Hate me, thrill me. Love me, kill me.
Disclaimer: Do Kakashi and Itachi have hot sex during the anime? Do we have a Naruto shower scene in every volume? Did Sakura die in the first episode? Did Sasuke walk around naked?
Then do I own anything?
By now you know the warning… But just to nag you again :P…
Blood thirst, probably torture, violence, death of maybe YOUR favourite character, angst, sexual molesting, adult themes and more stuff if I can think of any. Thank you for your kind support.
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The rays of the moon shone past the curtains on the bed Kakashi lay in, it's rays stroking his covered body, but only soft enough he kept asleep. Until a soft noise that seemed to come from inside the room woke him. Kakashi looked around as he unknowingly rubs his right eye with a fist, as if the waking will go faster this way. A low groan escapes his mouth slowly, why was he so tired?
A soft noise, like the one that woke him pulled him from his snooze. The silver haired male cracked his normal eye open, seeing only the darkness of the room, yet the shapes were more clear that he had ever experienced before. His eye closed on its own without his realisation.
But the noise, the same as before came to hearing again, and the jounin opened both eyes now, a slow feeling of anxiety taking the better of him. He sat up a little to examine the room, his sleepy haze disappearing a little. But too soon his haze returned once more. Feeling the warmth of his blanket he started to purr in absence, not even realising he was doing so. Until the sound returned for the last time, a little louder, alarming Kakashi.
He sat up straight, sitting on his pillow, leaning slightly against the wall behind him. The sound had startled him, but the silence was worse. After a long time his ache returned and he relaxed, leaning fully against the wall, his head hitting a glass object. He turned around as he looked at himself in the mirror, it took him a moment to realise he was looking at himself.
His white hair was covering his Sharingan, giving him a more 'human' look. He looked so tired, but he had no idea why.
Kakashi turned his face towards the room, seeming to look for the source of the noise. Until he heard it again, behind him. It took him moments till he dared to blink and realised he had to breath. I must be going crazy. He thought, the noise causing his heart to lose a beat. Slowly he turned around, the first thing he noticed was his Sharingan, until his other eye also stared into one. The hair slightly covering his face wasn't white, but black.
It was as if he stared into the face of a nightmare. The jounin's heart started to beat heavily in his chest, his breath caught in his throat. He was mesmerized by the two dark red eyes he stared in, full of hatred and pain, and something more. Time had stopped for him, Kakashi's muscles tensed as if he had to move away.
Within the blink of an eye he lay on his stomach on the bed, his gaze slowly moving up the wall towards the mirror. It seemed something was sticking out, reaching for him. The jounin started to shake in freight as the hand slowly moved back into the wall.
Kakashi lay in this position for so long, until his clouded mind forced him to forget what happened. Sitting up he did his best for one last time to remember, but the memory did not return.
Deciding not to care he laid back down and closed his eyes once more, the heat of the covers warming his body again. It was before soon he felt the throbbing pain his body cried about, slowly becoming worse when time went on. Growling, the jounin sat up before turning on his other side, the pain dulling before becoming worse once more. Still he did his best to ignore it and so he shut his eyes more tightly, a headache soon following. His eyes shot open in annoyance and he growled one last time before rolling to the side of the bed and not too gracefully rolled on the ground, the pain from before dulling, making place for a different pain before revealing soon once more.
"I give up." The jounin hissed before getting on his feet, his whole body aching as if a severe muscle ache ruled him. The pain after a great battle. It forced him to sit on his knees, the tiredness coming back he rested his head and arms on the bed remaining in this position for as long as he sees fit.
The silence was brought back to him again and he purred in absence, slightly wondering when he had learned this. The tiredness that had consumed him came back again, and as he closed his eyes he felt the slumber overcome once more.
Until a soft knock on the door made him nearly jump. Take it easy, was what he heard but it was not registered. It was silent once more and he relaxed again completely, letting silence overcome until faint footsteps came his way. They startled him, making him shiver in fright, the sounds were familiar and he tensed more, lips curling up until he felt a warm hand on his shoulder. He jumped against the intruder with a snarl, growling until the figure beneath him was known once more.
"Are you alright?" Was the voice spoken by the man beneath him. A blush crept over Kakashi's face and he got off, sitting on the ground next to the man. Again the words did not register, it took him a while he soon realised what the man wanted and he looked at him again, mouth opening to speak but the words stuck in his throat. A warm hand caressed his shoulder pleasing him a little, and he felt his own muscles relax.
"Kakashi…" Was what brought him back to reality. "Are you alright?" Gai asked him once more, concern now filling his voice. "Uhmnn … I… I'm fine." The jounin muttered.
His friend smiled making him smile. "Hungry?" Was asked and his growling stomach gave the answer. "Come, I'll make you something nice." Speaking those words the male stood up, leaving Kakashi puzzled on the floor.
"Are you coming?" He asked, raising one of his big brows. The male beneath him smiled and nodded, and soon Gai left him to sit to prepare breakfast. He passed into the other room, never bothering to turn the light on or off, but leaving the door open so a small ray of light entered to room.
