Ayame of Akatsuki
Chapter 2
All these things I hate
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Now for some story info: The song is All These Things I Hate by: (my favorite band eva!) Bullet For My Vallentine.
I like to incorperate music into my stories simply because it's easier to figure out what to do!
Now on with that story I was talking about!
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"Oh Itachi-kun...sorry.." Sakura looked down ashamed.
Once
more I'll say goodbye to you
Things happen, but we don't really
know why
If it's supposed to be like this
Why do most of us
ignore the chance to miss?
Oh yeah
He lifted her chin with his finger. "It's okay." he spoke gently as he handed her a folder.
She quietly took it.
"Good night Sakura-chan." He said as he placed a soft kiss on her cheek and walked away. (A/N: Im not really good with fluff so bear with me)
"Good...night..." She spoke as she closed her door. She placed the folder on her wooden desk.
She allowed a small sigh to escape her lips.
She sat down at her large dark wooden desk. She turned on the red shaded lamp near her head.
She grabbed her pen and opened up the folder; which revealed several pieces of paper.
Name: Kuchi Ataraki
Age: 12
DOB: 12/18/1993
DOD: 3/2/2009
Comments: I have retrieved her necklace. It seemed quite pricy, but the jewel is fake so I tracked down the actual chakra source after I disposed of her. I found the actual heirloom with the girls mother and sister. Since it was my duty to grab the heirloom and rid of anyone in line for it I disposed of the following people:
Hitari Ataraki (Father)
Maysam Ataraki (Mother)
Hinomari Ataraki (Older Sister)
Gratahi Ataraki (Younger Sister)
Nita Ataraki (Grandmother)
Loopus Ataraki (Grandfather)
Kichi Ataraku (Cousin)
Katchi Ataraku (Cousin)
(Nesama Jufumo (bodygaurd) of the Ataraki family)
(Juniper Jufumo (bodygaurd) of the Ataraku family)
I have no further information other than to clarify that i indeed have the heirloom with me and shall protect it until the next de briefing.
Date: 3/2/2009
Sincerely,
Ayame of Akatsuki
Sakura sighed as she placed the pen back down onto the cold wood.
She closed up the folder that now lay on her desk.
She picked it up and threw it in a small drawer.
I ask myself how many times I killed for this organization...it's second nature to me now...
Suddenly, a small knock on the door was heard. "Pst...Sakura-san?" a low, muscled voice spoke.
Sakura raced to the door and silently opened it. "Ah? Kisame-san?" She questioned as to why he was here.
He smiled cheesely at her. "Wanna spar outside? I can't sleep.And since it's raining I figure-" he was cut of
"...Yay.." Sakura silently 'woo'd' Kisame laughed to himself as both of them jumped outside.
Torn
apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling
this situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can
hide
The best place to be when you're feeling like me
Sakura stepped out further than the blue-shark like man. She was already soaked. Said Shark man grabbed what you could refer to as his 'Shark Skin' or Shameshada (sp?)
"Ready Sakura-chan?" He asked politely.
She only nodded as he swung the large blade at her.
Sakura grabbed it and with all her strengh pumped into her arms; she flung it back into the blue weilder.
He quickly swung it around and flopped it back at her. She placed an ice barrier around herself as she quietly disappear into the shadows.
He looked around. left. right.up? no...down?
He could sense her chakra going berserk as it flowed everywhere around him.
Finally a small shadow encircled him.
Yeah!
All
these things I hate revolve around
Me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just
back off before I snap
He sighed. God if only this girl didn't surpass him in at least ONE thing he would...
"Don't get cocky girl. You still can't beat the leader..." He announced.
She smirked as she trapped him in the shadow.
"Baka...I haven't faught him since I got here. And I was weaker back then..."
Flashback:
Sakura stood gracefully, not moving an inch as this so called leader circled her; looking at her stillness intentivly.
Finally she gathered enough courage to say. "I am not moving as you can tell. However, sir; keep doing that and I assure you. You wont be moving for a looong time." She spoke with politeness.
The sharingan user in the room eyed her closely.
The leader chuckled. " Your a brave one."
Kisame smiled to himself. "Fisty.Just what we need..."
Sakura turned to Kisame. She made a look of disgust as she sniffed the air. "The last thing this place needs is a fish." She said as she watched his smile falter.
Once
more you tell those lies to me
Why can't you just be straight up
with honesty?
When you say those things in my ear
Why do you
always tell me what you wanna hear?
Oh yeah (yeah!)
"Alright. You have to fight me to get in to Akatsuki little girl." The leader spoke
"As you wish, sir." She stated as she stood gracefully. Once again not moving a centimeter.
He smirked as he disappeared. All the other members sat back and watched as she was stupid enough not to move.
Sakura scanned the area with her experienced eyes.
She spotted him right when he was coming down.
And as if she slowed down time. Moved a little to the right as he came down. And he came down hard.
"That was incredible. But stupid" Kisame said wide eyed.
"Why thank you." She bowed her head. She took out a poisened kunai and threw it at the leader.
He disappeared though and kicked her back.
He went behind the falling girl and put a kunai to her neck...
"Now, why should I let you join?" He asked
She smirked.
