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Chapter 7

BELLA'S POINT OF VIEW

My mind is tumbling, an avalanche of thoughts. Bad thoughts. Thoughts about not wanting Edward; wanting Jacob instead. My heart is beating wildly, like my life is on the line. It probably is. I'm already lucky beyond belief that I didn't die from a heart attack. Maybe this will set it off. Questions burn in my head, a savage fire that is taking control. Why the sudden change? Well, ok it's not so sudden. But why? Have I gotten over him? No. I'll never get over Edward. I was so sure. I was so sure I wanted him. I was so sure I loved him. I do. I still do. But I don't know. What changed? I love Jacob more. Before it was just that I loved Edward, and I loved Jacob too. Now the roles are switched. I'm such a bad person. Rivers cascade down my cheeks. I'm hurting both of them, so badly. Edward's out there, trying to save my life, the lives of the people of Forks. I'm here thinking about betraying him. But I went to Alaska for him. I went so far from home, and I didn't even stay there to enjoy it! And then he didn't even want me to stay there! Of course, that's not the reason for the change. I don't know the reason for it. The only explanation I have is that I got over him. That definitely didn't happen. The next time that I see him, I'm probably going to die. But I think I'm sure. I think I'm sure that I want to be with Jacob, not Edward. Jacob's more my level. I don't pull him back as much, and he's as crazy about me as I am about him. Edward's different. He's centuries old. He says his life was nothimg before me, and maybe it was, but he's just so different from me, so alien. It's finally hitting me in the face. Edward's a vampire. Yea, I know, what girl wouldn't want to be with a vampire? I'm friends with vampires. And Jacob's no better, he's a werewolf. He turns into a dog. I don't know why, I just know that I want Jacob. Jacob, not Edawrd. My Heart, and My Sun. But I was sure about Edward too. I just don't know. All I know is that I want Jacob. Jacob, Jacob, Jacob. He seems to be a part of me now. Like when Edward left, it was like a part of me was gone. No, a part of me was gone. Now Jacob is that part. I'm so evil. I deserve to die. Right here, right now. But I know, I'm going to do it anyway. Because, my lame excuse that Edward gave me, I am human.

We're at Jake's. Jake's. Jake. Jacob. Jacob Black. The name sends tingles in my stomach. Jacob would never leave me. We can deal wtih that imprinting thing. We'll beat it into the dust. Charlie just left, and he's fine with me staying here. He knows I'm worried about Sam. And I am, so much. It's just that Jacob's here, and he's my whole universe. Plus, I know that Sam's going to be fine, he's a werewolf. I made up my mind. I'm going to do it. I'm going to feel horrible about it. My world's going to shatter apart. But Jacob's going to help me. Jake's in the room with Sam, talking about werewolf stuff. Billy's at Harry's. Charlie's going to be there soon. Emily's making sure Quil's ok. He had sort of an emotional break down when Sam got hurt. We're alone. Just me, Jake, and Sam. The noises inside Jake's room go away. They've stopped talking. I guess it's ok for me to go in now.

My heart thumps in my chest. I'm going to check up on Sam first. My steps thump in my ears to the door. Just ten steps, but they seem like eternity. Finally, I come to the door, take a deep breath, and open the door. Sam seems pretty bad. He has slings all over him, because he heals so quickly. But it's not like he's going to die. I smile at him timidly.

"Hey Sam," I say softly.

"Hey Bella, how're you?" he asks, pulling a grin.

"How am I? How are you Sam? Look at you," I say, exasperated.

He pretends to look at himself, his eyes widening.

"Well, how did that happen?" he asks, mockingly scared.

I laugh, hanging by the door.

Jacob's been watching me the whole time.

"So, what've you been doing Bella?" he asks huskily.

"Nothing really, worrying about Sam mostly."

He looks at me, his eyes skeptical. I must look like I've been crying.

Damn, I forgot to check.

He gets up, starting to take up the whole room. Of course, he isn't wearing a shirt,

I wonder if he can feel my heart racing, like vampires can.

Before he leaves, he gives me a look.

"I'll let you get some sleep."
Sam nods.

He's standing there, in front of the couch, his arms crossed.

"Bella?" he asks, his face masked.

My heart threatens to shatter.

"Don't look at me like that, please. I hate it when you look at me like that," I say, almost crying.

His face breaks, but he still stands completely still.

"Bella, I'm telling you. You should be wtih Edward. I thought you said you'd chosen him anyway," he says.

"Jake, no," I say, walking over to him, "I want to be with you. I want you. I love you."

He shakes his head rapidly, pulling his arms closer to him, restraining himself.

I stare dead at his eyes, keep on walking.

My arms go around his neck, and my lips find his.

He's shaking. Not the werewolf kind though.

Finally he lets go, putting his arms around my waist, pulling me closer to him, kissing me back.

My hands grasp his hair, and we're kissing even deeper than the last time.

Again I'm moving in ways that I've never moved before, and we're one person.

His light shines through my entire body, catching every crevice.

Grasping me, and changing it to him.

Gathering every Edward particle, and turning it into a Jacob.

Finally we have to break for air, but he doesn't let go.

He kisses me again, full of sweetness, and draws back.

I look into his eyes, no longer full of resistance. Just a faint hint of worry, and love.

We stand there, finally at peace.

JACOB'S POINT OF VIEW

Oh my God, I've imprinted on her! This is the best thing that could have happened! Now, we can be together. She doesn't have to go be wtih that leech. I guess he wasn't so bad though. I feel like I've been walking on water. Now, the ground is solid. But not just solid, it's soft and firm, and full of love. The ground seems to be drawn to her. The Earth, the Sun, everything living. A constant vibe that flows put of her. A song, that creates the rules and the beings of everything and everyone. So this is what it feels like.