The silence Kakashi so desired returned once again. He sighed a deep sigh, doing his best to pay no attention to the throbbing pain his whole body seemed to complain about. The dark of the room made him feel safe, and he thought that if his friend took his time to prepare breakfast he could remain here, he could not find the energy to move anyway.
Playfully he looked around, feeling secure now he knew Gai was there for him. He was still sitting against his bed, one arm draping over it. His blanked was still warm. The trouble from before was completely forgotten, until that same sound came to him again.
Kakashi sat up straight, ready to attack whatever was there. But the sound didn't come from the mirror above the bed, but from across the bed where he sat. "No…" He whispered in a sigh and laid his head on his arm, taking in the silence. A slight memory of the hand sticking out of the wall plagued his mind, and as his head shot up to stare to the source of the noise his mouth fell open when he stared into two dark red eyes once more.
"Kakashi… are you coming?" Gai's gentle voice crushed the silence and the jounin shot a glare at him, which disappeared once more when he relaxed. Quickly his eyes moved to the spot he was staring at, a now empty spot. The Green Beast moved towards the jounin, sitting on his knees to take a good look at his tired friend. "What's wrong?"
"I'm tired…"
"…And?"
"My body hurts… I can't get up…"
"Come… you need to eat." As Kakashi braced himself he allowed Gai to lift him up, one more time he looked at the spot he had seen those eyes, then at the mirror. Nothing was there to disturb though. He was carried to the living room, where a small steaming bowl was set on the table. Without any comments the silver haired male allowed the other to sit him on the ground near the table, and he started on his 'soup' without any complaints. His body had been aching, but some pain was relieved when the warm liquid filled his stomach, and soon he felt warm and happy again.
"You should get some sleep after this again, I'll get you some painkillers so the pain will be less."
Ah yes, the guy was there for him as always. Kakashi looked at his side and smiled a wide smile, something he hadn't done in a while. It made the other male smile too. They stayed silent for a while as the younger one nearly finished his meal. It was then he realised the sun was down, not what he expected.
"How… long have I been asleep?" He muttered softly, and he didn't like it one bit when his companion's face became a little more serious. It took a moment for him to come up with a proper answer, they both knew the truth would be best.
"Three days." He finally broke through, and Kakashi stopped moving, as if Gai had created a time slowing jutsu. They stayed silent once more, the silver haired male registering the new information. The Green Beast almost let out a sigh of relief when Kakashi pushed the bowl away, ending his feeding, giving his friend a sign he was ready to be moved once more. Without trouble Gai had lifted him once more and placed him on the soft couch.
It troubled Gai, to see his friend in this insecure pain. He had spoken to the medic ninja, or as Kakashi so plainly used to call them 'doctors' and not even they didn't knew what was wrong. They only gave him the order to take care of Kakashi, let him rest and recover, no stress was allowed. The Hokage would soon pay a visit to his best ninja, maybe he would know what was going on. Kakashi had been lost in thought as he could see, until a soft noise coming from another room shook them both awake. This gave Gai a fuzzy feeling in his stomach, his friend would be cheered up this way without a doubt.
"Guess who else we found besides you?" Gai smiled, puzzling Kakashi nonetheless. But when heavy breathing came to hearing from the kitchen and two pair of steps came their way the silver haired one grinned, and when his pet came to sight he smiled properly. It was not too soon or the wolf was sitting next to his side, the long tail wagging left and right as a long wet tongue was moved playfully over his face.
It was a moment before Gai spoke again.
"Did you give him a name?" He sat down next to Kakashi on the couch while the jounin looked at him with another puzzled look.
"…He?" He asked now completely ignoring the beast who sat next to him. A blush covered his face soon when he realised it was a stupid question. But his friend was right he needed to name his pet. But what would be a nice name? It was silent for a moment the wolf stood up and sat down facing the couch once more his body between the two jounin, Gai now also running a hand between the short, thin hair. When he took his hand to himself again he saw a single light grey hair stuck and he threw it on the ground. Both Kakashi and his wolf looking as it floated to the floor. When it touched ground Kakashi felt being watched for a brief second, but only because Gai was staring at him.
"Watashitachi no mono shinu." He whispered, and he immediately drew the wolf's attention. He felt a warm and fuzzy feeling spread when he realised Gai was smiling at him.
"And for short?" Was asked in a whisper as Gai moved closer to the silver haired one. A short silence hang between them until Kakashi spoke once more.
"Shinu."
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Aaaah yes another chapter ended. I must say I was loosing interest in this story, but now it has returned and I have some great ideas, once more, for the upcoming chapters.
OMG by the way, Watashitachi no mono shinu, means if I'm correct, We die for love. And Shinu means to die. So the wolf's name is now officially Shinu, thanks to a personal message written by King of Spiders. I want to thank all the other people who replied through reviews and personal messages for your thoughts, I really appreciated them.
Hugs computer screen since you can't be hugged personally.