Reason To Live

by Chosen2007

I hate the current storyline for Jessica, I could do better, I will tell this story backwards 1-3 and then on Chap 4 I will start at the begining, Dominick is my characters, he is a patient for self-injury meets Jessica, they get released and falls 4 Nat

7. The Gensis of the diary

Reason To Live

By

Chosen2007

Part Seven

It was April second and Natalie was tired of playing the dual role of Grace and her. Part of the reason why she left was because when she was "Grace" it was so exhausting sometimes to take the intensity of Dominick's rough sex. It was hard for her to take all that in and so she never shared that was part of her reason. Natalie was enjoying just being a couple with Dominick. He didn't like it that it was no longer boot season but he loved her so much.

Jessica and Nash were right where they would before the Tess scheme and it felt good that there was no more acting likes someone else. However, as Jessica was doing spring cleaning, she saw her patent black short dress and though the memories of being Tess are vague, she did remember that. She did remember how it was to have that power over men but then she her boots and she stroke her finger along the front of it.

In Saint Anna, when she was, she admitted to Dominick, "I missed being that confident all the time, Tess gave me that, I feel like I'm old now and I can't do that anymore." Jessica said and Dominick responded, he held her hand, "We are such stuff as dreams are made of." He gave her a pen and notebook.

Jessica remember the last part of that conversation, "I know you weren't trade Bree for anything, I would give anything to have met Tess." Dominick said as Jessica remembers

Jessica sat on her bed, she started writing.

She was in love with her husband because she saw her through death itself, she never share that she came back to him. However, in the same parts he helped for her to get committed. She met a man who was mental in certain aspects didn't agree why she did, what she did but he adore her. Maybe it was because he saw the past in her eyes, maybe it was because it was her past that he saw but maybe it was because it was the future. He told her about the things that made him want to cut himself and watch it bleed. She told him about the heroin. They share back and forth on who was crazier. This was an emotional affair, through clouds of craziness and insanity, when the fog is so deep, you can't see in front of you or yourself. She saw Dominick clearly but she didn't love him, she loved her husband, this much she knew, all this was, this was an emotional affair.

As she closed the book, she got it out and then put it away to join her family.