Private Prison Cells Part 1 Chapter 11

Sirius didn't waste time trying to get Jackie alone, after being erased from the family tree his uncle handed over gold and Sirius got a house for them and their future children. Jackie didn't want his uncle to such a thing but he insisted. The first night they moved into their new house Jackie went to see her sisters and they begged her to let them stay where they were. She wanted them to be happy so they stayed there. She went back to London without them and found Sirius in bed asleep; she giggled as she threw her shirt at him.

"Why'd you do? - Never mind." He said and got up and went over to her, he kissed and held her tight. The skin on her back and smooth and perfect.

"Are you sure you want to be disconnected from your mum and dad, they're the only ones you have I Just want to make sure-." He laughed and picked her up, her leg hung over his arms and her right arm around his neck. He brought her up closer to him and kissed her neck. As he continued and to do so and carried her over to the bed she continued to talk. "It's just family is really important because my dad is gone, my mum gone and my sisters would rather be away from me and I just want our family to be happy and content-." She said talking fast.

He kissed her mouth to make her quiet. "Jacks, lover, be quiet and let me take off the rest of what you're wearing." She smiled and nodded.

"Yeah you can do that." She said and he did.

First his shirt, then her pants and then his and everything underneath were taken from their bodies and soon it was nudeness all around!

The next morning Jackie woke next to Sirius and slipped from bed and went into the master bath connected to their bedroom and took a warm shower. She came out in a towel and dripping a little as he woke up.

"Want to have morning se-?" he started but they could hear the doorbell ringing, "That's James or Remus most like it." he muttered, he actually sounded angry they were there.

"Too bad…" she said smiling at him and winking as she disappeared into the bathroom again. He groaned and pulled on pants and went to answer the door. It was James and Remus, they both looked tired and out of shape (just that they seemed like they went to a party last night). He laughed at them as they came in.

"You smell funny Sirius go take a shower, where's my sister?" he asked.

"'Stairs, showering herself. I was going to go join her, but you two rudely interrupted me-."

"Sirius!" Jackie came down blushing, she didn't exactly want their sexual life being broadcasted to her own brother, but James didn't care. Remus looked away from her though, she frowned wondering why.

Sirius only chuckled and led his future brother-in-law to the kitchen as he made tea and James helped himself to some food from the cupboards. They talked about… not a whole lot as they drank and ate; Sirius often looked over at Jackie and wished they were upstairs again.

James looked at his sister finally, "So what do you have planned as future Mrs. Sirius Black." She shrugged but Sirius answered first.

"I already have plans," they looked at him and he raised his brows as he put the cup in the sink and washed it out and put it in the washer. "Not telling you guys thought, personal."

"Sirius…" she mumbled, but still smiled. She went to go upstairs and Sirius turned back to James and Remus.

James smiled, "Tell me."

He nodded, "I want to take her away from London for a week or two, with everything that's happened in the last five-six years. See we decided on five kids so we should get to work on that after next seventh year, I wish we were done this year…." He described about his own plans for a family and a long healthy life with his future wife and his children. "All three of you will be Godfather, I promise and if she begs too long Snivellus will be as well, I'm sure, but hopefully not. I don't want that rat bastard raising my daughter or son." Jackie came into the room suddenly enough to make Sirius jumped. "You scared me Jacks," he gasped grasping his chest. She looked up and laughed at him.

Remus looked at her carefully, "Can we call you Jack's or just Sirius?"

She smiled and laughed, "Yes Remus you may call me Jack's as well." She looked over at Sirius and he smiled at her as she left the house.

"Where's she going?"

"I honestly don't know." He muttered going into the living to see which direction she went in. She was already gone.

Jackie Cross left twice a week without saying where she was going and always came back within a couple hours. She always seemed tired when she came back and Sirius thought the worse each time. When he brought it up she said she was visiting, friends and family, she knew he didn't believe her and he knew she was lying to him.

Finally while in bed, legs bent at the knee and reading a book with the ceiling fan on low and a radio playing a wizard bands music. She looked up when he entered and closed the door.

