"How about you come out of this closet." I knew there was no way to get out of this so I resistently got out of the closet with my head down begging that he didn't hurt me tonight. "What's the matter." Sesshomaru asked. I didn't respond. I just stood and prayed.
He reached out and grapped me and pulled me close to him. My heart began to beat harder and faster as my fear rose, and I knew he was getting pleasure from my fear. I could hardly breath I was so scared. 'Please don't hurt me,' I prayed to myself.
"You know I'd never hurt you." "Then why are you here," I asked wishing that he'd stay out of my head. Sesshomaru layghed and then licked my neck. I squirmed out of his arms for the thought of holding me made me want to hurl. "Daddy here?" I asked .
"Yeah he talking to Kikyo about some type of mess." I don't even see why he comes to visit," I moaned, "Everytime he does he walks in on her sleeping with some other human, vampire, and just once a wolf." Sesshomaru grinned showing his all white teeth.
"Yeah I remember that. Brother was so pissed that he killed the filthy wolf and beat your mother senseless." I mugged him. Sesshomaru stared at me with however many inches he is looking gorgeous. Seshomaru still frightened me but he was the most
gorgeous thing I've seen since Daddy,but nothing compared to Inuyasha. Inuyasha is Daddy's youngest brother. Iwent tot go sit on my bed and wrapped up in my favorite blanket."Sesshomaru, I don't understand." He knew automatically what I was talking about.
"I don't know what to tell you. We can not go back in time and change what my brother and Kikyo had done. You just have to accept that your a half breed and the only one of your kind,so you are now everybody's experiment."I winced. His words were
so true but thats why they hurted so much."Why did my father go against his own rule," I whispered cruelly, "The rule has been set for many generations before even his own time." "He can do whatever pleases him and can have anyone of his choosing." He answered.
"But why?!" I cried,"He's the king of all vampires and he breaks his own #1 rule to 'never step outside of your own kind to find a mate' and now I have to go through this harsh and cruel life just because mother and father couldn't stick to their own kind to mate."
I hated my parents for having me, but I loved them for being here when I neede them most; but what were they thinking! The room was silent. It was so quiet that I could hear my parents together. I felt sick. "Are you ready?" Sesshomaru whispered.
'Do I ever have a choice,' I sent the thought to him. I layed back onto the bed and peeled my blanket back from around me. I felt as if I were goin to cry because of things that was about to happen. Sesshomaru got on top of me, kissed my lips, then my neck.
I could hear as his fangs punctured my sensitive skin and he began to take my blood. It hurt like hell whenever he had taken blood because I was half human. I couldv'e cried but I've gotten used to all the pain. Sesshomaru released himself from me in a thirsty gasp.
He licked his lips and then smiled. I shuddered underneath him knowing he was going to take more than blood tonight."Sesshomaru, no please," I whispered. He didn't say anytihng but instead began to remove my very thin gown.