One Chance In A Life Time

Chapter: 5 Pain And Pleasure

Disclaimer: I don't own the Utena characters and since this is a fan fiction site..You should have already figured that one out,if not..I am very sorry..you aren't a very bright individual.


Warning: This chapter definitely contains Yuri.
the rating is definitely M
For mature readers only

Author's Note:
Those who like Yuri as much as I do..
May enjoy this chapter quite a bit and be all like..

Hopefully this chapter makes a good addition to the current fan fic.

Italics are words of thoughts.

Bold Italics are whispers.

-Kiros Razer

Shiori woke up from her sleep and glanced over at her wall calendar.Saturday the 13th of Feburary..

"Tomorrow is Valentine's Day.."

She began to raise up a little and then sat on the edge of her bed.

"I haven't even told her yet.."

She lifted herself off the bed and began to head over to her closet to layout an outfit for the day.

"Even if I don't tell her today..I need to at least find her a nice gift for tomorrow."

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Juri had been awake for hours cleaning and organizing her dorm room.She went out earlier to gather some orange roses to put in a vase on her little table.

"I feel so close to her..my mind screams for me to becareful but my heart wants me to believe in her."

She than sat down on her couch to think a little more.

"Miki said that Shiori loved me.."

"I haven't sensed much cruelity in her these days.."

"Should I believe in the miracles she once spoke of?"

Juri glances over to her bedroom.

"I got jealous and slid my journal over to her and asked her to leave one day.."

"She read it..and knows.."

Her head sunk low.

"Shiori knows how I feel.."

She leans her head back on the couch and looking up at the ceiling.

"She is right about one thing..our time together is very enjoyable."

She pulls herself up to a regular sitting position with her eyes closed and her hands upon her lap.

"I like the feeling I get when she attaches herself to me.."

A smile appears upon her face.

"I also enjoyed being able to hold her close."

Juri decides to lay down on the couch to relax and think about how things had been lately. When she looked over at the other side of the couch,a very erotic mental image interrupted her thoughts.

[Mental Image

She could see Shiori right next to her in her mind.
The heat in their bodies rising and their urges overwhelming them.
Their eyes filled with desire, welcoming smiles.
Slightly warm and erotic touching followed by fiercly passionate kisses. Their hunger of love and physical contact was there to help them get through their past emotional anguish.
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Juri had to pull herself out of those thoughts and back into reality.

"I don't know what I should do anymore."

"I'm very confused.."

"I can't avoid her because it would hurt us both--"

A knock came across Juri's door and which brought her out of her thoughts as she got up to answer.
She opened the door and saw her best friend's face.

"I want to take you shopping with me!" The smaller girl said with a strangely happy smile upon her face and very unlike Shiori.

"Uh..W..what?" Juri said as she studied the girl over a little more carefully."Why do you want me to go?"

Shiori held her head low feeling a little upset and then responded."It's alright..if you don't--"

She was then cut off by the words of the other.

"I didn't say no."

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The two women went out for the late morning and early afternoon to shop for clothing and other things.Juri insisted on paying for their lunch while they were out which in a way didn't surprise Shiori too much.They were feeling closer in the last week or so than they had in years.Each of them were slipping quick glances at the other at times.Juri stopped walking and decided to say what was on her mind.

"What did you think when you finished reading my journal?"
She nervously licked her lips afterward trying to look away a bit.

A sudden blush came across Shiori's face as she was caught off guard by this question.All she could think of was,
"I..felt like I had learned more about you.."

"Oh.." Juri replied and was about to walk on but the smaller girl had pulled her back. "Shiori..?"

"We need to talk more about this..if not..it will drive us both mad, Juri-San.." She said with a pained expression.

"I'm afraid..okay?" Juri admitted and began walking ahead of her.

"Are you.. afraid that I will reject you or--" The smaller girl's question was then cut off by the taller woman that suddenly had stopped."I fear your rejection..." she looked into the sky above and then finished "I fear your love as well.."

Shiori made herself a seat on the side walk looking down at her feet and then looking toward the passing of vehicles.She was quiet and for the most part she was known to be quiet but not this quiet with her close friend.Juri didn't know what else she could say at the moment and kept glancing at the girl and turning her eyes away.

Shiori finally broke the silence with a quiet and sad voice,
"I was so selfish.. and no matter how hard I try.. I realized.."
She hung her head lower and several tears dripped down her cheeks." I could never take away the pain that I have caused you."

