After a few minutes her car finally pulled up. I hoped she didn't get that text! I stayed laying out on the couch, waiting for her to come in. she was outside for a minute talking to my mom, before she came and got me.

When we pulled out of the driveway she asked me if I slept. I said "30 minutes. Again I lied; I had slept for at least 2 hours. I don't know why but I can't stop lying to her, it's uncontrollable to get her to notice me more then she was already doing. It drives me crazy for the need of attention that I some how need to receive from her.

After eating out to breakfast we headed out over to school. It didn't take long, but I was still late. She pulled up to the front of the school and parked. I looked at her for a second before realizing that she was talking to me.

"Ash, go and check you self in." she said as I realized she pulled me into another speechless gaze.

"Uhh...what? Oh sorry. But can you wait here, I don't know if there going to let me in because of testing?"

"Yeah, go ahead." She said almost with suspicions in her voice.

I knew they were going to let me in, it was just the fact that I wanted to be with her longer. So as I walked to the front office my brain started coming up with lies to tell her! I turned the corner and stood right in front of the door, and just waited out the time. After a good 2 minutes, I turned around to walk back to her car, but she was already pulling up to me. My heart skipped a beat in scarce of her seeing me not entering the building. She rolled down the window as I approached the car.

"They said I have to do make up testing tomorrow, because you can't walk in on the middle of a test." I lied to her blatantly

"Ash! They did not say that. What told you that?" she asked me through her teeth.

"That guy who was standing outside the office." I said stuttering to come up with something believable.

"I don't believe that. Come on I'm going with you to the office." She said madly as she emerged from the vehicle to find out the truth. I started getting scared again, that was my biggest fear, Spencer Carlin catching me in an obvious lie.

When she got into the office she was soon to realize, that I had lied to her again. She found out that I made everything up and she wasn't happy about it. She turned and looked at me disappointingly, and I dropped me head in disgust of what I had become.

"You did it again." She pushed out between her anger and disagreement of my actions.

"Did what?" I asked already knowing what she was going to say, but that didn't stop my mind from thinking I could get away with these lies all day.

"Ash you lied about going to class."

"OH MY GOD! No I didn't, you totally saw me talking to that guy."

The thing with me is that I don't understand who I am, it's like the real me is stuck in my mind of craziness, and I can't escape it at all.

"Ok, whatever Ashley. Go to class." Then she began to walk away, I did the same until I felt the urge to turn around.

"See you in a couple of months." I said the truth this time. I knew it would be forever before I saw her again, and that killed me.

"Ill sees you before that." She lied; well it looks like 2 can play this game.

"I love you Spence." I said under my breath as I watched her walk away and drive off.

We didn't see each other after that, well not at least until thanksgiving.

I walked past the car and made my way to the house. I Opening the door with a fake smile on my face. I wasn't to happy to be here right now, don't get me wrong I wanted to see my family, but my mind couldn't focus on anything but her. I dropped my bags and greeted the family. After a million hugs and kisses, I heard the familiar sound of her breathing coming from across the room. And there she stood in front of me, Spencer Carlin the girl I would dir for, the girl I would give anything to kiss or to just have in my arms forever.

Her family was close with mine; her mom particularly is best friends with my grandmother. She even lived with my grandmother for a while when she began college. I looked over to my sister with a confused look on my face; she just stood there and dropped her head. I decided to approach her.

"Why didn't you tell me she was going to be here Kyla?" I said Horsley almost out of breath.

"She called me and told me not to… she said that she wanted to surprise you. She said that she was proud of you and wanted to see you after you succeeded." I turned around with one hand on my hip and another grazing my forehead. What was I suppose to do? I can't even get a correct sentence out when she is around me. Ah I'm so mad at her at this point. I hadn't seen her in at least 3 years and it killed me everyday that she wouldn't answer me calls. Ha and now she just shows up here expecting me to pretend that nothing ever happened? That we have been friends, all this time. Damn, I don't even remember the last time that I had seen her. Wait… yes I do.

The summer of 8th grade is finally over. "Ashley come on your going to miss you flight. Your grandmother is going to kill me." My mom yelled up the stairs, rushing me to get out to the car.

"Ill is down in a minute hold on." I wasn't ready for this, I hadn't seen my grandmother in a long time, and one of my old friends is now living with her. I am excited to see them, but I have this feeling that something is going to happen. I'm not sure if it's good or bad but I know something is up the road. I turned around in circles checking one last time making sure I had everything. I grabbed my bags and ran down the stairs and jumped into my mom's car.

My grandmother invited me to spend the summer with her, so she bought me a ticket, and today is the day when I have to catch the flight. the main 2 things I am excited about is visiting my grandmother but I also get to see her.