"Jackie we need to talk about something." She sighed and kept reading although her eyes skipped words and finally he took it from her and marked the page for her and set it down. "I love you Jackie, I always will; no- no matter what but you need to tell me why you've been leaving a couple times a week." She stood up and paced their bedroom, the bed still smell like love; they didn't last night but they had the night before. He watched her ready for anything. He gulped when she finally stopped and faced him.

She walked over and got on her knees in front of him, her elbow was on his thigh, "I love you more then anything Sirius Black and I swear it on my life." He said nothing, "I've gotten involved with something much bigger then a lot of things I can think of and I think it'll get people hurt but it might help us."

"What is it?" he asked her. His tone was angrily and scared.

She took a deep breath, "I've been working with the Ministry to try to bring down Lord Voldemort, and so… I've acted as spy for the last few weeks-."

"What?" he yelled, he wasn't angry. Just scared she'll get herself killed. She stood up and went after him, she caught up with him and grabbed his wrist and held it tightly. He turned back to face her. She pushed him up against the wall, "Don't touch me Jackie." He muttered.

"Sirius please," she let him go and followed him downstairs. "I'm in Slytherin and I'll be trusted better then someone in Gryffindor or Ravenclaw."

"And you wouldn't want to tell me this because…?" he asked her, turning back to her on the steps. He needed to talk to James.

She told him truthfully, "I knew you'd act like this. Sirius I love you more then anything and you know that!" she cried, "Please forgive me or at least don't do something stupid, they asked me and I said I would do this for them and I-."

"Am going to get killed." He finished for her, she buried her face her in her hands and lowered them right away to her sides. What about our family?" he asked him. She reached out slowly and he took her hand the rest of the way.

"You are my family Sirius, our five kids will be great and we'll have the rest of out lives for them. I just want to make sure no one is around to hurt them if something should happen to us." She whispered; he nodded. He still wanted to talk with James. She sighed when he left before she adds anything else.

Over the next few months terrible things happened, Sirius put his relationship on hold with Jackie and then they started up again and then before they even started school Dorea made him promise that he and Jackie wouldn't make love anymore until they're married.

"Sirius," he muttered. Sirius frowned and sat back again, he had already told James about Jackie. "I know you love her but forgive her. You and me are all she has," he said and left to let him ponder about that.

Sirius walked home, the full five miles and got home after dark, Jackie was out on the back porch with a cup of something warm in her hands. Even for summer the night tonight was cold. He opened the door and she held her breath, he heard her take in air and let it out slowly as he sat down next to her.

"I love you Jackie, never forget that, but for now let's go slow. Okay?" she nodded and she kissed him, setting the glass down and moved so she was sitting on his lap and he held her close and tight.

"Sirius?"

"Hmm?" he asked looking up at the sky, then at her.

"I love my house." He laughed and held her close; he forgot all about that promise and chased her inside and up stairs.

Okay so I skipped ahead but be patient with this okay… Now Jackie took control of her house and began painting the rooms of their future children in a variety of colours. Still in the summer months she spent more time painting the room then with her own boyfriend; he was actually jealous and hid the paint from her a few times. However with his promise in mind they ended up in bed naked only a couple more times before they went back to school for their sixth year.

Okay so now this is where the trouble began because in the first couple weeks Sirius saw Severus kiss Jackie even she clearly pushed him away from her. He yelled at James to blow of anger and spent almost an entire two full nights out after dark in the forest retuning worn out and nearly dead from exhaustion. Both brother and sister confronted him about it but he scowled at James and yelled at Jackie for pestering him.

If you remember a few chapters ago, when Ms. Cross attacked the student, well it happened again. They were in Potion when the actual same student did it again, looking right at Jackie getting her attention. "How's mummy?"

"Go away." She snapped in a whisper, people around them weren't paying attention, the potion turning out right decided if they failed or passed the course before the holidays. Because of the pain and suffering Severus made upon made her grades drop since late September; in other words she needed to pass this.

He chuckled anyway and went over to her and stood right behind her, "oh c'mon Jacks-."

"Don't call me that."

