OK I realise I don't pit much description, but when I read I like to imagine most things but just for you I will put more description in it. Thank you for the reviews. REVIEW MORE, It keeps me writing. Any ideas for how the story should go….ideas welcome!

Disclaimer:

Roses are red

Violets are blue

I don't own Twilight

So you cant sue!!

(I read that in another fan fic from which the author stole that poem from another fanfic, so feel free to steal it again. See how the system works?)

BPOV

There I was laying on the floor, blood seeping out of my head. With my blurry vision I tried to look around the room, Edward was sitting on the edge his bed head in hands, rocking back and forth. I looked down at my outfit Alice had picked out for me it was officially ruined.

Ok not the time to be thinking about the outfit! Oh god I'm….Alice! No can't think like that, just concentrate on now.

I slowly floated back to reality, my awful want to slit my wrists reality. I was slumped in a corner drowning in a pool of my own blood, because Edward lost his temper.

Wait! He was sat on the edge of the bed, he was in the room, I was bleeding, therefore he obviously knew I was bleeding and was making a conscious effort to hold his breath. Why wasn't he calling for help, he wanted me to die…was that it?

I was loosing blood, a lot of blood I felt a lot weaker. Edward was still rocking, he glanced over at me. Then within a second was by my side.

EPOV

I couldn't believe what had done, I had hurt my Bella, no, it's not happening. I spent the past half an hour trying to convince myself that I had never started the affair that I had never just hit my Bella, that Rosalie had never come hunting with me that dreaded weekend!

Flash Back

It was a Friday and Bella, Alice and I all went back to the Cullen house. Bella had been walking round in a deep depression since Charlie died and I killed Jacob. When we got home Bella did the thing she did every day when we got home, went into the bathroom for hours and cried. I would stand outside the bathroom listening to my Bella's cries and think about how much pain I had put her through. Sometimes she would talk to Jacob like he could hear her. She said it helped her grieve. She would then leave the bathroom and go into our room and lay on the bed listening to depressing music which only made her sadder. She would no longer let me hold her, let alone touch her. If I tried to touch her she would wriggle from my grasp.

But for me this day was very very different. I needed to go hunting and all the family had already gone, no wait except for Rose. So I agreed to let her come with me. She was the only one who wanted my company I wasn't about to turn it down.

When we arrived in the forest I started to feed, to my surprise she didn't.

"Why aren't you feeding?"

"To tell you the truth I already fed, but I thought you might need company" She said unbuttoning one button of her blouse.

"Rose, watcha doin?" I said, in a tired of you tone.

"I'm just a little hot that's all"

"We are vampires we don't respond to heat…remember?"

"Oh yeah, how silly of me"

I started to feed and gave into my senses. That's when she dropped the big bomb on me. I turned around and there she was in her sexy lingerie. I took her there and then in the forest. She was giving me so much love, all the pain that Bella had caused was fading away. I never loved Rose, she was just a solution for the time being until Bella came back to me. We would meet up in public places. The idea that anyone could catch us at anytime was exciting to me. I still loved Bella with all my heart and wished it was her I was with, but I new she was in danger if I agreed to have sex with her, I could kill her at any time.

End Flashback

EPOV

I couldn't believe she used me, and I fell for it and end up hurting Bella. I was going to End it tonight. I slid off the bed and to the floor, I crawled over to my love who was now in a ball, curled up in her own blood. She had lost a lot of blood and I had every intention of calling Carlisle but not until she heard my side of the story. After I told her, I knew I had to call him. He would patch her up and then she would decide whether to forgive me or not….right?

Wrong.

Then my love said something so awful, so heart wrenching all because I had to tell her my side of the story.

"Edward?"

"Yes love?"

"I think…I think I'm dying"

Ah ha ha ha I love to leave you guys hanging. Send me nasty Reviews I don't care!! Mwhahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Will she die wont she???