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"fuck off" I could hear the loud banging at the door and it was really starting to piss me off, my roommates should know better than to wake me up this early, especially when they don't come bearing the gifts of coffee. The noise just wouldn't subside; I rolled over to see the stream of light being let in by the curtains. My head was banging and I could vaguely remember consuming a large amount of alcohol. Lying on the bar, top hiked up while someone did body shots off me; must have been a good night if I don't remember it. I turned over nearly falling out of the bed when I hit a large mass of what I thought was sheets. I peered over the top of the duvet and saw a scraggly blonde mass of hair.

"Oh My God!" I screamed which woke up the person the head belonged to, I was now looking into a pair of sparkling brown eyes, shutting my eyes I secretly prayed that they didn't belong to who I thought they belonged to; please god! Don't let that be Logan. Slowly opening my eyes I saw the rugged handsomeness that only belonged to one person

"Rory what the hell? I don't understand ... what the hell are you doing here?" it was then he peered under the sheets

"Stop you perv! I might still be mildly drunk but still" I said outraged, just because we ended up here didn't mean he had the right to look at me. But this is Logan the guy I've been friends with for months, the guy that's always looking out for me. He was the one that made me feel welcome the most, with his easy manners and gorgeous smirk. Erg Rory stop thinking these things and shut up!

"Rory it's not like that I'm just checking we have all our clothes on looked around scared seeing various pieces of clothing scattered around different places of the floor. Logan seeing my expression carried on "but don't worry I still have my boxers on so not to worry" I sighed relieved and then I suddenly had a flashback.

Logan kissing my check, then my jaw bone and then my lips. Letting a moan escape my mouth as he nuzzled into my collarbone that only seemed to turn him on more as he carried on his ministrations. Him un-hooking my bra, me trying to cover myself as he pulled my hands away "don't Rory your beautiful" I felt a blush coming along. Logan moving his attention to my breasts and then lightly sucking and nipping them. Me pulling logans top off and running my hands up and down his abs, in awe of perfectly he was formed.

"Logan's started nervously, since when does Logan make me nervous? "Logan, look you're like my best friend" I could see Logan staring at me and then he leaned towards me, I was mesmerised; what in the hell was he thinking. His face inched closer and closer to mine until I could feel him breathe upon my cheek, I stared into his piercing eyes, and it was almost like he could see into the depth of my soul. I could see his eyes flickering down onto my lips and then into my eyes, I knew exactly what he wanted and at that moment I knew it was what I wanted as well. I closed the difference in-between our two faces and gentle touched my lips to his waiting for him to make the move, he didn't.

He was teasing me! I could see his eyes sparkling with laughter. Ohh he did not just laugh at me, well two can play that game. I attacked him with my lips and gently kissed my way down his neck gentle sucking and nipping, then blowing on them and massaging them with my tongue, making sure not to hurt. I took his Adams apple in my mouth and applied pressure, I could hear a growl emit from his mouth. His hands were running all over my body and mine his.

I felt him cup my bum and then I did something unexpected by both of us. With all my weight I flipped us over, me straddling him sitting on his chest, my mouth not detaching itself from his I pulled his shirt over his head and kissed my way down his torso. Then His tongue seemed to explore every part of her mouth as his lips moved with hers, trying to get closer than they already were. She felt his arm travel beneath her bottom as the other hand cupped her cheek and she was lifted from the floor by one arm in one quick movement and then without knowing it was settled onto her bed as he put his legs on either side of her, laying over her, never breaking the kiss.

His hands worked their way up her sides and she felt herself being pushed further into her bed as he came closer and the heat between their bodies as they touched. i heard myself gasp as he ran his hands over her stomach and rubbed circles on her sides with his thumb while his other hand was propped on the side of her head, holding him up.

He broke the kiss and slowly started kissing her neck again, running his tongue in painfully slow circles before sucking on her neck, making more quiet moans escape her lips.

She couldn't seem to get enough of him and her body was screaming at her to do more, she needed more of him and she felt a total loss of control. Her head was spinning. But I knew that I had to stop as we needed to talk,

"Logan" I moaned into his mouth trying to tear myself away from his death grip unsuccessfully, he ignored me placing open mouth kissed down my neck I arched against him trying desperately to remain in control.

"Logan" I tried again although this time it came out little more than a whisper. I could hear him murmuring to himself about how I should shut up and just enjoy myself.

I pulled away from him and stared into his eyes. Alright bad idea Rory, definitely not a good idea. His eyes were one of his best features apart from that mouth, the mouth that smirks so enticingly. Focus rory! Focus! I couldn't focus though all I could think about was his hot lips on my body, making me shiver with anticipation. I glanced around the room and took in the mahogany of the furniture and the blood red of the sheets; the light was streaming through the windows creating patterns on the wood floor and letting me know its morning.

