A Night at the Mansion
As Kagome woke up her head was splitting, she also realized that she was in a bed with silk sheets. "What the fuck," she said as she rubbed her head. Kagome looked to the left of her and saw that Rin was lying beside her. Kagome smiled down at her daughter and stroked back her hair, she heard her stir and open her eyes. "Mommy…" she yawned out, "Heh sweetie are you okay?" She asked looking down with dewy eyes, "Yeah are you okay?" Rin asked, "Fine, I am going to look for your daddy okay, so lay back down." Kagome said as she stood up, to look for something to get dressed in.
Kagome saw that she was already dressed in a simple T-Shirt and Jeans. Looking down at herself she wondered if Sesshomaru dressed her or some of his servants. Thinking that Sesshomaru had dressed her it pissed her off yet turned her on, his hands on her body. Snapping her self out of her little day dream of his hands stroking down her stomach she looked around the room. She was obviously in a very luxurious place. As Kagome tiptoed to the window to see if she recognized the view she gasped at what she saw. Kagome was looking over a beautiful garden and an ocean, but then she saw a city a ways down and realized that she was in Malibu.
Tarring herself away from the amazing view she looked at a grandfather clock. Realizing that it was about 9 at night she freaked, "I need to call Chuck he is not going to be happy." Kagome walked out of her room and looked down the hall she saw a door cracked open, and she saw that a light was on. Kagome walked down the hall to the room, and then she was frightened by a voice that came from the room. "Kagome you can come in if you want," it was Sesshomaru.
"You scared me Lord Sesshomaru," she said as she opened the door. "I apologize Lady Kagome," he said as they both bowed to each other. "Look I am not your Lady, and I need to call my boss and tell him I'll make up the work tomorrow." She said as she looked around the room, it seemed to be a library slash office. "We need to talk, sit down," he gave a gesture towards a lush seat. Kagome sat down and crossed her legs. "I want to know why you thought you had no one else to turn to so you wouldn't have to live at that apartment place with those men." He asked looking concerned yet pissed, "Why didn't you live with your family, or the Monk and Sango."
"Well…" Kagome looked down at the floor she knew that he was pissed and that he was truly concerned. "Well you all ready know that my fathers never been a picture he hasn't been around since I was four. My family is dead; Mom died from cancer a year after you left, Grandfather died too, and my little brother died from a drug overdose about three months after granddad died. He went really badly he got into a gang, started doing drugs, I tried to get him out of it but I had a kid to take care of. . ." she stopped at this point and looked down at the carpet. She wiped the tears that were falling, "I'm sorry," she said as she tried desperately to stop the tears. Sesshomaru reached across and grabbed her hands; Kagome looked at him and breathed in deeply.
"Rin and I moved in with Miroku and Sango, but they got married and were expecting there first child and I didn't want to be a bother. I figured that I could put up with them as long as it didn't get to the point where I thought that my daughter was in trouble." She said Sesshomaru looked at her and his face softened. "You have all ways been unselfish, even if your own well being was in stake. How did this Naraku get into your apartment?" He asked as he poured some brandy for both of them.
Kagome took a large swig from it then started to answer, "I heard a knock at the door and figured it was you guys and said the door was open." She said bluntly, she finished the brandy off in another swig and gave a sputtering cough. "More please," she said as she handed him her glass. Sesshomaru obliged then he asked another question, "Why didn't you tell me about our daughter?" He handed her the glass.
Kagome looked down at the glass in her hand and took a small sip, "I didn't want to tie you down. I didn't want to force you into something you would regret, I knew that you would feel like you never really got to live your life. You and I were too young I was fifteen and you were nineteen." She said as she looked into the glass, "I am sorry," she heard Sesshomaru say. Kagome looked up too see him looking at his own glass.
"I abandoned you; I failed you as a mate and a father. I should have stayed, I am sorry you needed me and I was scared. I don't want you to think that I didn't love you its just that I know I was your first love and that I took the chance away from any other men from getting to know you. Believe me I was proud that no other men had, had the chance. I was just worried that you might regret it that you didn't get the chance to love anyone else. I was also afraid of my new responsibilities, and when I went to Japan I realized how bad off everyone was there. I shouldn't have left you, I just needed maturing."
Sesshomaru looked up at Kagome to see her crying, "I am sorry too, I should have told you every day I didn't regret it when you asked me to be your mate. I loved you and you needed to hear that. I just wish that you could have told it to me too. I also needed time to mature." Kagome put her head into her hands and tried to stop her tears. Sesshomaru got up and sat beside her and pulled her to his chest and let her cry.
"I know that you don't want to immediately, but we are mates until one of us dies and I need a male heir. Look I still love you but why don't you and our daughter stay here until you feel ready to move to our castle. I understand that it may take a while but I am willing to wait." He said looking at her, she nodded her head and stood up. "Why don't you go and sleep okay, that's just your temporary room okay."
Kagome gave him a dirty look, "Don't give me that look I mean your room is going to be up one more floor next to mine I know your not ready. Even though I did get you a little excited didn't I." He smiled at her little blush, "Goodnight Lord Sesshomaru," she bowed towards him. "Goodnight Lady Kagome," he said as he too bowed.
Kagome walked back down the hall towards the room that she and her daughter where staying in. Kagome tried to as quietly as she could, Kagome walked into the bathroom that was connected to the room Kagome took a hot shower. She scrubbed her body until it was pink and raw; Kagome fell to the bottom of the shower and hugged her knees to her body. She silently cried, when she had no more tears to shed she got out of the shower.
Kagome put on her night gown and went back into the room; she saw Rin lying on the bed and hoped that her sensitive demon ears hadn't picked her crying up. Kagome lay next to Rin and pulled her little body close to her own; she stroked her hair and kissed her on the forehead. Kagome looked down at her perfect daughter and whispered too her "I love you baby." Kagome closed her eyes and drifted off to sleep holding her daughter. Rin opened her eyes and rolled over too face her mother and whispered back "I love you too mommy."
Lord Sesshomaru walked by the room where his mate and daughter were sleeping. He opened the door and looked in too see Rin and Kagome sleeping. Sesshomaru walked to his elevator and hit floor three button, he leaned himself up against the wall and ran his hand threw his hair. He had admitted his feelings to his mate; he ran threw his head what he would need to do. He would have to gather together the other Lords to reprove of his mate; Sesshomaru would have to look for boys who would be decent enough.
There was a fox Lords son his name Shipo that would see his daughter, when the bell dinged when he reached his floor. When the doors opened he saw his most trusted servant Jakin, "Jakin make contact with the Fox Lord as soon as it is a decent time and have him seat up a date for a meeting between our children." Jakin bowed his head, "Yes m' Lord."
