Dominic and Olivia sat at the doctor's office. Olivia kept looking through magazines not being able to sit still being nervous.
Dominic was nervous but not as much as her. He glanced at her and then at the floor. "You ok?"
"Yes." She answered and grabbed another magazine.
"It's going to be alright." He assured her. He didn't know how all this went. He wasn't a father before.
"I know." She answered and tapped her foot on the floor.
"You look very agitated." He commented.
"I'm not." She answered.
"Olivia Benson." The nurse came out. "We're ready for you."
Olivia got up. Dominic got up also. Olivia glanced over at him. He instantly noticed the look. "Um…I'll stay here I guess." He answered and sat down again.
Olivia looked at him for a second and then shook her head. "No. It's ok. Come with me." She gave William the same courtesy to be part of Adam's life. It was only fair to Dominic to be part of his child's life.
Dominic nodded and followed her down the hall. They went into the room. Dominic sat down and Olivia sat down on the table. Both kept quiet.
Olivia finally looked over at him and spoke up. "I want you to be part of this…if you want."
He instantly nodded. "I do. I'm here." Olivia nodded.
The doctor came in. "Nice seeing you again Olivia."
Olivia smiled and lay down on the table. She went through this already with Adam and Alexis. She lifted her shirt up to show her stomach.
Dominic got up and stood by her side. He gently took her hand as the doctor placed the jelly on her stomach and put the ultrasound machine on her stomach.
Olivia and Dominic both stared at the screen.
The doctor nodded. "Congratulations."
Olivia looked in shock at the screen and then looked over at Dominic. He had the same shocked expression and then slowly met her eyes. He gave her a small kiss as the doctor cleaned off her stomach.
The doctor left the room and left them alone.
Olivia sat up a little and put her shirt down.
Dominic smiled a little. "Still nervous?"
Olivia shrugged a little. "Not really. I'm still in shock but its better now."
Dominic nodded and took her hand. "I'm here for you. Whatever you need."
"I know. Thanks." She held his hand as they walked out. Olivia's phone rang. She picked it up right away seeing it was Adam's school.
Dominic unlocked his car door for her and opened the door. Olivia hung up. "Everything ok?"He questioned.
Olivia didn't get in the car. "Adam didn't show up to school this morning."
"We can go look for him if you want."
Olivia shook her head. "No. I know where he is."
"Ok. I'll drive you."
"No." She shook her head. "I better do this alone." She gave him a kiss and went to get a cab. Dominic said nothing and went into his car.
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Olivia got to the cemetery half an hour later. She went through the aisles and found William Donavan. Exactly how she suspected, Adam was there.
She went over and sat down by him. "Hey."
Adam glanced over at her. "School call you?"
"Yeah." She answered and looked at her late husband's tombstone. "I miss him too."
Adam pulled his legs closer to his chest. "I want to move on. I just can't."
Olivia placed her arm over his shoulders and pulled him closer. "I know it's hard to let go. But in the end you have to for yourself. "
Adam nodded. "I know. But I miss him so much."
"Me too baby." She kissed him on the head. "About this morning-"
"Forget it. I'm over that." He cut her off. "I realize you gave up a lot to have me. I'm not mad about that anymore."
Olivia gave him a kiss on the temple. "I gained more then I gave up."
Adam smiled. "Well that was cheesy."
She smirked and playfully nudged him in the shoulder. "Funny."
Adam smirked and ran a hand through his hair. "Don't make me go back to school. I already missed two classes."
"No I won't make you go today. As long as you promise not to ditch school without telling me where you are."
"Clever."
"I'm serious Adam. If you want to ditch school with friends, I want to know where you are and with who. Fair?"
"Yes." He answered. "Deal."
"Deal. And don't make it a regular thing. I know you only got a month left of school but still."
"Deal." He nodded.
Olivia nodded. "And because I was so understanding of your little rebellious act I have to tell you something and I want you to take it maturely." He nodded. "I'm pregnant."
Adam instantly looked up at her. "What?"
"I'm pregnant." She repeated. "Don't go all rebellious on me now."
He sat there in shock. "I'm not…I just…its Dominic's?"