Out of the corner of my eye I could see Logan staring at me, un-nerving me and making me self conscious but this time I didn't reach for the covers I just let him stare, I could see the intensity of his lust and for the first time I thought about how much this could affect our relationship; this spurring me on to finally speak. But before I could utter the words Logan interrupted

"Look Rory, we both know that this isn't a good idea, I mean come on this is me! I'm not the type of guy girls like you go for. I can't do a committed relationship and we would both be lying to ourselves if we thought I could" he was looking straight at me while speaking and I could see the forlorn look upon his face telling me he what already made up his mind about this.

"Yeah but Logan say your right, I know you can't do a committed relationship and at the moment I really don't think I want one!" surprise etched at his face as I mouthed the words, I was even surprising myself who ever thought that loreai Leigh Gilmore would ever be encouraging a casual relationship! But then again who would ever believe that I would be getting drunk as well.

"Rory I could kiss you right now for saying that" smiling thoroughly he was just about to when there was a knock at the door.

"Oh hey guys, Rory" he said with a lecherous smile, unconsciously I moved closer to Logan and pulled the sheets up higher over me. Logan stared pointedly at him telling him without words to get on with it " just to let you know we have got to vacate soon as Roberts parents are going to be home soon, and this place looks like it's been hit by a bomb; so trust me there not going to be happy. Bye Logan, Rory" smirking at me and then shutting the door behind him.

Wordlessly we started searching for our various discarded pieces of clothing, opening the curtains I winced as the direct sunlight hit my face. Jesus. My head screamed with the pain, my head throbbing I closed them again, glancing over at Logan I saw he was experiencing the same kind of pain.

"I'm never drinking again" I exclaimed

"Yeah right" Logan said snorting "like I haven't said that one before, we'll see. When you're drinking again next weekend we'll see how true that statement is." Glaring at him I opened the door.

"Now that's not very nice! If you keep on glaring at me I might just decide not to share with you Finn's secret hangover concoction, and leave you to suffer in misery." I looked up at his smirking face pouting,

"But Loggie bear that's not very nice" I inched towards him giving him my bambi eyes. Let me tell you these babies are killers! I could almost see him crumbling underneath me

"Wait a second; please tell me you did not just call me Loggie bear? I think I might just have to kill myself!" we exited the room still playfully arguing, saying our byes we headed to logan's Porche and I took a moment to observe him under my lashes. I had never had friends like the ones I had now, I felt at ease and for the first time in a while I was happy, I had friends that cared and I have Logan!

"come on Loggie lets go back to my dorm we can watch the best movie of all time" I could hear him groan, so I glared and he threw his hands up quite a scary feat considering he was driving the car " Charlie and the chocolate factory! Plus Paris and everyone should be back from their family vacations soon and I'm dying to see if they went as smoothly or unsmooth as we thought" I giggled just because they went away for vacations didn't mean they didn't suffer the same problems we did with our families.

It was such a nice day, cru zing down the high way with the sun smiling, although my big black Chanel glasses did block most of it out. I could see the houses or mansions as I would call them getting bigger and bigger, signalling we were close to school. What a weir school it was all it basically cared about was if the fees were coming in, apart from that they mostly left us to ourselves. Thankfully! Logan was completely at ease driving this car I think it's his favourite the silver Porche boxter being a Christmas present from his dad. God! Mitchum Huntzberger newspaper mogul and from what I've heard asshole extraordinaire, he sounded just like my dad. As the wind played with my hair, lightly lifting it from my face I wondered briefly if this was why we got on so well. Because we came from the same family background. God. Just thinking about my family made me upset and mad, not one fucking phone call in like 3 months, don't Rory, don't think about them.

Tensing up I rummaged in the pocket of my jeans until I found them. Yes! I thought maybe they'd fallen out at eh party but thankfully they were still there. Opening the gold and white packet, fumbling with the foil until I felt them

"Logan I need a light, I left mine at the dorms" oh yeah I forgot to tell you I picked up the habit of smoking, raising his eyebrow he fished inside his jean pocket and passed the lighter.

"Thanks" I said mumbling while inhaling the tobacco, nothing like it in the whole world. The way it curls around your throat, making you relax and seems to make the whole world stop in its tracks as you enjoy these few moments of heaven. It's the only thing that calms me down, it lets you just forget about the rest of the world; opening the window some more I let the smoke fly out of the window. If only my parents could see me now there little girl all grown up.

"Rory you might want to put that out we're here" I looked up and sure enough there was the old grey buildings signalling our return to normal boarding school life.