I can feel you inside me... deeper and deeper... Naruto... I.. I want more! More, more, more! Naruto I... I... I... (Naruto: "Say it. Say it Dakku. No one will know. No one has to know. Say it. Let me here you say it!). I... I'm... Its about to shoot. Do it again! Release inside me! (Naruto: "Dakku, I'm com….") Me too. I…… I. AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! (Voice: "Dakku…… How could you?") Ki...Ba? (Kiba: "Dakku, why?")
Dakku launched up, sweating like he did after Gai's exams. His bed was drenched, feeling down. "I think.. I wet myself. FUCK of all the damn luck." He looked over at his clock. It was 8:47 am Tuesday. Dakku slept the whole day. Dreams of Kiba walking in on him and Naruto having sex were killing him. And he knew that even the slightest look of the either of them would send him into a downward spiral. He didn't want to wake up. He wanted it all to be a dream but the reality was that what was done was done.
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Nasake came in and nudged him softly. "Hey buddy. It's Wednesday. Gonna get up anytime soon? I know you've been feeling sick but you gotta at least eat kiddo." Dakku opened his eyes slowly and gripped the pillow in front of him. "I'm not hungry. Just leave me alone." Dakku planted his face back into the pillow. Nasake pulled it away from him and threw him off the bed. "I don't care what the fuck you want, quite frankly. Mom is worried about you. You spent all of yesterday crying in your damn sleep. You're getting up and at least showing her your face." Nasake said furiously.
Dakku grunted in pain and stood up slowly. "Fine. What time is it?" Dakku asked as he yawned. Nasake looked at the clock. "It's 3:27 in the afternoon. I told all your teachers you'll be in as soon as you get better. Any idea when you're gonna stop moping around?" Nasake said a bit testy. Dakku shot him a weak glare which broke fast. "I'll be there Friday for the finals. After that, I'll just give them a note excusing me until next semester." Nasake shrugged and helped his brother walk as he began to lose balance.
They made it to the kitchen where their mother was making some eggs and bacon. "Smells good. God... I feel hungry now." Dakku said as Nasake helped into a chair at the table. Kurenai smiled and took some already made eggs and bacon and put in onto a plate and brought it to him. Nasake grabbed a fork for him and placed next to the plate. They both sat and looked at him. Dakku ate as if he had never eaten before savoring each bite. Kurenai smiled and whispered into Nasake's ear. Nasake took off.
Dakku took notice as his mother grabbed his hand and smiled. "Dakku... you've always hide away from the world. I had you home schooled and that... has backfired greatly. You forgot what human interaction was. And now I sent you back in without thinking of the changes you would face. And when we try to find out, you shut us out. So, tell me please. What's going on in your life?" Dakku sighed and looked at her confused and sighed. "I... I don't... know how to say it. I mean... I know what it is... but to word it is hard." She nodded at him.
"Was it about what happened between you and that boy Naruto?" She asked softly rubbing his hands to comfort him. He choked a bit and swallowed hard. How did she know about... Damn, I guess she heard me moan last night. Fuck! That means Nasake heard it too. He's never gonna let me live this down. "That... and a lot of other things mom. Dakku said as he looked down at his wrists. She looked at him and lifted his head. "Dakku, you've always been a bit off to me. And I raised you to be you and only you. No matter what choice you make in this life, I support you. But don't use your body or your heart as a target. I love you. I know you'll do what's right." She kissed his hands and walked out of the kitchen. He sighed and went back to eating.
---Just For Show---
Kiba walked into Creative writing and looked back. Dakku was sitting there with his face even more stern then usual. Kiba walked up to him and tried to think of what to say. Dakku looked at him. "Leave me alone today…….. I'm only here to take these finals." Dakku's tone was empty. Kiba felt his heart sink a bit. The cold shoulder from him was obviously new and it hurt a lot more then normal. He walked off without a word and Dakku kept his face. Kakashi saluted Dakku as he entered and handed out the final exam.
Kiba looked at the exam and glanced back at Dakku who was working on his exam. "He's been gone for 3 days and he's more different then he ever was. He feels... colder." He sighed and began to work on his test. Dakku glanced at his test paper and sighed. "These questions... they're bothering me. They're making me thing again. Just... push forward. It ends after today... then you won't have to come back till January." He kept writing and looked at the clock. "Time is against me today." He sighed.
