So I told the guys all that happened. Flake acting on big brother instinct hated Ulrich now. Pyro wouldn't stop hugging me. Numb continually played with my hair. Cell of course kept his distance. And AC kept his arm around my shoulder. The next day went back to Kadic but I kept my distance from Ulrich.
Okay so I was sitting in math class waiting for it to start. When the teacher walks to the front of the class and demanded our attention.
"This Friday is the school music spectacular. Where you can sing and go to the national music spectacular." I gasped gaining attention to myself. I ignored them. "So practice and maybe you'll win." She started the lesson after that.
Soon Friday came and I signed up to sing. I told the guys, attendance for the students was mandatory so I knew that others would be there. Some people sang before me I heard Linkin Park Avril Lavigne Hilary Duff Skillet and Vanessa Hudgens.
"Next is Casey Samuels." The principal said. I whispered if I could sing two songs in his ear and he nodded. I smiled.
"Okay lets it's time for poison." I said listening to the music start.
You're cruel
divine
your blood, like ice
one look, could kill
my pain,
your thrill...
I wanna love you but I better not touch
I
wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but
I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous
poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison
I
don't wanna break these chains.
Your mouth, so hot
Your
web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace, on sweat
I
hear you calling and it's needles and pins
I wanna hurt you just
to hear you screaming my name
Don't wanna touch you but you're
under my skin
I wanna kiss you but your lips are venomous
poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison
I
don't wanna break these chains.
Running deep inside my
veins
Poison burning deep inside my veins
one look, could
kill
my pain, your thrill...
I wanna love you but I better
not touch
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I
wanna kiss you but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your
lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my
veins
You're poison
I don't wanna break these
chains.
Poison!
I wanna love you but I better not
touch
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna
kiss you but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips
are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're
poison
I don't wanna break these chains.
Poison!
I ended to song and got a loud applause. I sighed deeply.
"I get to sing two songs ha-ha." I heard the second song start. I laughed slightly.
It took too long
It
took too long
It took to long for you to call back
And normally
I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My
stupid birthday
I played along
I played along
I played
along it rolled right off my back
Obviously my armor was
cracked
What kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
Who would
forget that?
The type of guy who doesn't see
What he has
until she leaves
Don't let me go
Cause without me, you know
you're lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
Soon you will
know
You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' with
me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin'
Winnin' me
You're
not gettin' till you're gettin'
Gettin' to me
You're not livin'
till you're livin'
Livin' for me
This is the potential
breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please
tell me
We got along
We got along
We got along until you
did that
Now all I want is just my stuff back
Do you get
that?
Let me repeat that
I want my stuff back
You can
send it in a box
I don't care just drop it off
I won't be
home
Cause without me, you know you're lost
Minus you I'm
better off
Soon you will know
You're not livin' till you're
livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're
winnin'
Winnin' me
You're not gettin' till you're
gettin'
Gettin' to me
You're not livin' till you're
livin'
Livin' for me
You can try, you can try
You know I
know it'd be a lie
Without me you're gonna die
So you better
think clearly, clearly
Before you nearly, nearly
Mess up the
situation that your gonna miss dearly, dearly
C'mon
You're
not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin'
till you're winnin'
Winnin' me
You're not gettin' till you're
gettin'
Gettin' to me
You're not livin' till you're
livin'
Livin' for me
This is the potential breakup song
Our
album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me
This
is the potential make-up song
please just admit you're wrong
Which
will it be?
Which will it be?
I got a louder applause. I spotted Ulrich and glared at him. He looked kinda guilty. Soon Mr. Delmas walked up to the microphone.
"And the winner is," he paused for dramatic effect, I think. "Casey Samuels." The crowd erupted with applause. "And she will sing another song now." I sighed deeply and told him what song I wanted to sing.
"I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it. I don't believe it makes me real. I thought it'd be easy But no one believes me. I meant all the things I said if you believe it's in my soul. I'd say all the words that I know just to see if it would show. That I'm trying to let you know that I'm better off on my own. This place is so empty My thoughts are so tempting I don't know how it got so bad Sometimes it's so crazy That nothing can save me But it's the only thing that I have If you believe it's in my soul I'd say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I'm trying to let you know That I'm better off on my own On my own I tried to be perfect It just wasn't worth it Nothing could ever be so wrong It's hard to believe me It never gets easy I guess I knew that all along If you believe it's in my soul I'd say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I'm trying to let you know That I'm better off on my own." I sang softly. They clapped again.
"Go Casey! Casey you rock!" was some of the things I heard. Then I heard something unexpected.
"Casey, I'm sorry." Everything seemed to slow down.
