I am sooooooooooooooooo sorry i havent updated for so long.
My life got a bit hectic and i didnt have any time to write.
Please don't shoot me.
Anyways i decided to post chapter 13 and 14 together cause ive kept you waiting so long and this chapter i decided to put in EPOV so you could get an insight into Edwards mind.
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EPOV
I didn't know what to do. I couldn't believe I had said those things to Bella. Where had they come from? I loved her so much and I had just basically told her I didn't.
I stayed sitting on my bed staring into space. I was in shock, how could I have said those things? Suddenly I felt a huge blow to my jaw and hundreds of angry thoughts attacked my mind.
I fell backwards onto my bad as someone attacked me. "Emmet stop!" I heard Jasper shout. I felt Emmet's huge weight be pulled off of me and before I could sit up someone slapped me and sharp angry thoughts entered my mind.
The sound of the connection rang through the room. "Rosalie! Stop please!" Jasper said. I blinked and sat up.
Emmet and Rosalie stared at me with disgusted looks on their faces and Jasper sat huddled in the corner of the room with his hands over his ears and Alice cradling him.
"How could you say those things to Bella?" Rosalie spat. I put my head in my hands. "I…" I started to say but I was interrupted by Emmet's voice booming around the room.
"You know she's gone running to the wolves? What if she doesn't come back Edward? We can't go and get her. It's her choice where she goes and Alice can't see her." I snapped my head to Alice. She nodded, her bottom lip quivering.
"All of you stop!" Jasper screamed in a strangled voice. We were all silent as we looked at him.
He stood up and Alice supported him as he swayed slightly. "Edward do you have any idea how you made Bella feel? It was almost as bad as when you left last time." I flinched as I remembered everything that had happened when I left last.
"And Emmet and Rosalie do you have any idea how Edward is feeling?" Emmet's cold look softened slightly but Rosalie's scowl stayed in place.
"Do you know that he's hurting more than Bella is? He didn't mean to say those things but how would you feel if someone you loved with your entire being was part of something you hated?"
Emmet glanced at Rosalie and his face turned slightly guilty but I could see that Rosalie wasn't going to back down any time soon.
"I would accept them for who they are. I may not like a part of them but they are still the person I fell for and I wouldn't give that up because of one tiny flaw." And with that she stormed out of the room.
Emmet bit his lip and looked from the door Rosalie had just stormed out of to me. He shrugged "Sorry." He mumbled and jogged after her.
I started to sob. I wished I could cry but all I could do was dry sob. "She's on her way back." Alice said. I looked up and Alice's eyes were blank and glazed over. She shook her head and she was back. She smiled softly.
"Don't mess it up again." She said, helping Jasper, who was still weak from the rush of all the emotions that had caved in on him.
I stopped sobbing and sat on my bed waiting for her to come back and trying to figure out what I was going to say.
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