This chapter will disappoint some of you and thrill others
but don't fret the endings not final you nevber know what could happen
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kai xx
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It wasn't until I was halfway to La Push that I realised it was after midnight and Jacob would almost certainly be asleep. As I reached his house I could sense he was inside. That was when I realised I was going to have at least a small mental link to the wolves. I crept inside and walked quietly up the stairs to Jacob's room. I phased back to my normal self once I was outside his door and quietly walked into the dark room.
He was sprawled on his small bed and he looked so sweet asleep. I sat on the edge of his bed but I knew I was fighting the inevitable. Eventually I lay next to him and as if sensing I was there he wrapped his arms around my waist. I froze worried I had woken him but after listening to his low sniffly breathing I knew he was still asleep.
I melted against his warm body and stroked his soft arms. I then had to wait for morning as I realised I no longer slept.
It wasn't until around tenish that Jacob woke up. I felt his arms tighten around me. "Bella, I didn't expect to see you for another few days." He mumbled. I sensed his eyes snap open. He pushed me away and stood, staring at me. His jaw dropped as he looked at the new me.
"Bella… you… I… but…" He sighed and looked sad. "You look beautiful." He said looking at his feet.
I stood there for a moment staring at him until I couldn't hold it in any more. I threw myself at him and started sobbing in his strong arms. He froze for a moment in surprise but then wrapped his arms around me.
"Shhh, Bella what's wrong?" He said, rubbing my back comfortingly.
I tried to talk but I just couldn't, it came out as a stuttering mess. Jacob slowly sat me down on the bed and he silently waited for me to calm down. Once I was calm enough to speak, he once again asked me what had happened.
I told him everything that had happened after the change, even me almost attacking a human right up to me phasing and running to La Push.
Jacob silently listened until I finished and was silent. He sighed and once again looked at his feet. "Bella, it kills me to say this, but I can understand where he's coming from. What do you think my reaction was when I found out you were one of us and one of them at once? And once again it kills me to say this but I think he's saying it to protect you. Cause face it, it is pretty dangerous to be two species that are so dangerous on their own."
I thought about it and I decided he was most probably right. "There's only one thing I don't get though. Why was he so controlling and saying he didn't like that part of me? He should love me no matter what." I said looking at Jacob and getting that warm feeling in the pit of my stomach that I got whenever I was around him.
He looked up at me. "I don't know Bella. You're going to have to talk to him about that." He said.
I looked into his eyes and I felt an explosion of love and emotions towards him. I threw my arms around him and hugged him, breathing in his earthy scent. He hugged me back and kissed the top of my head.
I pulled away and stared into his eyes once more. I then stood up and concentrated on phasing. I grinned as I phased, happy that I had more control over it than before.
I looked at Jacob and his jaw dropped. "Bella…" He breathed. I grinned and jumped out his window, starting to run back to the Cullens house. Halfway there a huge realisation dawned on me.
I dropped to the floor in shock. I was missing Jacob already when I only just left him, my heart ached for him. That huge explosion of love and emotion towards him was me imprinting.
I had imprinted on Jacob.
But how could I have imprinted on Jacob? I was in love with Edward with all my heart and soul.
No I had to be imagining it.
I loved Edward.
Not Jacob.
I shook my head and carried on running but I knew in the back of my mind that I was right and there was nothing I could do about it.