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Saturday, September 11, The Loft, 6pm
JP was so sweet when he was around, he even played with Rocky and helped me sing him to sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Of course it reminded me of michael still and it made me want to cry again, which I eventually did so JP hugged me, he soft cashmere sweater smelling of dry cleaning fluid, which calmed me down.
JP looked so good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mena htis is the first time i have seen him outside of his school uniform/ theatre clothes, and just seeing him made my heart speed up. Must be nerves, he has never been round here before.
Hw would have stayed earlier but Michael rang
And he really hurt me, michael i mean.
He's dumped me
And the pain is so bad
He wants to be just friends. Just that. I have refused dinner. i never want to eat again.
Lilly's not talking to me either.
I need Tina. She's online
FtLouie: Tina!!!!!!!!!
Iluvromance:Mia are you okay?
FtLouie:No. Michael dumped me. its over. So is my life
Iluvroamce: Mia? How did he dump you?
Why is that important????
FtLouie :By phone. I hate myself
Iluvromance:Why?
Here i burst into tears
Iluvromance:Mia?
Iluvromance:Mia?Are you okay
FtLouie: i love him so much and its all my fault he left. He weas perfect.
Iluvromace. Mia, I know you don't want to hear this right now, but no he wasn't
FtLouie:WHAT! TINA HOW COULD U????
Iluvromance: Just listen, you two have been having problems
Ftlouie:No we haven't
Why is she saying this, this is not the Tina i know and Love
Iluvromance: Well small ones. Apart from the big one where he pressured you into
FtLouie:Into what?
Iluvromance:Well he tried to pressure you into doing it
My heart stopped. She was right, I stopped wearing even slightly low cut tops so as not to tempt Michael. And when we were making out his kisses got more passionate and then when he started to unbutton my shirt, my oxotin level would fall and I'd end, with him looking annoyed
Iluvromance:Mia?
FtLouie:I'm still here
Iluvromance:Good.
FtLouie: Your right
Iluvromance:Really?
FtLouie:Yes. Thanks Tina. My sadness has been replaced with anger
Iluvromance: Shoot! Sorry
FtLouie: All I need to do is think of Orlando Bloom, or how sweet JP is and...
Iluvromance:You think JP us sweet! How cute
Did not mean to write that
FtLouie:Well he did take me to see Beauty and The Beast
And next week Phantom of The Opera, both of which Michael hates and ALWAYS insults. Which totally ruined it for me, if I did it to him, when we would watch this, in my opinion, totally boring thing on robots he was all "Mia concentrate"
Iluvromance: Aww that IS sweet.
Honestly, Lily was really lucky when she was going out with JP, its a pity she blew it by being so uncaring about my break up with Michael to my face.