"Yes."
"He knows?"
"Yeah." She answered. "I want you to give him break on it. I know you know stuff about it because you were well aware of things when I was pregnant with Alexis."
Adam nodded. "So you want me to give him pointers on how to deal with pregnant woman?"
Olivia smirked. "No. I just don't want you to freak him out about it. Deal?"
"But it would be funny." He smiled.
"Adam." She warned.
"Fine I won't." he rolled his eyes and got off the grass. Olivia got up also. Adam looked at the grave again before simply just giving Olivia a hug. "I love you."
Olivia raised an eyebrow weirdly since he never showed affection that much. She hugged him also. "I love you too honey."
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Dominic sat against the headboard in his bed. He was breathing hard and had his arms spread across the wooden headboard.
Olivia was sitting on top of him and kissing his neck as she moved her naked body against his.
Both came at the same time and shared a small moan. Olivia fell back but kept her legs wrapped around his waist. "Oh god. That was amazing." She breathed out as she lay in between his legs.
"Yeah." He caught his breath. He grabbed her arms and pulled her back on top of him.
Olivia let out a small scream from his fastness but smiled down at him. "Hi."
"Hi." He placed his hands on the back of her shoulders and pulled her down to be closer. "You're so hot."
She let out a small laugh and placed small kisses on his lips. "Really? Enjoy it for now but when the baby starts growing; my abs won't be as tight."
"I'll still find you hot." He whispered and threw her down on the bed. He moved on top of her and wrapped the bed sheet around them. He started kissing her neck.
"Mmmm." She breathed out. "Looks like you're ready for round two."
"I am baby." He whispered and went down her chest. "I'm ready for round two and twenty."
Olivia let out small giggles. She took his chin and guided it up to her lips. "I want to talk to you about something first though."
"Oh no. I hate talking. Especially when you're naked in bed." He winked and went under the bed sheet. "You talk. I'll listen." He said under the shit and kept going down her body.
Olivia grinned. "It's kind of important." Her eyes widened feeling what he was doing with his tongue. "Oh god. Really important."
He suddenly popped his head out of the blanket. "I'm sure it is. Speak louder though, I kind of get lost in my own world while I am…listening." He grinned and went under the blanket again.
Olivia let out a small laugh. "Oh…um…oh god…you know what? It can wait."
She heard Dominic let out a small laugh.
Olivia bit her lip and closed her eyes as she enjoyed it.
Suddenly the bedroom door opened and a woman stood there. Olivia let out a shocked scream and covered herself with blanket.
"Oh shit. Sorry." The woman left the room.
Dominic came up from the blanket. "Oh god."
"Who the hell was that?" Olivia questioned.
"No one." He answered and grabbed his boxers from the floor.
"Oh so I'm imagining things?" Olivia questioned angrily. "Who was that Dominic?"
"My roommate." He answered.
"Excuse me? Since when do you have a roommate?" Olivia sat up against the headboard and kept the sheet around her body.
"It's not really a roommate. It's my sister's best friend. She's just staying in my guest bedroom for a while." He answered. "I was going to tell you."
"When? Before or after you sleep with her?" Olivia grabbed her bra from the floor.
"What?" He raised an eyebrow and pulled on his boxers. "Look she's going through a hard time with her husband and my sister has no room in her apartment. It's not a big deal. I'm just helping out a friend that's all."
"Right." Olivia nodded and pulled on her panties.
Dominic got off the bed. "C'mon. Look I'll tell her to leave for a while and we can pretend it never happened."
"Well you can pretend it never happened. I'm going home." She got off the bed and pulled on her jeans.
"Olivia." He whined. "C'mon don't be like this."
"Well let's see, a strange woman is living with my boyfriend, he never told me…hmm…yeah I think this is just the right way to react." She nodded a little at him.
He crossed his arms on his chest. "You don't trust me do you?"
"I…I do." She answered softly.
He shook his head and watched her get dressed. "That's crap. If you trusted me you wouldn't be acting like this."
"Why didn't you tell me?" She finally yelled.