Juri couldn't stand to look at the sad and quiet girl the way she was and decided to sit down beside her."When we are out doing things together..it helps get my mind off the pain..the cruel silence brings it all back..and my fears." Shiori moves Juri's arm to place her head upon her chest."I know you love me, Juri-San.." the taller woman pets on the smaller girl. "Yeah." Shiori then cupped Juri's face and responded, "I love you too.." and it led to a kiss.

It wasn't exactly a kiss that was short and sweet. It was one filled with much longing and desire that burned with great passion of an intense flame.Knowing that there were people coming and going in every direction they felt that they had to withdrawl.

"Juri-San.." Shiori couldn't finish speaking she was still trying to catch her breath but aftward a very happy and content smile rested upon her face as Juri wrapped her arm around her as they walked back towards the academy.

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A blonde fencer and her close friend were walking together and noticed both Shiori and Juri from a distance and they came to a complete stop.

"Nanami?" Wakaba questioned.

"Juri..is very close to Shiori" She said as she pointed.

"There were rumors of them being very close in the past." Wakaba replied.

"I don't think they could get any closer than that..She is practically wrapped against her." The blonde commented.

"You never know..they might be intimate together." The onion head whispered.

Nanami's eyes opened wide and her face turned a slight shade of pink and then replied," Juri..likes girls?"

Wakaba slapped her very hard on the back and responded,
"Of course, she does!"

"Wow."

"Maybe we should give it a try, Nanami?"

"I..don't like the taste of onions..no thank you."

"You are a very cruel woman!"

"Just carry our bowling balls, okay?"

"You never seem to appreciate me.."

"There is always..tomorrow,Onion Head."

"Grr..oh, wait! it's Valentine's Day tomorrow!"

Even though Nanami was feeling a little embarrassed she gave the girl a slightly warm smile and continued walking ahead of her.

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Both Juri and Shiori walked inside of Juri's dorm.
The smaller girl sat down on the couch and placed her bags beside her feet. While her partner began putting her newly purchased items away in the closet of her room.It was quiet between the two and much thinking was going on within them.The taller woman kept busy due to her nervous feelings and worries about moving too fast with the other girl.All at once she came back to reality when she heard the bedroom door shut and the smaller girl began wrapping her arms around her from behind.

"Let's finish where we left off..without any interruptions." Shiori said in a seductive manner as she began feeling around on her partner's body.Soon she brought herself to look into the eyes of Juri and realized she was very nervous.

"Juri has probably never been with anyone like this.."

"Shiori...I.." She was then hushed with a kiss and the feeling of hands removing her clothing.

"Am I dreaming..?!"

"Shiori and I.."

"I've wanted this for so long!"

"I feel so nervous and excited.."

All at once she felt the girl's hands no longer touching her.
It quickly removed Juri from her thoughts. She began to look around then noticed Shiori was smiling at her and still had her clothes on. Juri then looked down and noticed that she was naked and a slight blush came across her face. Soon her look changed into a frown until the smaller girl took Juri's hands and led her into helping her undress.

Soon they were both exposed and close up to one another kissing.
Shiori felt it was up to her to lead Juri since the woman seemed very shy and nervous. Juri did seem strangely inexperienced for someone who desired the same gender as herself.Shiori nibbled lightly upon the ear lobes of her lover and then allowed sweet kisses to trail down her neck.The smaller woman could only smile when she noticed Juri panting.

"She craves me at this very moment..and her shell is crumbling away.."

Shiori raked her tongue down Juri's chest and began to touch and feel her breasts. The reaction she was receiving from her prince only made her smile even more."It feels good just to see you here offering yourself to me."Shiori whispered. Juri was going to speak up but was once again silenced with a kiss and then the smaller girl trailing down her body.

"I own your very heart and soul.. Juri-San.."

Shiori pushed Juri down on her bed and pulled herself on top of her.It gave the smaller woman such a power trip to see Juri finally beneath her in some way.She raked her tongue across Juri's Left nipple and felt the woman beneath her trembling and whimpering.

"You want it badly..but you have to wait.."

Soon after the hold on Juri's nipple turned into a mixature of biting and sucking as well as licking and moving on to the right.
While doing all of this Shiori was loving her control even more.
As she began trailing her tongue down Juri's stomach.
The taller woman jerked a little and then pulled Shiori's lips up close to her own while the smaller girl's hands went back to her partner's breasts.This kiss was then broken with Juri whispering,
"I feel like I am burning up inside, Shiori.."

The smaller girl nibbled upon the lip of her lover and then responded,
"Your miracle will soon come, Juri-San.." She kissed her and then continued,"Just be a bit more patient.."

