A/n: well who else is happy for it to be summer! I totally am, so it's a little weird writing a story that is taking place at the beginning of the year. LoL. ANyway I want to thank all 30 of you for the reviews! I had such a hard time writing this chapter, I'm not sure why...maybe because of my aching leg after falling off my bike and bleeding everywhere. But whatever that's just a guest. I think after falling off my ike I had a little brain trama too because I can't rememver how to spell stuff. so I want to say sry for the spelling errors! So this Author's note is long enough here is chapter 5.
Chapter 5 Fight
Summer paced her bathroom it was four in the morning. She was waiting to see if the stick would turn blue. She tried to sleep after her realization, but she just ended up getting out of bed and going to a 24 hour drug store to buy a pregnancy test. She took a deep breath as the timer went off.
She went over to the test and picked it up cautiously, then gasped as she saw it was blue.
Blue meant she was pregnant.
Pregnant meant she would have to tell Ryan.
Telling Ryan would ruin his life.
Ruining his life when they had just started dating was something she didn't really want to do at the moment.
She really liked him and being pregnant was probably going to ruin all of it. She let out a shaky sigh and held back a sob. She was pregnant. There was a little baby living inside her. She couldn't even remember when she had, had sex. She dropped the stick and put her head into her hands. What was she going to do? How was her dad going to take it? How was Ryan going to take it?
It felt like they had only just started letting everyone know they were dating. Now they were going to think she was a slut or something letting him have his way with her only about 2 weeks into the relationship.
She sighed again daring her self to cry, she couldn't cry it was too early to break down. All the shock of her being pregnant hadn't even settled in yet. There were so many other things going through her head, like who's baby it was.
She got up off the toilet seat and went over to her phone. Maybe her doctor would be around at 4 in the morning, so she could make an appointment.
"You have reached Doctor Stein's office please leave your name number and time so we can get back to you to make an appointment. We will get back to you as soon as possible."
Summer hung up the phone and sighed. She would just have to call them back as soon as it opened. She glanced at her alarm clock it read 4:45 am.
She got back into bed, what else was she suppose to do?
She stared at her ceiling until her alarm clock rang, she had hardly slept a wink that night, how was she suppose to go to school? How was she suppose to tell Ryan, assuming it was his. What if it was Seth's? But it couldn't be Seth's the last time they had, had sex was around Valentine's day, she would have noticed if she had a huge basketball stomach. She was assuming it was Ryan's but the last time they had done it was...early June. Early June, she and Seth weren't even broken up. Summer rolled over and stared at the wall.
She had to get up and go to school.
Summer went through the day only thinking of the fact that when she left school later she had a doctors appointment. She had made a appointment during lunch. As she sat down after she made her appointment during lunch she noticed Lindsey was again sitting with them, couldn't she make any friends of her own. What was more was she was telling them about some stupid book she had read and Ryan actually looked interested.
She didn't say anything during the rest of the day even when Marissa was complaining about Lindsey and her working on a project together. She ditched the gang after school and headed to her doctors appointment, she went into the waiting room and signed herself in.
Then just as she was about to sit down a nurse came out and called her name.
"Miss Roberts what can I do for you today?" Dr Stein asked her.
"Um...is this going to be private?"
Dr Stein looked at her with his eyebrows raised. "Yes, if you want me to not tell your father about it, I won't. It can be private, now why did you come see me?"
"I-I-I think I'm...I think I'm pregnant." Summer muttered staring at the ground.
"Hmm...why do you think this Summer?"
"Well lately I've been feeling awful, I've been puking and I'm tired and sore...I haven't really felt myself lately."
Dr Stein nodded. "Well ok, we will run some tests and I will ask you some questions, Miss Roberts. Is that ok?"
Summer nodded.
"When was the last time you had sex?"
Summer paused, "early June I think."
Dr Stein nodded writing it down. "When did you start feeling this way?"