"Because I knew you would be weird about it!" He yelled back. "She's staying for a couple days. I wasn't planning for her to walk in on us. She's hardly here through the day because she's looking for an apartment of her own." He explained. "C'mon after all this time you don't trust me? That's pathetic Olivia."
"I'm pathetic? You're the one that's not man enough to tell me things because you're scared of how I would react."
"Well obviously I'm man enough to get you pregnant. How are we supposed to have a child together if you can't trust me? Are you going to trust me enough to let me hold our child Olivia?"
"Oh don't start that crap." Olivia shook her head and pulled on her shirt. "And for the record, this pregnancy doesn't give you the right to use it to your advantage when we fight."
"Oh so we are having a fight?"
"Screw you." She grabbed her watch and car keys. "I'm going home."
"Did you walk away like this when you and William fought?"
Olivia turned to look at him viciously. "Don't you dare bring him into this fight."
"Why not? He is such a big part of this thing. Might as well talk about it."
"He has nothing to do with you going behind my back."
"No he doesn't but he has a lot to do with your trust in me." Dominic answered. "You expect me to be him and I'm not."
"I don't expect anything from you."
"Oh so you admit it?"
"Yes." She nodded. "I do. I don't see you as father material. A month into a baby waking you up in your sleep and you will bail out." She answered.
He just stared at her. He bit his lip. "Wow. I'm glad I know what you really feel about me now. Sorry for wasting your time."
She shook her head. "You didn't. You're a good boyfriend. You're a good man."
"I just won't be a good father is that right?"
Olivia said nothing and put on her shoes. "That's up to you." She told him and left his room.
Olivia spotted the woman sitting on the couch. She quickly got up. "I didn't mean to cause a problem between you and Dominic. I'm sorry."
Olivia shook her head and grabbed her jacket. "Don't worry about it." She left the apartment right away.
Dominic stood in the doorway quietly.
"You ok?"
He glanced over at his friend. "No Claire, I'm really not." He said nothing else, went back to his room and closed the door.
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Later that night Olivia sat on the porch swing and just stared at the backyard. She didn't mean to go off on Dominic this afternoon. She just knew he wasn't ready for what was coming up. Even if he tried to be ready he wasn't. She couldn't hold him back.
The back door opened. Adam peeked his head out. "Oh. You're here."
"Yeah." She sat up. "Need anything honey?"
"Oh no. I just woke up to get some water and check on Alexis. Saw you weren't in bed so was just making sure you were around."
She smiled a little at him. "I'll always be around Adam. No matter what."
He came out on the porch only in sweats and a NYPD t-shirt. He sat down by her on the porch. "Well yeah but…"
"But what? I'm always here for you guys. You know that." She put her arm around his shoulders.
"Yeah but now you're going to have a baby with Dominic and stuff."
"That doesn't change a thing." She looked down at him. "You know I will care about you and Alexis no matter what. A baby won't change you guys being my kids. You know that."
He nodded a little. "Yeah. I know." Both kept quiet for a bit. "If you want I can get along with Dominic. There is this paintball thing I'm going with some of my friends and their dads. If he wants…he came come along."
Olivia looked down at him. "That's real mature of you."
"Yeah but doesn't mean I won't shoot his ass with a paintball." Adam let out a small laugh.
"Shut up." Olivia rolled her eyes. "And I appreciate you offering but I don't think it will happen."
"Why not?"
"We got in a fight sort of." Olivia answered.
"Oh."Adam nodded. "You ok?"
"I'm fine."
"Can you ask Fin or Elliot to come with me then? I don't want to be the only one without a dad figure person."
Olivia smiled and kissed his temple. "I'm sure one of them would love to go with you. I'll make sure one of them goes."
Adam laughed a little and got up. "Just make sure they come with me in one piece mom."
Olivia smirked and got up. "Funny." She placed her hand on his shoulder and led him into the house. "Time for bed."
"Oh sure. Call me mature and then tell me to go to bed."
"Need me to tuck you in?" Olivia teased even more.
"Oh mom." He rolled his eyes and went to his room. "Goodnight."
"You too baby." She called back and went to her own room. She got ready for bed and laid down. She stared at the picture of her and William with Adam when he was born. She smiled a little and turned to the other side to fall asleep.