The bell rang sometime later and the class passed their papers forward and Dakku left upstairs to his next class. As he reached the top, Naruto's gaze fell on him. He walked on never once giving him mind. Naruto looked at him and felt his tears building. He walked over to him and said hi. Dakku looked at Naruto and blinked uncaringly. "I'm sorry. I don't have the time. I have one final to do before I leave on break." Naruto felt the impact of the words. "Leave on break... a week early?" Naruto said stunned as Dakku walked passed him into the room.
Shizune watched as he entered the room and frowned. "I've never seen him this bad before." She noted to herself as he took his seat. Hinata, who was in her seat already looked at him. "Dakku-kun?" She said concerned. He looked at her with as sad look in his eyes. "I'm fine. After today, I won't be coming back till next semester. So... Merry Christmas and what not okay?" He eyes opened as he spoke and Kiba who was standing there looking on looked down. He took his seat and Dakku paid no mind.
Shizune told them to get to work on their final project and have it done by class end. Without ever once speaking, they worked on their respective part of their final. Hinata worked on the smoke bomb, since she could do that best. Dakku took on the exploding wire since his pace was good enough not to trip it. Kiba worked on the Snake Poison Antidote since he could make it without destroying anything. As they worked the words played in Kiba's head. "After today, I won't be coming back till next semester."
Kiba didn't want to let it out, but it was killing him. Dakku was gone for sometime and now he'll be leaving again for a longer period of time. He wanted to just out right kiss him then and there but he couldn't. They were still in school and to save face he didn't want anyone to know about him. As the bell rang Dakku left his portion of the final on the table and walked out. Kiba watched as he left and left his antidote on the table. He ran out after him and caught glimpse of Dakku walking down the stairs.
He ran down the stairs and watched as Dakku made it to the exit. He ran to the front doors and busted them open. "Dakku!" Dakku turned back and looked at him blankly. Kiba ran up to him panting. "For someone whose so slow with everything... you manage to get by fast. Why are you leaving?" Kiba asked as he tried to regain his breath. A car honked in the background and Dakku nodded to himself. "Not like you care. I know it's just for show." Dakku said as he walked towards a blue Honda Civic. He opened the passenger side and got in. Kiba looked on as he left and defeatedly walked back inside the school.
---Somehow... Dreaming of You---
Kiba laid on his bed that night looking up at the ceiling. He was petting a white dog that was laying next to him. The dog barked at him and Kiba sighed. "It's nothing really, Akamaru. I just miss someone." Kiba said as his thoughts trailed off. Akamaru barked once more. "Who? Nobody really important." Akamaru stopped and let out a soft bark. "What do you mean that this person has to be really special for me to care enough to miss them?" Kiba snapped. Akamaru barked loudly at him. Kiba looked at his canine friend and sat there thinking.
"I don't want to... lose him. I don't even have him, but I know I don't want to lose him." Kiba said as he pet the dog once more. Akamaru let out a soft cry and Kiba nodded laughing. "Yea... I guess... I love him. I don't know much about him but god help me... I want him." Akamaru licked his master's face and walked off the bed and laid on the floor. Kiba looked at him and laughed. He wrapped himself with the blanket and stared at the ceiling some more. He sighed softly as he felt his eyes close and he drifted off to sleep silently.
He opened his eyes and looked out on to the large moonlit field. He turned around and saw nothing there. As he turned back he saw something standing a bit far off. He walked up to it and he grabbed at it. The figure disappeared like smoke and Kiba stood there amazed. He looked around again and saw something else standing there. He ran up to it and tackled it. "Oww! You big oaf! That fucking hurt!" the figure said. "Well that's what you get for making me chase you." Kiba said as he smiled at the figure.
He felt the figure caress his face and he nuzzled into the hand. "Do you really have to go?" Kiba said softly. The figure ran its hand down to his neck. "If you told me to stay... I would for you." Kiba smiled and leaned down on to the figure. "Then... why did you disappear? Why didn't you stay... Dakku?" The sun exploded into the sky as Kiba looked behind him and watched. He looked back and Dakku was smiling. Dakku pulled him down and held him. "Don't let go. Just hold me. Okay?" Dakku said softly.
Kiba nodded and held him. He looked into his eyes and smiled. "You're eyes are silver. I never really took the time to notice them well. They're beautiful." Kiba said smiling more. Dakku blushed and giggled softly. "I like your eyes more. Their piercing and sharp. Like you can see right into my heart." Dakku laughed at Kiba. Kiba leaned in and kissed him softly. Dakku accepted his kiss and ran his fingers through Kiba's hair. Kiba held Dakku's face as he kissed him. Dakku felt a tear hit his face and he pushed Kiba off a moment.