"I'm not sure maybe sometime around last week. But I've been feeling tired for awhile."
The doctor nodded, "well ok. If you are pregnant what will you do? You are very young Miss Roberts."
"I'm not sure I think I have to talk to my boyfriend."
"Well ok, Miss Roberts, I will run a few tests and then I will call you with the results. If you are pregnant we will make another appointment, if not then you will go on as usual."
They went into another room to start taking tests and a half hour later Summer left.
She was nervous to hear her results, what was she going to do if she was pregnant? Should she talk to Ryan about this? She decided to not talk to him about it, no use to worry him. She walked to her car and left the parking lot and headed over to Marissa's.
She didn't feel like going home alone right now, everything was starting to really pile up on her. She parked her car in Marissa's drive way and got out. Maybe she'd tell Marissa, then she could discuss it with some other then worry about it.
She knocked on the door and Julie came to the door. Julie let her in and Summer walked up to Marissa's room without saying much to Julie besides for hi.
"Marissa I have to talk...Lindsey what are you doing here?" Summer asked looking at the other girl.
Marissa shrugged her shoulders and gave her a sympathetic look.
"Well me and Marissa are working on a project together. I'm really excited to be working with her, I hear she's really smart."
Summer snorted then caught herself as she saw Marissa and Lindsey's looks. "Sorry, I'm not feeling so good."
"Are you ok?" Lindsey asked.
Summer shrugged, "call me when your done I have to talk to you about something...important."
Marissa nodded, "I will."
Summer nodded and was about to walk out of the door when she heard her name, "Summer! Wait! I want to hear your opinion on something."
Summer turned back and went into the room with a raised eyebrow. "Yes?"
"Well, you guys really know Ryan well, right?"
Marissa and Summer looked at each other then nodded.
"Yeah...why?"
Lindsey looked down and blushed. "Well, I kind of...like him...a lot."
Summer raised her eyebrows even more. "Huh."
Marissa looked back and forth between the two. She momentarily wondered how stupid Lindsey was, had she notseen the look on Summer's face. Summer looked like she was either going to jump on Lindsey or puke.
"Yeah, I was thinking about going on a date with him. I know it might be weird and all you know with us being lab partners but...I don't think he's dating anyone." Lindsey looked at the two other girls. "So I was wondering if he'd go for me?"
Summer snorted again and she could feel a rage black out coming. She bit her lip and looked towards Marissa to help her out.
"Um...Lindsey I don't think that's such a—"
"No! Lindsey I think you should totally ask him out, he's not taken. Now if you'd excuse me I don't feel well. Marissa call me later."
Marissa watched Summer walk out of her room with a worried expression. "I'll be right back."
Lindsey nodded watching the other girl leave.
"Summer, what the hell?" Marissa asked as she caught up with the shorter girl.
She was surprised to find her crying. "I can't take it anymore! All this is driving me insane! Her with him and this thing with me!" Summer sobbed, she hadn't felt much emotion besides for shock since her realization this morning.
Now everything was starting to settle in, her shock was gone and was replaced by utter terror and loneliness. What was she suppose to do? It just all built up and came out in waves of tears.
"Summer, what is going on?"
"I can't take this right now, I-I have to go. Call me later." Summer drove off with tears still in her eyes leaving a baffled Marissa.
Summer stayed in bed the rest of the week, she knew her father wouldn't care that much, he was away at a doctors convention and her step mother was too drugged to care.
She did notice none of her friends came over to see what the hell was the matter with her. Summer was slowly adjusting to the fact she was pregnant, the real shock of her being a mother hadn't come in yet.
She stayed in her bed most of the day only eating crackers, since that was the only thing she could handle to eat and making her way to the bathroom. Her morning sickness had gotten much worse, which led her to the conclusion that she was most definitely pregnant or just very ill. She also knew she was pregnant by the soreness and the fact her clothes were getting smaller on her. She knew she'd have to get maternity clothes soon. She didn't have to hear a call from her doctor to know she was pregnant, she just wanted to know how many months along she was so she could figure the father out.
