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Ch. 11: Numb

BPOV:

As I left Leah's car, praying Levi would get my message and try not to catch me, I couldn't help but to look over my shoulder to see Leah's car soaring away, leaving me truly stranded.

I had thought it before. But it had never truly hit until now. I might never see Jake or La Push, or the pack again. Even if I did try to come back, would Jake forgive me?

But before I pushed the thought away, it bubbled to the surface. No. Not after this.

I nervously glanced at my watch, wondering where Alice or Edward was. Alice should have seen me getting out of that car the second Leah, Levi, and Danny pulled away. My life was no longer tangled with werewolves.

I hadn't even realized I was still walking until I was in front of an alleyway, dimly lite by flickering light bulbs.

Something made me freeze. I didn't know what. Just some instinct made me freeze in my tracks and clutch my bags closer to me, and my heart begun to flutter like a bird in my chest.

From the alley, a couple of men slowly surrounded me, trigging memories of another night like this more than 50 years ago.

Still without a word, one of them pushed me to the ground, making cry out in pain. Another pushed me into the alleyway, not at all being gentle. Another one kicked me, and my mind filled with black haze as unbelievable pain filled my body head to toe.

They grabbed all of my bags, Jewelry, and anything else they could find. With a final kick making me curl up in pain, I laid on the cold ground, waiting for the relief of passing out.

Then suddenly I was in cold arms, which I somehow knew belonged to my angel. I tried to get up, but he held me down with strong arms.

"Edward, " I whispered, and passed out.

Levi's POV:

I grabbed the phone just before it hit the table, and held it up to ear, and watched as Jacob sped out of La Push.

"Hello? Hello?" I desperately called into the phone.

"Yes?" Who ever it was asked, sounding a little confused.

"Who is this, " I asked, losing patience.

"This is the hospitable. Isabella Marie Newton is in the ER. I'm sorry to say she isn't looking so good. We might lose her, " I nurse said. "But who is this, " I nurse or whoever it was asked, still sounding a little confused.

"Thank you, " I told her before answering the question and hanging up as fast as I could. I twirled around to face Danny and Leah.

"Levi, what's wrong, " Danny asked, with a bewared look on his face. Even Leah looked a little interested.

As quickly as possible, I explained about Bella.

When I was done, Leah's face filled with shock, and finally guilt. Danny hadn't gotten out of the shock yet.

"Oh no, " Leah said, her face white with shock. "What have we done? Bella might die…and it's all our fault!"

"She hasn't died yet, " I told her, before grabbing her hand and pulling her to the car, and drove away as fast as possible.

I just hoped we weren't too late.

Jacob's POV:

So many thoughts were running through my head I couldn't focus on the road. My beloved car slide sideways to the other lane, but I was so mad I couldn't care.

The moment I opened the door to the hospital, their scent hit. I hated it. It was so sickly sweet; it burnt my nose and triggered the instinct to rip, and to tear.

But this instinct was multiplied by a thousand with my burning anger inside for the bloodsuckers.

The second I walked into the waiting room, I lunged at Edward, grabbing him in the neck, then I held him off the ground, and slowly pulled my fist back, ready to punch him in with stupid pale face.

"You killed her!" I screamed at him. "This is all your fault, you stupid, blood-" I cut off, realizing we were attracting stares from passing nurses and the other people in the bright waiting room.

"Bloodsucker, " I hissed into Edward's ear, not letting my statement go wasted.

The blond bloodsucker - which I remembered as Rosalie- Jumped up, snarling, but the older bloodsucker – was it Carlisle? - Pulled her gently back to her seat.

Suddenly the room was filled with calmness, and I instantly relaxed and dropped Edward to the ground.

No! I didn't want to feel peace. I wanted to feel anger, lots and lots of anger.

The motherly looking bloodsucker stood up. "She's not dead yet, Jacob. Don't lose hope, " She offered.

I sunk down in my chair in defeat, and sighed, burying my face in my hands.

She may have hope, but deep down I knew it.

It was too late for my Bella.

Edward's POV:

I had just walked into the waiting room for a quick second so I could tell my family about Bella.

I just had to tell them. Bella, my Bella, could, and must likely would, die. And there wasn't a single thing on this earth that could stop that.

Now then ever I wished I had given into her wants when she was 18. Then we would still be with each other, now and forever.

If I could cry, I would.

But when I opened the door, Jacob Black was walking into the waiting room. His face flew into rage, and he ran as a blur to me, and lifted me by the neck, and pulled his clenched fist back.

"You killed her!" Jacob yelled and the whole room turned to watch us. "This is all your fault, you stupid blood-" Jacob cut off as he realized that we were all screaming.

"Bloodsucker, " he hissed into my ear, finishing his rude statement. Rosalie jumped up, but Carlisle held her down.

"She's not dead yet, Jacob. Don't lose hope, " Esme said in a gentle voice, and Jasper swept the room with peace.

Jacob slowly sunk to a plastic chair all held his head in his hands, right after he dropped me back to the ground.

I tried to turn around to go back to Bella's room, but I just had to tell them. Everyone – including the dog- deserved to know.

"No, Esme, " I said in a flat tone. "Bella just a turn for the worst, and she might die. Jacob is right. It's all my fault."

Alice tried to get up to hug me, but I pulled away.

And with that I turned to walk back into the room, to watch the women I love slowly fade away.

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