"Jacks, I've bee wondering how are you and Black over there. I mean look at him," she added the leeches with her hand instead of the ladle as she was supposed to. She hadn't been paying attention, she gasped when she realized she used her bare hand. He chuckled in her ear, "I loved the day when you threw yourself off the Slytherin Quidditch team, best damn day of my life." He chuckled and put his hand on her waist, she was hoping Sirius was watching. How much she hated this man was beyond compare. It was trying to get fire (Jackie) to get along with water (his name is Travis Gage). At actually sixteen and a half Travis was already a ladies man and honestly quite a catch but also got on most people's nerves; especially girls, including female professors. He had spiky light hair and heavy brows but in a cute way; he had large arms and according to a fellow Slytherin who was also his ex-girlfriend he had a huge tattoo on his back of angel wings. He also had goatee going as well, it was adorable but Jackie still wanted him to get hit in the cock by a bludger.

He breathed slowly on her neck as he watched finish the spell, Remus looked over and saw it first, he saw Jackie clearly didn't Gage there and muttered something to James. He saw it too and wondered if Jackie was seeing him while her relationship with Sirius wasn't working out anymore. He concluded no as she suddenly elbowed him in the guy and snapped at him to leave her alone. Severus's hand twitched. He chuckled and moved beside her instead she looked at him and glanced at Sirius when he looked over.

"I'm not goin' anywhere." He told her moving her hair behind her ear, she pushed his arm away.

"Can you say 'harassment'?" she asked him.

"Yes, I can, but I'm not, see this right here Jackie Gage is called flirting."

"I'm already taken Travis." She muttered loud enough for Severus to hear, she needed to make he kept it in mind that she was still with Sirius, it was just… rocky right now.

He laughed so Sirius looked over again, she glared at him. "Please, you haven't spoken with Black in weeks." He said so Sirius could actually hear him. She glared at him again; ignoring the other looks they were getting was hard. She poured in the solution and it turned pink just like it was supposed to.

He turned and leaned with his back against the table with the potion boiling now, he crossed his arms and touched her face, and she knocked his hand away. "What did you do this summer Jackie?"

"Oh you mean five months ago, well let's see…" she actually smiled, "I painted rooms." She said Sirius smiled inside, she loved talking about their future kids. "Three boys and twin girls, I think would be best." She said and looked quickly over at Severus, he turned away. Lily frowned when she saw the pain in his face. "The list of names gets bigger every week Travis. Like I said," she turned to him. "I'm taken," she said and added for him to leave her alone. He frowned and took her hand, she pulled it away from him. With her other hand she reached in and grabbed a leech when he turned to make sure Sirius was watching. She looked at Sirius, he nodded.

She hid the bloodsucker and began to flirt back, "You're right Travis." she moved closer to him. She put the leech on the back of his neck and he shivered, "cold hands," she muttered in his ear and stepped back forcing herself to behave herself.

He chuckled again and frowned, she stepped back and began dealing with her potion as the professor came over to them, "Anything wrong over here children."

"No sir." They chanted as she turned down the burner so the fire wasn't that hot anymore.

Travis seemed to have changed his mind, "sir do I have anything-."

Gage yelled when he felt it on the back of his neck, "Jackie!" he yelled and pulled it off. Turns out he's afraid of leeches and threw it at her, she ducked and it landed on the table.

"Oh be nice, it's the holidays Travis." She mocked and he pulled out his wand but she was faster and attacked him first sending him across the dungeon. "Yeah, you're better then me alright." She muttered and went back to work, everyone else hurried over to Travis. He jumped up and pushed Lily out of the way.

"Get away from mudbloods," he snapped and went over to Jackie again.

"Something wrong Travis," she asked him as if nothing had happened.

She yelled when he tackled her to the ground, Sirius hurried forward and pulled him off her, as he was about to punch her. "Don't even think about it!" he yelled and grabbed Gage's fist and kicked him in the stomach; he pulled her to her feet and held her behind him. James and Remus took out their wands and held them up, he looked at Lily.

"Are you alright Lily?" she nodded.

"Yes- I'm fine. Thank you," she said and looked back at Sirius and Jackie.

