Previously... I looked over at her fragile body and knew right away that she wasn't going to live.
What was I going to do?
CPOV
"OK we are going to try and give her all the help she needs. So give her fifteen milligrams of morphine and keep checking on her regularly,"
I turned back to look at Jacob who was standing looking at me with a pathetic look on his face.
"This way Jacob," I told him leading him into the relatives room. He followed behind me quickly, not saying a word. He looked like a ghost. Today's events must have taken toll on him. I still felt no sympathy towards him.
"Tell me what happened Jacob? " I asked him after we sat down.
He was quiet for a long time, being careful not to make eye contact. Then he spoke. "I don't know what happened. It was all so quick. One minute I was just driving along and a minute later I had knocked Bella over. ...I'm such an idiot. I knew it was icy, I should have had more control over the car, I mean how could I. I've been on icy roads before, this was no different... GOD. I'm so stupid!!!!!!" he was about to burst into tears. For a minute I felt sorry for Jacob, but then I continued with my questioning again trying not to show too much emotion towards this mutt. Oh no, I was beginning to sound like Edward! I guess Bella just has the effect of all of us being overprotective.
I had decided not to call Edward. If things got a lot worse, which they were close to, I would call him. It would get him worried and all out of control if I told him and if Edward saw Jacob here, I don't know what he would do to him. I don't think Edward could live without Bella. Scrap that. He couldn't. Last time that happened he nearly took his own life. No, I definitely shouldn't tell Edward yet.
I got back to my questions." Jacob what are you doing here? "
"I don't know Carlisle. I just needed to see her. My life just isn't complete without her. I need her!!! "
"I see that, but don't you think that you have caused her enough grief? She's happy with Edward. If you loved her so much then why don't you just let her be? I'm sorry to be harsh Jacob, but she's happy with Edward" At the mention of Edward's name Jacobs face turned sour. No more sad, upset Jacob.
"Oh yeah, Edward. Where was he today? Why was he letting Bella, the girl who can't walk in a straight line without falling over, go out by herself on a main road, where anything could happen to her? Bit stupid if you ask me! "Oh, I was ready to kill him!!!!!! Calm down Carlisle. I told myself. I was being so out of character, I couldn't understand it. I couldn't let myself get all worked up over Jacob.
"Leave my son out of this! Edward loves Bella very much. More than you will ever understand. "I fought back
"You don't have a –"he was interrupted by some flying through the door.
"Carlisle, you're needed. She's stopped breathing!" Katy said.
"Oh no!"I jumped up and pushed her out the way and ran through the door. I was aware of Jacob following me but paid no attention.
I burst into Bella's room which was full with nurses by her bed trying to resuscitate her. She looked terrible. She was white and had blood and bruises all over her head.
"It's not working Carlisle, she is not going to wake up! "
"Just keep going, don't stop whatever you do. I will be back in a few minutes." I ordered
I stepped outside of Bella's room and took out my phone and dialled Edwards's number. I knew exactly what I had to do. It was just whether Edward agreed.
EPOV
It had been a great day. I had caught a few mountain lions a few bears and now I was going home to my lovely fiancé.
Life just couldn't get any better!
I was brought down from my cloud of happiness when I heard my phone ring. I had expected it to be Bella nagging me to come home. But I was pleasantly surprised to find it was Carlisle.
"Hey Carlisle, what's up?"
"Edward there's a been an accident "he sounded worried.
"Oh, do you need help at the hospital? I was kind of looking forward to seeing Bella tonight though! "
"No Edward you don't understand. Bella was in the accident. She's in a very bad condition; I need your permission for something. "I couldn't speak. No this could not be happening. No. It wasn't possible. She was at home with Alice. We were getting married. It was my entire fault. I shouldn't have gone hunting. I can't leave her by herself. She's never safe. It was all my fault !!!!
"Whatever it is you need to do, just do it. I will be right there."
"But Edward – "I hung up and started running towards the car.
CPOV
Edward hadn't listened to me. I only had one choice left or Bella wouldn't live.
I walked back into her room.
"We have a pulse Carlisle, it's faint and I don't think it will last long."
"Ok, well ,just leave me with Bella for a moment please," I asked.
Everyone left immediately.
I stood and looked at Bella for a moment, knowing it was now or never. I took a deep breath and placed my teeth down at her neck.
I was interrupted by Jacob coming through the door
"don't you dare..."
AN so there you go. Chapter 3. Hope you liked it. Please review and tell me what you think!!!!!
