Chapter 5- Redeem Me From My Final Hour

Warning: MAJOR VIOLENCE AND HEART CRUSHING MOMENTS!

Authoress's Notice: Ya know what I hate? I really hate how sometimes I get this urge to update my stories, and then its gone. Just.Like.That. I promise from now on to really try harder. Again I would like to point out the following things. Ayame Of Akatsuki is her code name in case someone asks for her name. So say shes in Mist and a hotel manager asks for her name. She says Ayame. Get it? Good. Another thing I want to point out is that I am not very good with fluff, and comedy. I try my hardest though. Well now, On with chapter 5!

Disclaimer: I dont own Naruto...

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"Sakura...Sakura..." Itachi spoke softly; trying to wake the sleeping pink haired akatsuki member.

"Ano...Itachi-kun?" Sakura asked sleepily. She yawned and streched out under the covers of her soft, fluffy bed. Itachi smiled softly (AN: OMG! O.O ITS THE APOCALYPSE!)

"Gotta get up Sakura. We have training." He stated flatly. Oh how he ruined the almost romantic moments...

"Alright. Be down in a minute." She said as Itachi exited the room.

Sakura sighed as she got into her shower.

'I wonder how Naruto and the others are doing.' Inner Sakura pondered.

Sakura latherd some shampoo onto her silky pink locks.

'I dont know. They were supposed to show up like...MONTHS ago.'

'Yeah. Maybe something happend to them while they were coming.'

'I dont know. Maybe they...'

'Forgot?' Inner Sakura finished

'I dont know...'

'Sakura. Start thinking. What if they did forget about you? Gaara forgot all about yo-'

' Gaara. Was a mistake. I should have never trusted him. He didn't care. He never did.' Sakura commented as she rinsed the shampoo out of her hair.

'Now your thinking. So? Who's to say Konoha forgot about you?' Inner Sakura asked.

' Maybe they did forget about me...' Sakura turned off her shower and dried herself off as she struggled with her emotions.

' ...What if...'

'If what?' Sakura questioned.

'What if Itachi and Akatsuki forgot about you?'

Sakura stood there shocked.

She shook her head mildly. She changed into her black pants and and black t-shirt and tied her hair up into a high pony tail shakly.

' No...th...they wouldnt...'

Sakura grasped the doorknob to the outer world tightly as Inner Sakuras question ran through Sakuras own train of thoughts.

"Please...no..." Sakura mumbled.

They left you...

Naruto left you...

Gaara hated you...

Mom and Dad are dead...

Who's to say Itachi will leave...?

"NO!" Sakura screamed as she pounded her fist into the ground hard enough to leave a dent.

"Sakura? Sakura open up." Itachi demanded as he tried to open the door.

Sakura locked the door as she tearfully grabbed her knife.

Nobody likes you.

Everyone left you.

They're all out without you.

Having. Fun.

"Sakura open this door. Now." Itachi demanded. Obviously getting annoyed and concerned.

"Whats wrong?" Kisame asked. Itachi looked at Kisame. "Somethings wrong with Sakura."

Sakura sliced her wrist open, blood flowing profusely from the open wound. She winced a little.

It doesn't matter what you say
You never mattered anyway!

Sakura sobbed softly.

Itachi heard. "SAKURA OPEN THE DOOR!" Itachi screamed as he pounded on the door.

Sakura dropped to the floor sleepily. A dark world taking over her body. Yet again.

I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you dont see me, you dont...

"SAKURA!!!!" Itachi screamed as he saw her body, drop solid to the ground. Covered in her own deep red blood.

In my darkest hours I could not foresee That the time could turn so fast to this degree Can't believe my eyes How can you be so blind Is the heart of stone nowhere but fear inside Time keeps on slipping away And we haven't learned So in the end they won't have free sky

Sometimes I wonder...if anyone ever cared. I never realized. When someones in pain, and I mean PAIN. They feel lost. Hopeless. As if they're going insane. But when Im not in pain. i feel lonely. Like pain was the only thing I could cling to. Because happiness didnt want me. And content couldnt bare to look at me.

Im always alone. And thats how I want to remain.

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