She was talking to Sirius, "Let me deal with him myself, I can have him bleeding and broken in a moment, Sirius." He shook his head.

"You're not a violent person." He muttered at her, you'd be surprised, she thought. "Jackie shut up," he finished and spoke louder this time. "Come near Jacks again and I'll rip you apart myself." He threatened; Jackie put her hand on his shoulder. Travis looked at the professor, he went back to his desk; he was afraid of his own students and was going to do nothing.

Travis Gage scowled, "I bet you're a terrible lover anyway."

"Like she said!" James nearly yelled, they turned to him. "She's taken so leave my sister alone Gage or you'll have us Marauders to answer too."

"I love the Marauders." Jackie whispered, Sirius smiled but she didn't see it.

For the following Holiday season that year, Jackie stayed at Hogwarts while the four boys went home. Lily sat with her friends on the train on the way there and passed James's compartment a few times to make sure it was really him. Otherwise she was sitting with her girlfriends or with Severus. James passed a compartment to find her and Severus speaking quite friendlily, finally he opened up the compartment and asked Lily to come with him to talk to her about something very serious. She looked worried and excused herself and followed him out into the hall of the train.

As he pushed closed the door again, leaving Snape alone, he held Lily's arm tightly and pushed her up again the wall and kissed her. He felt her body relax once he kissed her and she put her hand on the side of his face. Then she pulled away from him. "James?"

"Yes?" he asked her, smiling.

"Leave me the hell alone." His smiled disappeared when she went back to sit with Severus. He suddenly hated Severus more then anything else in the world and vowed to get him back for this.

All throughout the break Jackie could only wonder what she did wrong, after the potions class with Travis Sirius put everything on hold completely. James felt he had defended them for nothing, but liked how Lily actually did speak with him afterward. She also cried most every night. The day they got back he didn't even talk to her, she realized her depression was coming back again and this time Sirius wasn't the one to comfort her but Travis Gage; out of despair she let him and they became friends. She broke it off when Sirius came back and he was angry again but got over it when he saw Lily doing everything she could to avoid James Potter; she warned her brother about it when she heard him talking about it to another boy. He warned her and she kept her space between her and the Slytherin; for the first time in like…ever she was glad he spoke to her and didn't leave her alone that time and ended up breaking her own words and began speaking to him on a day-to-day basis.

Jackie sat alone in the Common room the day after they all got back and the day before classes were to start again and was facing the fireplace, suddenly giving up she slid off and rested her head in her arms and sobbed in them. She found it was actually hard to breath and looked up, she had to calm down first before doing anything and when she was calm enough she left the common room in her black leisure pants and a dark gray turtleneck sweater.

Taking a right right-away from the Common Room dungeon door she went over and went to sit down in front of the window as it snowed outside, the biggest blizzard Hogwarts has seen since her being there at least. She curled up and looked out the window, she kept her arms wrapped around her knees and her left temple on her knee and soon she had fallen asleep…

…A few hours later she was being awoken by someone, "Miss Cross." It was soothing and yet stern. She looked over to see Sirius standing beside her, "I was going to give sneaking into the Slytherin Common Room a shot… you snore when you're sitting up I guess you never do at home." She shrugged. Her left cheek was red and her butt sore but she didn't get up. Her dream had been filled with miserable pain. She said nothing as she looked away from him.

"I was having a good dream," she lied, whispering.

"Oh," he sounded stupefied but then added. "Sorry-."

"I wrote you, you never wrote back, I didn't-." she turned to him. "Even write to James, just to you and never wrote me back. I had these dreams all break about you going to shoppes and getting all this stuff for some other girl! And then Travis Gage and I became friends and it was horrible, then the one I was having when you rudely woke me from it is when you and I break up for good and I move out of the house and you marry some other girl who's the heir to some fortune and she's pretty, petite, and blond and is a hell of a lot more controllable then me-!"

He suddenly laughed and sat down and wiped her tears away. He held her face in his hands and let one hand drift away from her skin to his robes, "You're freezing." He muttered and got up again and took off his cloak and covered her with it. As he sat down he hand drifted to his pocket, she didn't see it. "I thought you said it I woke you from some damn good dream."