But a small hope was still wishing she wasn't pregnant, when she found out for sure she knew she'd have to tell her father, Ryan, Marissa and everyone else in Newport. She wasn't looking forward to telling anyone anything, all she felt like doing was sitting there in bed for the rest of her life.
She looked up from her Valley Marathon as she heard a knock on her door.She tried to ignore it and turn her attention back to the tv but she couldn't.
"Summer! I'm coming in."
She looked over at the door surprised to hear her fathers voice. Was it already time for him to come home? "Come in, daddy."
Dr Roberts walked into the room and looked at her.
She knew how she looked, she hadn't showered in awhile and barely left her room.
"Summer, when was the last time you left this room?"
Summer shrugged shutting the TV off. "I'm not sure."
"Why aren't you in school? Its Friday at 1 in the afternoon."
Summer shrugged again. "I haven't been feeling well, I've been vomiting."
Dr Roberts winced looking at his daughter. "Summer, I think we should talk."
"Ok."
"I just got a very interesting call from Dr Stein."
Summer nodded.
"He says that you need to make an appointment with him because...Summer your pregnant. Did you know that?"
Summer looked down. She knew what she had to do, so it was true, she was definitely pregnant. Now it was time for part 2, tell everyone, and she supposed she might as well start with her father. "I know."
Dr Roberts got up from the bed and started walking around the room. "Who's...Summer...who's is it?"
"Ryan's."
Dr Robert's head whipped up to look at her. "Ryan's? Who's Ryan?"
"My boyfriend."
"What happened to that weird kid...Seth?"
Summer laughed. "We broke up this summer."
"I haven't even met this kid that has knocked my daughter up?" Dr Robert's voice was starting to get louder.
"You've met him, he's been to some parties, you've seen him there."
"I don't remember meeting him."
"Daddy, it's the boy that was taken in by the Cohens."
"The kid from Chino? A guy from Chino got you pregnant? Summer he will have nothing to do with this baby! You will not see him again! In fact it's not even his baby. Actually you won't have a baby, I am going to go make an appointment for an abortion right now."
"Daddy! You can't! I like Ryan, and I want this baby...I think."
"Summer your 16! You don't know what you want! We will get rid of this baby and you won't see this Ryan kid ever again."
"Daddy that's not fair." By this time Summer was out of bed with a robe wrapped around her she was dangerously close to crying.
"Fair? Fair Summer! You want to talk about fair? I'll give you not fair! You will take care of this baby all by yourself if you won't get ride of it! I want you out of this house right now Summer, if you decide to keep it! If you decide to keep dating this Ryan you are out of this house!"
"Daddy! You can't do that I'm your daughter!" Summer wailed looking at him.
"Summer just...get out! Now!"
"But daddy!"
"You said you wanted to keep this baby and stay with this Ryan so get out!"
"Wait I want to think!"
"Get out Summer!"
"But–"
"OUT!"
Summer ran from her room and down to the garage were her car was. She got into the car and drove to the only place she could think of Marissa's, she'd usually go to Ryan's but...she couldn't tell him not yet. Not until she was more together.
She drove there quickly and without knocking ran up to Marissa's room. She opened her friends door and wasn't surprised to find it empty. After all it was in the middle of the afternoon on a Friday, but a part of her was surprised Marissa would actually go to school on a Friday. Summer slowly went over to her friends bed and sat down waiting for Marissa to come home, thinking about what she was going to do next.
(A/n: how was it? I know it was a little dramatic, and I haven't really watched the new eppis except for the season finale so I don't exactly know how SUmmers dad would take the news, so I'm sorry for the OOCness of it. Also this will probably be my last post before I head off to sleep away camp. I will be back soon though! don't worry. Lol.I hope you liked the chapter and please review)
