Cocaine, Pain and Love Chapter 4, a sailor moon fanfic

Cocaine, Pain and Love.

Chapter Four.

A few thanks are needed before I start this off. .

Well I am sorry for the delay everyone, but I have been busy prepiaring for Jonthans arrival. HE COMES HOME TODAY!!! I am excited can you tell. lol. Thats why I am awake at 7 in the morning. . & since he will be home today there might be a slight delay in the next update, but I will do my best not to take too long:-D I have alot to do today but I figured you'll have been waiting for an update so I decided to waste a bit of time deciding how I want this chapter to go and acctually writing it out for everyone to read. Hope you enjoy whatever it is I decide. lol. & Please, Please reveiw!!!

The reveiws for this story.:

Reusch17- Thanks for reveiwing again. I love getting comments from you. :-D & Honestly I didnt even decide to have the two stories being connected til about two weeks ago when I read over it. I was like Wow I can make these two fit together. lol. Hope you enjoy this chapter as well. & thanks again. :-D

Vanessa Riverton- Julius is growing on me as well. Lol. & Thats sad cuz he's my character. At first I was going to have him not quit but I wanted him to be a good guy. :-D & Yes I know my grammar sucks. Again I am sorry.

Monica1990m- Well I am happy you found my story. :-D It's great to have you as a reader. Welcome. :-D & Thanks for taking the time to reveiw.

Mcfleet- I am glad you like my story line so far. :-D Thanks for reveiwing and letting me know that. And please keep it up. Hehe. :-D

DISCLAIMER! I do not own any characters from Sailor Moon, I am simply playing with them for the time being. [[Can you blame me?! They're just so darn cute. hehe. And I DO NOT get any money for the writing of this fic.

& I would also like to say I AM SORRY for the bad spelling. I am a horrid speller but I do my best. Please bare with me and I hope it doesn't defur you from reading!

So now on with the story. . .

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(A week has passed)

(Haruka's POV)

"Michiru." I was slightly shaking her shoulders to wake her. "Michiru, Love, Wake up. We have to go see Zoe today." I walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth. It's been about a week since that night that Zoe told us she wanted help. The next day we went down to the wellness clinic, down town, to have her admitted. Walking in there it brought back alot of memories, I was nervous being there again but most of all I was scarred. Not for myself, but for my daughter. I don't know but I can't help but think if I had talked to her years ago about the things I messed up on then, maybe my little girl wouldn't of followed in my path.

"Michiru." I call Michiru's name once more to wake her. She hasn't been sleeping well since the day we found out, she keeps waking up screaming or crying in her sleep. All I can is hold her while she cries in her sleep or reasure her it was just a dream. I feel quilty for her pain and for what my daughter is going through. The one thing I don't feel quilty about is promising I will be here for Zoe. I can't let her go through this alone. I just can't...

I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Michiru scream. I ran over to the bed and sat down beside her and she just fell into my arms. "I have been trying to wake you up for the past twenty minutes Honey. Are you alright?"

She then looked up at me with shock on her face. "I didn't hear you at all 'Ruka." She burried her head back in my shoulder. "Sometimes I think I am a prisioner stuck inside my own dreams." She said barely above a whisper.

"No, you're not, Honey." I stroked her back gently. "It just feels like that. It is only a dream." I kissed the top of her head at her hairline.

I felt where her hands were on my back clentching the back of my shirt. "I know, but it just feels that way here lately." She said again, softly into my shoulder.

After a few minutes of holding her I asked. "Are you ready to go see our daughter?" I felt her nod against my shoulder. "Then you should go get a shower and get ready." I smiled looking down at her. "What do you want for breakfast?"

"Surprise me." She said with a tender smile on her lips. How I love her smiles. I smiled back to her and kissed her breifly before walking out of of room.

(Michiru's POV)

I watch Haruka walk out of the room and I went to the bathroom in our room. As I closed the door I just stood there for a few seconds leaning against it. It was the only thing holding me up. I don't know what it is lately but my dreams are getting worse. I feel myself crying, I slid down the door til I was sitting and just cryed into my knees. "Why is the past haunting my dreams?" I say aloud. I felt myself sigh heavily.

"My poor baby." I speak aloud as my thoughts drift to my daughter. All alone and empty, sleeping somewhere she doesn't know. I try to shake the thoughts from my head. It isn't working. It hasn't since that night. I shiver thinking of what she's going through.

