Hi everyone I'm not really sure if my last chapter sucked or something but I got the least reviews on it out of all of my chapters... but all of those people who did review are wonderful and I felt they deserved some recognition. Bella Sangue. Miss Masen Cullen. NeverForget99. Book.babe15. BribbieThe Musical Gift.Goldsparkler Mimi738. ThrushflightEdward'sStalkerWilliowJasper-Alice-Forever.
Anyway I couldn't just do an authors note with none of the actual story, I really get annoyed when that happens. So here it is.
EPOV (told you I would do it for you Bribbie)
I drove home quickly, fuming about the nerve of the reporters. How dare that vile woman say that to Bella. How dare she think those things. My hands were very close to snapping the steering wheel on my Volvo. The car still smells like her. I closed my eyes and inhaled deeply.
Yes her scent drives me mad with thirst. Its painful being so close to her, but its nothing I cant manage. I have gotten in too deep with this young girl. She has changed me, I have grown spoiled. Now I am accustom to her, to being with her I wont ever be content alone anymore.
I will have to leave eventually though, but now is not a good time. She is too fragile. Or maybe I wont leave ever, and she could be with me forever. No, I couldn't do that to her. Maybe she will want me to leave someday.
The though hurt me, I feel so strongly about her. She is so perfect. I cant put my feelings into words, they are too strong. Yes you can a small voice in the back of my head reminded me, its called love.
I shook away the notion, I can not be in love with Bella. How could she ever love me back, I am a monster. I almost wanted to take that back. Bella's speech today had surprised me immensely. I never expected her to get so worked up, then again I never expected her to come to my house.
I thought she would stay as far away from me after I told her about myself and my family. She surprised me though, she stayed. She even told me she knew all the time. Why would she be with me? I still could not answer the question myself.
Bella must have made logical reasoning's in her mind but I could not hear them. Sometimes I wished I could read her mind, actually most of the time. Bella had told me though that she is happy she is the only exception to my gift.
I pulled into my drive way quickly. Alice was sitting in the living room with Jasper. She smiled at me when I entered the house. Emmett bounded down the stairs too, his thoughts bombarded me I like her Edward. She's funny. And she yells at you Emmett was grinning. I rolled my eyes no need to tell him I like her too.
Rosalie walked into the house from the garage. Her thoughts were in turmoil. On one hand she was furious at me for telling this human girl our secrect, but she also felt immense pity for Bella. She didn't know what to say to me.
"She likes you Edward, as much as you like her. She is very attached" Jasper looked up from his book at me. How could she like me just as much as I like her. She is just a human with a fondness of a person. It couldn't be anything like what Jasper feels for Alice or what Carlisle feels for Esme.
I shook my head and turned towards upstairs. I wonder what Bella is doing now? Talking to Charlie maybe, or maybe she is cuddled in bed with Lady. I smiled at the thought of her. Of her perfect smile, her deep trusting eyes.
BPOV
I sat in my room with Lady curled on the foot of my bed. I sat there thinking. I should stop thinking, thinking about it makes me want to die. I don't actually want to die, but I feel like I deserve to. I let it happen.
I could have done something, anything to prevent all of this. Then no one would be dead. Any maybe just maybe I would be happy. I felt even more guilty for thinking that.
I am happy now, I am, I have Edward. Its killing me keeping all of this from him. Eating me alive, I cant breath anymore. I need to tell someone. I cant tell Edward. What if he judges me, what if he doesn't want to be around me anymore.
This is all my own fault anyway. People don't hit people for no reason. There is always a reason, and that reason was always me. Maybe if I were better it wouldn't have happened.
Well I hope you liked the little bit I added on to make you happy. And don't forget please review…