Shiori placed her lips upon Juri's stomach while her hands roamed around her lower body and then finally she began massaging her partner's clitoris and then finally penetrating her with her fingers.
When Juri started to moan it sent excitement into Shiori's very own body.She loved hearing the sound of the other woman
calling out to her,begging her and yelling out her name.

After a short while she decided to spread the girl's legs a little more and give her mouth a try at Juri's most precious place.

"Not bad..I'd like to continue in savoring this moment.."

She could feel Juri's body moving and the twitching in her legs.
Shiori enjoyed hearing the softer moans of Juri just as much as the louder ones she had heard earlier.She felt the taller woman's hands upon her head pushing her face deeper between her legs.Shiori began to lick, nibble and suck upon Juri and began to feel her partner bucking her hips and hearing her whimper.

"She's about ready..I had better use both my fingers and my mouth right now."

Shiori added her fingers inside of Juri and continued to use her tongue.Juri's moans became louder and louder and her calling of Shiori's name and then--

She had given herself over to Shiori..

Juri was covered in sweat and feeling out of breath as she looked up toward the ceiling.A smile soon took over her face and pretty soon she felt Shiori cuddled close to her.A smile appeared upon her face as well."I want you to stay the night.." The taller woman whispered.Shiori responded by resting her head upon Juri's breast and gazing into her eyes"You look exhausted, Juri.." Shiori mentioned after noticing the hint of guilt in Juri's features.She gave her prince a loving kiss and got up from the bed.The taller woman mustered enough strength to pull herself on the bed to reach for departing partner.
"Don't leave me..Shiori..Please..not now..No.."

Shiori smiled at her and then mentioned,
"I need to shower now."

Juri pulled herself up completely.
"Let me join you.."

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The two enter the shower and Juri just cannot seem to keep her hands off of Shiori and decides to just wrap her arms around the girl's waist and pull her close and kiss lovingly upon her face and neck.The smaller of the two is quiet but seems content.

"Tomorrow is the day for lovers..I want to show you my love then,Shiori-Hime."

Shiori was both surprised and amazed with Juri's actions and words.

"Sex has made her view towards me much higher.."

"It's hard to believe just how much power sex can have over a person.."

"Before long..that power will be equal.."

They share a very loving and intimate kiss.
Shiori returns to her thoughts once again.

"She will be shining bright above me once again.."

"I will once again be beneath Juri.."

"Yet, she will be sharing the light with me.."

She looked up into the eyes of the taller woman and said,

"I love you, my prince."
Juri then knelt down before Shiori and kissed her hand,
"And..I love you, my princess."

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They finish their shower and begin drying themselves off.
Juri begins speaking, "I feel a lot different from earlier..it's strange actually." Shiori then pointed out,"Sex can change how a person acts and feels in long term.." she paused and then continued,
"It fills you with so many kinds of thoughts and emotions.."
Stopping to stroke Juri's curious face and then continues,
"It's overwhelming at first..in time it gets a little easier.."

The taller woman looked away feeling a little less confident.

"Has Shiori been with a lot of people..sexually?"

"Could I even compete..?"

Shiori could see that something was bothering Juri and she thought about what she had last said and decided to wrap her arms tightly around the taller woman. "You must think ill of me..now?"
Juri remained quiet but raised her hands to feel the ones wrapped tightly around her as she searched for the right words,
"I'm not as experienced..and it worries me."
Shiori began to breath lightly into Juri's ear and then hugged her.
"Sometimes experience can cause others to think low of you.."

Juri then moved to pull Shiori up close to her so that she could see into her eyes when she asked her next question.

"Am I just part of your experience now?"

"Not anymore.."

"Huh?"

"In the past..I would have considered doing this just to break your heart.."

"What about now..?"

"When I hurt you..it always hurt me as well..neither of us need that kind of pain anymore.."

"Let's go to bed..Shiori.."

"Alright..Juri.."

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In the middle of the night Juri noticed Shiori's back facing her.
She observed the girl while patting her back. Juri noticed her shaking a little in her sleep.

"Why can't I be like other people--"

She could hear the sadness in the girl's voice

"You are better than a lot of people.."

"Such a coward--"She could hear her cry..

"You're a lot stronger than you give yourself credit for."

"I hate who I am--"

and she heard her yell..

"You hate the things you've done.."

Soon Shiori was able to relax in her sleep after Juri pulled herself closer and held onto her.

"I want to protect you from the world's evils..
including the evils that lurk inside of you
that sometimes try to take
the sweet and innocent girl away.."

Shiori opened her eyes a little and shook a bit.

"It's okay..I am here with you.."