Cpt 9
Juliet
turned to look at Jack. He stood still, slightly stunned, in her
kitchen.
"Jack," she said softly moving his way.
"Don't,"
he said, his hand coming out to stop her.
Her eyes glistened as
she watched the anger rising to his surface.
"I didn't know
Jack," she pleaded.
"No?" Jack asked with a smirk, 'Wasn't
this the plan all along? To get me here? With you? Am I not your gift
for being a good little girl, Juliet?"
"No Jack," Juliet
said firmly.
She took a step further so that her body was squarely
facing Jack's.
"I don't know why Ben said that. I didn't
know you were still here. I didn't ask for you."
Jack looked
deep into her eyes; his own were dark with sorrow and regret.
"I
guess you wouldn't," he said turning his back on her.
He
scanned the room. Yellow walls, white lace curtains at their windows.
The smell of chocolate and brown sugar filled his lungs as he took a
deep breath.
"What is that suppose to mean?" she asked looking
at his tired shoulders. He ignored her, choosing to run his hand over
his head instead.
"Jack? What is that suppose to mean?" she
asked again, grabbing his arm and turning him around.
Jack
looked at her, determination in her blue eyes. "It means you don't
really care. You never did. You and Ben. You were just stringing me
along so I'd do the damn surgery!" he spat in her face.
"That's
not true," she said shaking her head and clutching at his arms, his
biceps tensing at her touch.
Jack pushed her off him, sending her
backwards against a chair. She steadied herself, never once taking
her eyes off him.
"I chose you Juliet. I let Sayid die and
for what?" Jack asked in anger, "For what?"
"Jack, I
wanted you to run. I wanted you to be free."
"No. You wanted
to trap me. To lure me in. To make it impossible for me to leave,"
he screamed as she violently shook her head, the tears flowing freely
now.
"Well you won, I'm here, and in a strange way I guess I
chose to be here," Jack said walking back to her and staring down
into her face, "But I chose wrongly."
Juliet sobbed as Jack
backed away, not looking at her tear stained face.
"Knock,
Knock," Amelia's voice came from the front hall, "Anyone
home?"
Juliet wiped her eyes as best she could, "In here,"
she managed to scrape out.
"I brought you two some things,"
Amelia cheerily came into the kitchen.
"Oh dear," she said
seeing the state of things, "I see I'm interrupting."
Jack
glared at the strange woman before him.
"Of course you're
not," Juliet said through a strained smile.
"I just brought
over a tuna casserole for the two of you," Amelia said as Jack gave
her a sideways glance.
"Thank you," Juliet said quietly taking
the dish from her friend's hands, "Amelia this is Jack, Jack,
Amelia."
"Nice to meet you Jack," she said holding out her
hand.
"Can't say the same," Jack stated flatly.
Amelia
put her hand down, "Well, I best be going. I'm sure Jack's
tired and would like to settle in."
Juliet gave a grateful
glance her way.
"Oh," Amelia said turning back to look at
Jack, "I almost forgot. These are for you. Some new clothes Ben
told me to pass along." She said holding out a bag.
Jack sat
down in the nearest chair without a word, pressing his fingers to his
temples.
Juliet took the bag, "Thank you Amelia."
"You're
welcome dear. Have a good night."
"She's right," Jack
said after Juliet had closed the front door.
"Sorry?" she
asked meekly.
"I am tired. Is there a shower I could use?" he
inquired.
"Upstairs. First door to your right," Juliet
said.
Jack stood up and walked towards her. He grabbed the bag
from her hand and went silently up the stairs.
…….
A couple of hours later, Jack sat on one of Juliet's couches, clean, and wearing a new pair of blue jeans and a black t-shirt. Juliet sat across from him quietly staring as the fabric stretched tightly across his toned chest. She watched as his chest rose and fell with every breath, knowing that he hated her now.
"Hello you
two," Ben said, suddenly appearing before them.
"Don't you
ever knock?" Juliet snapped.
Ben looked at her but quickly
turned to Jack.
"Why don't you come with me Jack," Ben
said.
Juliet rose from her seat, "Where are you taking him?"
she demanded to know.
"Relax Juliet. I'll have him home at a
decent hour. I'm just going to show him around. Get him to feel at
home here. We don't want him to be a tourist, do we?"
Juliet
frowned but Jack stood up and willingly followed Ben out the
door.
"You don't seem happy Jack," Ben said as they strolled past the houses. One after another. They all looked the same. Immaculate lawns, flowers adorning the entrances. People waved, people Jack didn't know, all with happy smiles on their faces. Ben nodded politely at them.
"Why should I be happy?" Jack
asked.
"Isn't this what you always wanted Jack?" Ben asked
stopping in the centre of a parquet. A white gazebo in the near
distance.
"What?" Jack asked frustration in his voice.
"A
nice neighbourhood, people who appreciate your work. A lovely home
with a beautiful blonde wife waiting for you," Ben said.
"Juliet's
not my wife," Jack said.
"No," Ben replied, dragging out the
word, "But she could be. If you want. All you have to do is say the
word."
Jack laughed at the audacity of Ben's words. "You
just give people away like they're commodities."
"Of course
not Jack. But I can give you what you've always wanted. What you
ask for," he said pausing before adding, "She is beautiful."
"So
are mountains," Jack said.
Ben tilted his head to the side, "I'm
sorry Jack, but I don't understand."
Jack stared at the cliffs
that loomed in the far distance.
"You'd give me miles and
miles of mountains when I'd ask for the sea," Jack said turning
and walking back to Juliet's house.