"I never said 'damn good', just 'good'." She snapped and set her head down on her left knee again; he cleared his throat until she looked at him. She saw the small box and sat back so quickly she hit her head on the brick.

"Jackie-,"

"I'm fine." She muttered feeling the bump already forming.

"You'll have a goose egg." He teased, she shrugged.

"I've had worse," she muttered. "What is that?" he smiled and opened it. She put her hand over her mouth, he took her left hand from her mouth and took the ring and put it on her ring finger.

"I will always love you, will you marry me Jackie Cross?" she started crying again and went forward and hugged him.

"Of course I will." She breathed out trying hard not to laugh, "you don't even need to ask." She teased and that got a smile from Sirius as he held her tightly in his arms. He kissed her and snuck her into the Gryffindor Common Room where they slept on the couch. She knew the password as: Canis Lupis but by morning she had already forgotten it. Before anyone else got up she was already gone.

Jackie and Sirius's relationship sky rocketed and no on knew why until the rumour of them being engaged at sixteen had gotten out. James and Remus and Peter ran down the steps to the lake to find them Water Walking on the lake's surface. She was holding his hand so he could stay on the surface, he yelled at them to get over to them and they hurried over.

"What happened?" they asked thinking someone had gotten hurt.

"You're engaged and you never told us?"

They both laughed and took hands as they all walked on the lake's surface together.

James and Sirius led the group of four with Remus and Peter bickering behind them; Sirius muttered he was bored and James looked over and saw Severus Snivellus Snape sitting along going over complexed spells. He was sitting under a large tree talking, mumbling, the words to himself and he looked up.

"Still bored?" Sirius nodded not sure what he was going to do and unsure if he wanted him to do it. James took out his wand and pointed it at Snape, Remus and Peter looked over when Snape yelled out and was suddenly in the air. He was hanging up side down when Lily came running over to them.

"Let him go Potter!" she yelled.

"You're on Snivellus's side?" she nodded and took out her wand and hexed James in return to his cursing Severus. His spell on Snape was released as Sirius saw Jackie on the lake's surface and disappearing around a corner. As Lily went to help Severus Snape up he pushed her back and she fell into James Potter, he took this once in a life time opportunity to hold her for a moment.

"I don't need a Mudblood's help." He snapped and got up by himself. She gasped and turned away from him; James held her close to him and put his arm around her. Wishing to take it back he stepped toward her but James cast the same spell and Snape was in the air again. He flew into the air and Sirius laughed along with Peter and Remus who was chuckling, he deserved it; Lily Evans has been nothing but nice to him and he called her a Mudblood, friends don't do that and as of that moment they weren't friends anymore.

Lily turned to Severus as he was in the air still, "I'm sorry Sev, I can't be your friend anymore. I just- I just can't." she cried and turned back to James's shoulder and cried on it. He smiled at his luck and kept him in the air, "James put him down, please." She asked, he nodded and did as someone else joined them.

Sirius ducked behind Remus and Peter as Jackie came over, he smiled when he saw she was soaked because her concentration must have been disrupted by something. She was trying to get water out of her ears when she approached them.

"Severus!" she said looking up and seeing him just as he was being set down. He pushed her back as well, and she stumbled into someone, Travis Gage. She pushed him away from her, "Don't touch me Gage." She turned to Lily. "Why are you and my bro-." she shook her head, "I really missed a lot didn't I?" she muttered to herself.

"Jackie Potter had me in the air and upside down the first time-."

"'First time?'" she repeated and looked at James. "Lily comes with me," she asked. Lily looked up and over at her.

"Why." she whimpered, James looked at her angrily.

"You don't deserve to be happy when you've used your power for some bull shit like that James Potter," she snapped and took Lily to the kitchens with her arm around her should comforting. She whispered as they walked to the castle, "the elves in the kitchens have wanted to test some inventions they cooked up. How would you like to be a tastes tester with me Ms. Lily?" she nodded and Jackie took her to the Kitchens.