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I made one edit in it that is quite important but it doesn't matter if you can't be bothered to read it again to figure out what it is because when that info is used later in the story i'll recap and you probs wont even remember the line form this chap anyways so it wont matterim just paranoid people will get confused lol xD

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BPOV

I Phased back to my normal forma and carried on running to the Cullen house, trying to push all thoughts of Jacob out of my mind.

I reached the house and stood outside for a moment, trying to think of what to say. I then walked through the front door and before I could do anything I was tacked to the ground by Emmet.

"I thought you weren't going to come back and you were gonna stay with the wolves." He said into my shoulder as he squeezed me. When he finally released me Rosalie stepped forward and hugged me also.

"I'm glad you're back." She said quietly. I nodded. I was about to walk up the stairs when I saw Alice and Jasper. Alice grinned but Jasper's eyes widened.

That's when it clicked in my mind. Jasper could feel what I was feeling. He knew I had imprinted on Jacob. Our eyes locked and I attempted to send him some pleading emotions.

He shook his head in shock but after a second nodded. I tried not to think about it but I knew that Edward would know. Jasper would accidently let his guard down and Edward would read him mind. I just wished that Edward couldn't read that one thought.

I reached Edward's room and took a deep unneeded breath before walking through the door.

Edward was still sitting on his bed staring into space but he was facing a slightly different angle than before.

I sat next to him and we both started talking at once. I smiled slightly and tried to talk again. "Edward I'm sorry, I…" But before I could carry on Edward lifted his hand and put his finger to my lips. Silencing me as my breath caught as he touched me.

"Bella those things I said… They were wrong. I couldn't stop them coming out of my mouth." He turned to me and looked directly into my eyes. He lifted a hand and brushed it gently across my cheek.

"Bella I love you totally no matter what you are." He said quietly.

If I was still human I would have cried with happiness. Instead I just grinned like a loon but was serious again after a moment.

"Edward I know you were just trying to protect me but you do understand that I can't stop phasing. It's part of me."

Edward nodded. He cupped my face in his hands and pulled me to him. I wrapped my arms around him as we kissed. Before long I parted my lips and tangled my hands in his hair.

Usually this would be the time when Edward pull away but inseted he ran his tongue over my bottom lip as if asking for entry. I hungrily responded by running my tongue over his. He instantly deepened the kiss. This had never been allowed before.

It was amazing. I felt him slowly lowering my body onto the bed and suddenly he was ontop of me. I felt a surge of heat run through me and I pulled away from the kis, gasping.

He looked down at me with a smile. "My love, you agreed to marry me and I in turn promised to turn you. I have done one part of the deal. So Isabella Marie Swan do you definitely agree to marry me?" I looked up into his eyes and I couldn't speak so I just nodded.

"He smiled hungrily. "Then there is another part of the deal I owe you. We can wait until our wedding night or…" I didn't let him finish.

I pulled his lips down to mine and kissed him fiercely.

He pulled away and looked into my eyes. "Are you ready?" He said.

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Okay i can't decide whether to write the lemon and change the rating to M or just leave it out and skip to what happens after.

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