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BPOV
He was lying, he had to be!
No Carlisle wouldn't lie to me!
Why did I have to lash out?!!
I went to talk to Emmet.
"Em, did you hear?"
"Yeah Bella I did"
"Are you ok? You seem pissed"
"Bella, it wasn't just lashing out for me, it was deeper than that, I have feelings for you. Don't pick him Bella don't."
I was completely taken back."Oh, no please don't say that!"
"Why not? I love Rose but with you...It's different"
I got up and ran I didn't know where I was going all I knew was that Ineeded to get away from the Cullen's, that's when I ran into him.
Jasper.
It would be fun to leave you here!
But I won't
"Bella, how are you" His face was hung, he looked really bad.
"I'm ok...not great, you?"
"Same, you wanna talk?"
"Yeah sure."
"I know, about Olivia, I have been hanging round for a few weeks, but I was too scared to come in. The thought of Alice with someone else, by the way, you're handling your thirst well!"
"Thank you, but why didn't we smell you?"
"I honestly don't know"
I just broke down and started dry sobbing on his shoulder. Then I did the unthinkable!
I kissed Jasper!
He kissed me back.
No it didn't mean anything!!
It was a moment of madness.
I turned stood up and there was Alice, stood over us broken.
I ran, I hated them, I hated what I had become!
I had to get away, Far away!!!