I hardly have a good excuse….

Most of it involves my " constant back talk '' or so my Parietal's like to call it

Uhhhh….. So were did I leave off? Oh duh…

Chapter 16

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Alice POV

I couldn't relax even with Jasper's calming aura running through my body. This airplane was not going fast enough! " You need to calm down dear…"

Jasper whispered slowly in my ear as he unclenched my fingers ripping the arm rest. My face softened as I gazed a my worried husband…

I knew he must be just as uneasy as me. " sorry." I whispered softly to him.

He kissed my cheek and left his lips there momentarily before he sighed. " I know Alice, I am worried too…for both of them"

" I am afraid Jasper...that no matter what we do or say...someone is going to be in pain..." I answered.

" But, it might be less painful if they find a way to be together gain..." Jasper suggested

" I hope so..." i sighed leaning my head against him... " but iam afraid to find out "

Bella Pov

My heat beat was racing in my chest as I was wrapped up in Edwards arms…So much of me wanted this…wanted to give myself to Edward right here in his room…Another me screamed in horror at the betrayal I was committing. " How could you !?! " it screamed at me. Was this wrong? It certainly wasn't my fault I felt this way… I didn't chose to love two people….the events just so happened to turn out like this. I kept telling myself that but it didn't stop my self accusing. " Edward.." I whimpered out loud at an attempt to make Edward let go of me so I could run from what I was doing right now. But it only encouraged him further to push me on his bed and move his passionate kisses to my neck. I tried to make words come out of my mouth but I was too busy gasping for air as Edward moved his lips to mine and his hands began to grip on to the sleeve on my shoulder. Things were happening so fast and I was surprised to find myself running my hands on his chest instead of attempting to push him off.

Edward's Pov

Feeling her hands at my chest made it difficult to think clearly…she was making me crazy. I couldn't hate her for that though, she couldn't help how intoxicating her whole being was…the thought of her hair….her eyes….her….mouth….neck…her.…blood….wait! I stopped and backed away from her quickly….leaning my against the wall near the door gasping. Her eyes widened with realization and arose from the bed. Her put her hand to her heart and breathed a relived sigh. She wasn't ready for this…and I knew I was being careless and not thinking of the consequences of my actions. She looked at me blankly and stepped slowly towards the door…. I opened it for her …knowing that what she wanted….and she ran out….

Bella POV

That went too far….tears started to swell up as I headed towards my house running. What is wrong with me? Why am I such a horrible person.? I didn't look at any of the scenery in my house as I trotted up the large stair case and headed for my room. As soon as I opened it I ran to my bad and plotted my self head fist to the soft blue pillow with a thump! The tears didn't hold back and I let out a quick soft cry. My body then jumped at the cold hands that where gently running through my hair. I looked up and gave a started gasp as my eyes met with Ryan's.

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Short I know! but i wanted to get a chapter out asap. and the time frame wasnt working for me. BUT EXPECT Another chapter

this weekend!