"Maybe a shower will help." I think to myself, standing from my seated position at the door and walking over towards the tub to run the water. Holding my hand under the water til it turns from cold to warm I decide I wanted to take a bath instead. I undress and slid into the warm water letting it surround my body as I sank into it so only my face was above the water line. I close my eyes and try to relax.

When I open my eyes, I hear foot steps coming to the door. Then I hear a knock and her sweet voice. "Honey are you ok in there? It's been almost an hour." I guess I must of fallen asleep. My water felt a bit cool. Another knock came. "Michiru?" I heard Haruka question again.

"Yes, I am fine." I said sitting up. "I must of fallen asleep." I honestly said.

"Well take a shower if you havent already bathed." I heard her say. "Because I am sure if you haven't done so by now, you'll want to do so in warm water. And if you have been sitting there that long I am sure your water is cold." I smiled at the door. He voice still echoing through it. "I don't want you getting sick so stop sitting there." I laughed, I knew she to was smileing. I heard her walk from the front of the door. Sometimes I think she knows me better then she knows herself. I smile again as I start the shower and start washing my hair. "I hope she made pancakes."

(Haruka's POV)

I smiled to myself as I walked away from the bath room door. As soon as I got to the top of the stairs I heard a knock at the door. I wander who that is? I decended the stairs and opened the door. "Oh, hello Julius." I smiled at him. "What brings you here this erly in the morning?" I seen he had something in his hand. I stepped aside so he could enter. He followed me into the kitchen.

"I know I can't go to the clinic to visit Zoe," I watched him as he talked, I seen a hint of saddness in his eyes as he spoke. "But I was wandering if you could give her this." He streatched his hand out towards me and offered me the envolope he was holding. I took it and examinaed it, it just had Zoe's name written on the front. I guess he noticed the questioned look on my face beacuse he then answered my unasked question. "It's my address and a short note to her."

I smiled at him. "Yes we can give this too her." Just then I seen Michiru enter wearing a pastel green sundress. I smiled at her. "Are you hungry Love?" Now directing my attention to her.

"Yes, surprisingly I am." She smiled at me and then looked at Julius. "Good morning Julius. What brings you here this morning?" She walked over and sat at the table.

"I just brought over something and asked Mr. Ten'ou to give it to Zoe since I am not allowed to visit her while she's there." Again I noticed the said look in his eye as he talked to my wife.

She now looked over at me with a questioning look on her face as she looked at the envolope in my hands. "It's his address and a letter to her." I answered what I already knew she was asking in her thoughts.

She smiled at me. "So what did you make?" She asked now trying to peak behinde me.

"Pancakes." I smiled as her face lit up. "I know it's your favorite." She just kept smiling at me. "Would you care to join us, Julius?" I asked him.

He nodded and said "Yes, Sir. If the two of you don't mind."

Michiru spoke up before I even had a chance. "Not at all. It's been a little lonely here without Zoe. We'd love for you to saty for breakfast." She said with a genuine smile.

I grabbed another plate from the cubbert and got a few pancakes for him as well and sat the three plates down on the table in front of them. I also got three cups, surup, butter, enough knives and forks for the three of us and i grabbed the orange juice from the fridge as well. Then I took my own seat, looking at my watch as I sat I spoke up, breaking the silence. "We have about an hour and a half before visiting hours start."

"Ok." Michiru said while buttering her pancakes. I looked over to Julius who just smiled at me after taking a drink from his orange juice. I really think I am beginning to like him. He really isn't that bad. I smiled at him as well and begun eating.

(Michiru's POV)

We talked about anything and everything sitting there earlier. I actually thought we would end up eating in silence not finding anything to talk about. I was surprised that didn't happen, surprised and happy. "You drive safely Julius." I smiled at him as he walked down the driveway to his car. "Be careful."

"I will Mrs. Ten'ou. Thanks for breakfast Mr. Ten'ou." He yelled back to us as he got in his car.

"You're welcome." Haruka said as I felt her slip her arm around my waist. She was now facing me. "You ready to go see our girl?" She asked me.

"Yea, let's go." I smiled and kissed her check, pulling from her grasp and walking towards the hall closet for my coat. "I am ready." I told her after I got my light jacket and we walked out to Haruka's car. "Here we come baby."

I know it isn't very long, well not as long as my usual chapters but I needed to cut this off cuz I wanted the next chapter to focus on Zoe. Please review. If you've read this far take a little more time and let me know what you thought of this. Thanks. :-D Hope to thank more people in the next chapter.