"The real question is: How did you get in?" She said as she backflipped him into the wall and shot water at him from no where.
At this Kisame yelled: "HOW SHE DO THAT!? I THOUGHT I COULD ONLY DO THAT!"
Even Itachi raised an eyebrow 'this girls something. It would be a mistake to not let her join.'
Sakura punched the leader square in the face, making him falter. He quickly though; recovered and dropped kicked her into an unknown lake.
She cursed and suddenly blacked out...
poisened water...
End Flashback.
And well look where she was now. Though she was in Akatsuki, she still had a scar from when she fell. A slice all the way down her back due to the fact that she slid down the rocks. God damn those rocks.
"Sakura?" A voice spoke
"Huh?" She replied
"You were thinking about something...or someone should I say." Kisame said as Sakura turned a light red...
"Ah no..." she stated.
He smirked. "Well at least it put some color into your face; normally you look like a fricking ghost.
And to this anyone who saw her could agree:
Sakura was as pale as well...a ghost! Though now she stood at 5''9, she looked ghostly pale and ghostly thin. Ever since she joined, the groups main concern with her was her weight. Though she insisted she was fine she was considerably under weight.
'you fat, fat whore...' her thought interupt her normal routine.
go ahead...eat more you fat bitch...
So she stopped eating...Thats when Itachi stepped in...
Flashback:
Sakura was sitting at the table, looking at the tuna salad as if it was going to kill her.
Tuna Salad: 130 calories.
EAT YOU FAT WHORE!
She looked miserablely at it...
She shook her head as she just got up and covered it and placed it in the fridge.
"Why aren't you eating?" A man asked from the doorway.
She turned around
"Oh! Itachi-sama! Forgive me I did not see you here. What brings you here?" She asked politly.
"It's a kitchen Sakura..." he spoke...
Me!
(Me!)
Yeah! (Yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me!
(Me!)
Yeah! (Yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll
See! (Me!)
Me! (Me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me! (Me!)
Yeah! (Yeah!)
Just back off before I snap
She smacked herself on her large forehead... "Oh no duh.. my bad" She stated as she laughed at herself
"Why aren't you eating?" He asked for the second time.
She looked at him...
shit.
"Umm...Because Im not really hungry."
He lifted an eyebrow.
"Really?" He asked as he lifted more weight of the door frame he was leaning on.
She looked at him impassivly
"Yes.Really." She stated
"So you haven't been 'Really hungry' for almost a week now?"
Sakura sighed.
"I dont want to get fatter..." She confessed.
At this Itachi almost laughed. Her? FAT?
"Fat?" He asked incredulously.
She nodded.
Itachi walked over to her.
"Your definatly not fat" He stated.
"Yes I am" She exclaimed.
Itachi looked at her.
"No. Really you aren't"
Yes i am
Yes i am
Yes I am
YES I AM!
"YES I AM ITACHI!" Sakura softly screamed. (A/N You can do that?)
At this Itachi pinned her against the wall.
"No your not. Now if you argue with me I will make sure you never skip a meal ever again understood?" He spoke seriously.
'Your fat...always have been always will...'
Tears threatened to come out of her eyes. But she could ruin the mission if she did...
"Hai." She replied monotone...
"Good. Now eat something." Itachi commanded.
'Just say yes...you know you want to...eat...eat...EAT UNTIL U CANT EAT NO MORE!'
"No. I keep telling you, I will get fatter." She said as she squirmed under him and escaped back into her room.
Itachi sighed and looked at some food. Great. Now he didnt feel like eating.
End Flashback.
That was almost 3 years ago.
Now Itachi was one to force people to do certain things, but when Sakura stopped eating period a year ago, he went insane. Forced her to sit in her room until she ate. She couldn't even train with Kisame.
It was a living hell.
She could granentee it didn't help her mentally; actually it killed her mentally and emotionly. But hey, at least she was alive on the outside right?
Sakura sighed..
Itachi took her scale too...that killed her.
She cried for it back.
She even hit him.
Now that killed her.
She couldn't talk for days.
She was so lost.
She couldn't control herself anymore.
I tried so hard to shut them up...
but they never went away...
Sometimes they come back...just to see me in pain.
'You want to eat right? by all means then...EAT! E-A-T!'
Itachi helped alot but not that much...
I guess it was a start...
But I still couldn't figure out how to get that damn scale back.
One time I went in and checked.
89.2 pounds...
I had to stay in Itachi's room for 2 weeks straight. Never out of his sight.
He locked everything up...
I tried to kill myself...
Hell, i tried to kill him to kill myself...
I was desperate to get out.
ANBU weren't coming! And i couldn't handle my urges
the urges not to eat
the urges to kill myself
...the urges to kill others...
But Im better now, at least Itachi thinks.
He states that im not fat
and that i look better...
But i dont feel that way
I dont think i ever will
Kisame says 'If I stop hating myself, life would be easier.'
In a sense that could be true.
But I hate myself
And I always have.
I hated my life since I could speak my first word...
'mama...'
"Kisame..."
"Yea..."
"We have to go back in...Itachi-kun's going to think something happend."
"Yea.."
END OF CHAPTER 2
I seriously think this is the longest chapter I've ever written
IM SO PROUD!
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orrrr more blood and guts
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