He looked at him and wiped his tears away. "Why are you crying, Kibbles?" Kiba laughed and snorted a bit. "I don't want you to go. I like it here... Alone, just you and me. Everyday seems so pointless with out you here. I don't want to go on and not see your face, not see your smile. I want to stay so I can smell your scent. I can hear you speak. And all the while, I know that no matter how much it seems that I can be strong, I've fallen for you. In the short time I've known you, I've fallen for you." Kiba said as he clutched him tight.
"At least you have me now. But you have to wake up Kibbles. I'll be waiting. So don't worry." Dakku said softly. Kiba shook his head. "Not before I tell you something." Kiba looked into his eyes and nodded. "Sorry, but time is up." Dakku said, smiling as he faded away. Kiba shot up out of bed and yelled out. "I... Love you…" He panted heavily as he looked around his sun lit room and sighed. He looked at the clock and read the time. "9:30 am" He laid back down and clutched the pillow in front of him facing to the left.
Dakku looked at his clock and read the time. "9:30 am" He too laid back in his bed and held his held on to his pillow facing to the right.
---Where the End Comes---
After a full week of nothing but emptiness Kiba sat there looking at the empty middle seat. It was the last day of the semester and he missed Dakku. As he looked at the chair, Hinata looked at him and sighed softly. "He really misses him." Hinata said to her self as the bell rang and they got up to go to lunch. Not many students remained that final day and Kiba opted to sit with Hinata and Choji at their table.
Kiba tried to converse but his mind sidetracked to Dakku. He looked over at the far corner and saw Naruto sitting there. "Why is he so down? He's been that way since last week. I know Dakku's his friend... but he seems to be totally out of it." Kiba said to himself. As they ate, Kiba kept his look at Naruto and wondered what was bothering him. Naruto looked at the clock. He thought back to when Dakku looked at it and it fell when he stopped. He laughed to himself, then felt his heart go heavy.
"I think you should go now." Dakku's voice rang in his head. "If we hadn't done it... he would still be here." Naruto said as he gripped his jacket tight. He stood up and dumped his tray and left the lunch room. Kiba watched him leave, as did Hinata. "This semester is one of the saddest. I told Naruto what I felt and he rejected me. He and Sasuke broke up after he found him cheating on him. Then he disappeared for a week. He came back and then every bit of his energy was gone." Hinata thought as the bell rang.
Temari walked out of the lunch room with Kankurou. She looked at her brother and sighed. "I did a lot this semester, most of which I'm not so proud of. I hurt my own brother, totally destroying his and other peoples relationships. I tried to destroy a girls life and then almost drove someone to kill them self. Guess that's what the loveless do: Try to make everyone else as lonely as them." She looked on as they walked on upstairs to their class. Kankurou looked at her and thought to himself. "Dakku's coming here... was a blessing and a curse. I lost the guy I loved for 2 years but it made me free. He's been an odd addition to the school. And he's a great guy. Always sticking up for someone."
Dakku looked at the clock and sighed. "4:15 pm" He got dressed and headed downstairs. He walked out the front door and sat on the porch. As he let the wind blow by he sighed. He stared as the cloud passed by one by one. As they passed by he saw two birds fly together and he looked back down at the lawn. As he stared at it he began to recap the whole semester in his head. He found out about three couples. He exposed a lair for what she really was. He helped someone regain their confidence. And he managed an attempt at his life and lived. But the most hard thing was... falling in love with someone and breaking a line of friendship.
I never knew so much could change in a person in such a short time. I guess... I really can't blame anything or anyone. I never expected to make it this far. I really never wanted to go there. But the time there has taught me sooo much. I'd never trade it back. Even all the fuck ups and the screw ups. I mean it's expected out of life right? You live it right the first time. I have no regrets. Well... maybe one. But other then that... I know... maybe this break will give me the time to relax and take it in stride. I missed them... the people in school... I guess this is what saying a temporary goodbye feels like to people you've grown attached to... I miss them already... mostly him...
My... Kibbles.
Dakku: Is it almost time!? Is it!?
Kiba: Yea... is it!?
DF: For what?
Dak/Kiba: For us!
DF: Just about done with you too... I think... Christmas... no... not then... wait... No... you two... not yet.
Dak/Kiba: WTF!
DF: Hahahaha... soon you two... soon. Very soon.