Aww thanks for the reviews I didn't think anyone would actually read my story I made this story mostly for me anyways lol ugh soo glad it's the weekend going to a haunted house thingy today yay!

But I have time to write a least a chapter !

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Chapter 2 !

Edward POV

The months that had gone by since I left the reason for my being Bella, where sheer torture. So many times I made deals with myself to go back and only hope she would want me. The most recent deal I made with my selfish side was to go back to Forks and check on her…..Just check to see if she was ok. Pathetic !! I scolded at myself, I didn't make a protest I was Pathetic.

I am on my own. No family to comfort me or witness my break downs. It was better that way they didn't need to see my pain especially Esme. I hurt her the most besides Alice, thankfully Carlisle understood. The rest of the family where a different story.

I tried to say busy to distract myself as much as possible try to enjoy some human pleasures in South America but it didn't work. One because of frequent sunny days, and Two it all seemed worthless without Bella. Everything I enjoyed or liked in my empty life before Bella was worthless. So I spend my days curled into a ball waiting for a death that would never come. It didn't matter soon I would leave to another country which would hold no interest to me. It didn't matter I would still be miserable. But it didn't matter mostly because Bella should find happiness without me.

Two weeks later

Alice POV

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Jasper was hunting with Emmet as Rosaline, Esme, and myself included stayed home. Carlisle had volunteered at a small local hospital in Roquebrune, France our new home for now. Esme sighed and stared out the blue decorated glass window. I watched her pretending to read while Rosaline work on a run down car we bought from a local fishermen. I thought of what Edward might be doing at this moment the last vision of him I saw was about a day ago. In my vision I saw him going to Bella's room multiple times but I knew he was to stubborn to go. But he was thinking of visiting u two days ago

Bam!
"Emmet! Try not to be too upset ! Heheh!" Jasper beamed at a discouraged Emmet.

"What happened?" Esme spoke slightly interested.

Jasper Chuckled as Emmet left the room " We had a wrestling match while he hunted forest deer a little off town and you can guess who won.." I smiled and got up from the couch holding my book to put it away. And greet Jasper….

It happened so fast I saw Bella in a cemetery…Jacob holding her hand……A Vampire with golden eyes and light brown hair watching her …..sadly….. Bella driving…..and crying out in a sudden gasp of pain as she passed out still driving…………. Her……Her….Car flipping over and blood. So much blood. The vampire from before pulling her out of the car and setting her in the grass… blood oozed and spilled from her head, chest and back…..soaking her and the grass. He was not alone he was arguing with another vampire a girl crying tearless sobs ….was finally silent and watched in horror as the Man put his one hand over Bella's heart, and one over her head….. The last I saw was a white flash of light.

" Alice….Alice!" what is it?!

Jasper held me in his arms shaking me as he pulled me from my trance.

Esme was by my side with a scared look. I gasped finally …and tried to find the words to say Emmet and Rosaline walked in and I began………

When I was finished blank faces stared back me. Just silence as we all stood there.

" Hey look who decided to join us!" Carlisle happy voice echoed in the living room Edward stepped in and look at all of us puzzled by our faces. It didn't take him long to see what I saw.

Edward dropped to his knees and pushed me away as I ran to comfort him. What could I do? It pained us all to watch Edward destroy things in the room as sobs and snarls ripped from his chest.

" it funny how news travels fast….." a cold voice spoke near the shadows of the bookshelves. It was a girls voice….stepping into the light …..We all looked up and stared in surprise! Bella?!? Edward Gasped

Edwards POV

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Indeed it was Bella wearing a old-fashioned white laced dress with a light blue ribbon around her waist that tied in the back and one in her hair that made her dark long curls seem lovely. But she was Pale with white lips and no color to her face. I would have mistaken her for a vampire if her eyes weren't the same color brown but they had no life in them. She spoke

" Yes, I am Bella….but not the Bella you know….although I hold her lost memories…" she paused and gazed into my eyes for a moment. " We are the same person ….but she didn't remember her past when you knew her….its like a part of her was sleeping." she tried to explain " Me. I lived a long time ago around the time you where human Edward, 1915 living with adopted by a vampire when my parents where killed by them, But I didn't live long when I turned 17 my life started to tick. My adopted father tried to send me to America to escape a Vampire who wanted revenge but I never made it. Neither did the 120 passengers on the boat I was in . He is still alive and now he's realized that so am I. He caused Bella's accident

Jasper spoke before I could… Is Bella Alive?

She walked forward staring at the walls " yes but she has been changed into a nine year old girl. Remembering very little but nothing of your family, Forks, or her life as a teen. She is safe for now but her life is already starting to be numbered. The vampire that killed me all those years will come for her maybe not now but soon. And either he will kill her or her hear will stop during her year as a 17 yr old…..if she lives to be 17.…..

I stepped closer to her she was my Bella's memories also… did she know I still cared? she stepped closer also and we gazed to each other….but backed away as she looked around the room with a frightened face….. " He knows I am here!" she gasped and I stepped closer to protect her from whatever she was afraid of but she backed against the wall and screamed…… then she was gone

and I tried to comprehend what was happening…..to me ,,,,,,to Bella

She didn't deserve this...

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End chapter sorry I was in a hurry! Ill write tomorrow if possible

I had this chapter idea for awhile but it was hard to put some things into words…