YEY!!BREAKING DAWN OUT AUGUST 2ND!!
I own nothing. Stephenie Meyer owns all.
Bella POV.
"I don't want to sound rude or anything…but…why are you here Jake? Is everything alright back home?" I asked apprehensively, hoping that he wasn't going to be the bearer of bad news.
"No, don't panic, everything's fine! I've just got some big news for you!" Excitement began to build up in me, simply from watching Jacob bounce on the sofa like a little kid.
He went on for a few minutes, only halting to get another drag of air before propelling on with his story. He told me that he'd fallen in love with a girl that I knew from the reservation…I always liked her… I noted to myself as I listened to him. They were getting married in the summer on the beach, and I was invited seeing as I was one of Jacob's best and oldest friends. Billy had appointed Charlie as his wedding co-planner…Jacob had no idea what exactly they were planning, but apparently they liked to have their 'planning meetings' while they were out fishing.
"I'm so happy that you're here and that you've told me everything" I admitted as I sunk back into the sofa's cushions.
"Yeah…me too, I feel like a great weight's been lifted off my shoulders…I'm just really sorry about Edward…" I could see it in his eyes that he really meant what he said. I couldn't believe that Edward reacted like that! I guess it could have looked kind of…weird…me, jumping on Jacob…o well, I'll deal with him later; he's not going to ruin my day with Jake. I decided stubbornly.
"Mmmm, he'll get over it…it's not like we've done anything wrong…I love you, he should have realised that by now." I spoke my mind as I snuggled closer to Jacob, secretly worrying about Edward.
"I love you too Bells" I felt his boulder sized arms wrap around me protectively as he spoke. I couldn't help but smile at having Jacob here, but also feel guilty for wanting to swap Jake's arms with Edwards.
"So what did Billy say about the wedding?" I asked eagerly.
"Ohhh Bells, you should have been there! The look on his face…and Charlie's! They looked so happy!" he gushed out in an animated demeanour.
"You should have got a picture! I'd have loved to have seen it…seeing as it was such a big moment for the both of us…I'm sorry that I wasn't there." I couldn't help but feel like I was slipping away from him after the few years apart, and only seeing him a few times each year. I felt like I should have been there, with my best friend when the big things happened in his life.
"Shhhh Bella…it's alright! You'll get to see them with the same looks on their faces again on the big day!" he reassured me.
I smiled as I realised that he was right. "I will wont I!" I said back in a mock speculative voice which was slightly over the top.
Rosalie POV.
"Budge over!" I hissed at Emmett who was beside me, peeping through the keyhole of our front door. I heard him groan and stumble as I elbowed him in the ribs.
"Rose! I'm going to have to get out of this abusive relationship unless you change your ways!" Emmett murmured in a serious voice as he rubbed his side with a pained look on his face.
I kept my steady gaze on his face, even after he'd finished speaking. I could tell that I was intimidating him. "Rose? Didn't you hear me?" I smiled at the nervous tone in his voice.
I stood up fully and stalked over to him, and then wrapped my arms around him. "You're not going anywhere" I smiled at him as his body relaxed to hug me back.
"Guys, I really don't think that they're fighting right now." Alice's voice drew me back to 'reality'. I watched her as she peered through the keyhole from every angle possible.
"I already told you that when we first got back, they aren't fighting, I can feel it, but would anyone listen to me? No!" I held back my laughter as I cut a glance to Jasper who was stood a little distance away from us, his arms crossed over his chest with a frustrated look on his face.
"Dude, how many times do we have to go over this, you can't just 'feel' peoples emotions!" I noticed that Emmett sounded a little tired when he said this. They've obviously had this debate before…I supposed.
"Ohh yeah? How about all those times at bar's that I've 'felt' fights brewing, and then they've happed?" Jasper looked very smug from where he stood, with a smirk on his face.
"Whatever, you're just good at reading peoples body language…" I picked up the nonchalant tone as he spoke. Awww he's wrong! Haha! I wisely decided to refrain from gloating aloud with Jasper.
I could see Alice twirling the key to the door in her hand as she stood silently waiting for the guys to stop their bickering. I gave her a quick nod when she looked at me, signalling her to open the door.
Bella and Jacob were sat in the living room and Edward was still locked up in Bella's room by the looks of it.
"Wow Bella baby! What's wrong?" I frowned in confusion at Emmett's question. What does Bella's face look like? I wondered, and then went to look for myself. I noted the big tub of ice cream and then tried my best not to wince when I saw her face. I could tell that she was upset, her eyes had red rings around them from crying and her eyes looked flat, lacking of their usual sparkle.
"Edward hasn't come out yet…it's been over two hours now…and he wont answer me when I call him…do you think he's alright in there?" she whispered out in a devastated tone, then tucked her head back into Jacob's side as she began her quiet weeping anew.
"That's it, Rose! Do you have a screwdriver?" Emmett's voice sounded determined. I gave him an 'are you serious' look, then foolishly remembered that we did actually have one.
"Ohh yeah, we do, sorry, I'll just go get it…" I stammered. I headed to the kitchen and took it out of the cupboard which held our never used cook books.
I handed him the screwdriver and was about to head back to the Bella, Alice and Jacob until I heard the words 'wedding' and 'shopping' come from Alice's mouth. I turned around swiftly and stood beside Jasper who looked as confused as I felt as we watched Emmett study the screwdriver.
"Okay, let's get this show on the road!" Emmett called out excitedly then turned to Bella's door. He pummelled his fist against it, and then shouted out in an 'I mean business' tone, "Edward, if you don't open the door, I will!"
After a few seconds of silence, Emmett shrugged his shoulders and began to unscrew the door's hinges. I heard Bella's voice plead weakly behind me, "Don't…….leave him alone, he'll just be mad at you for doing this."
I listened to her argument, and then said, "Bella, you are going in there, you are going to talk to him, while we go to the park or something to give you guys the time to sort it all out okay?"
I could see the cogs turning in her mind as she thought it over. "What if he wont listen? What if he starts shouting at me?"
"Look, just remember this, its something Esme told us, 'Never forget what a man says to you when he is angry'" I gave her a quick hug and a kiss on her forehead before whispering, "He's probably just jealous of you giving Jacob your attention."
A few minutes later, Emmett was on the last screw, and the rest of us were all stood next to the front door ready to leave Bella and Edward alone. We all watched eagerly as the last screw fell to the floor. Emmett whispered something to Bella before chucking the screwdriver on one of the sofas and heading out the door with us.
Bella POV.
According to Emmett, all I have to do now is push the door a little bit, and slide in. Easier said than done! I panicked as I stood alone, staring at the door.
I picked up my courage, and slowly made my way into my bedroom. My breath caught at the sight of Edward, asleep on my bed, curled up looking vulnerable. Did I do this to him? I held back my tears as I crept over to him and pulled away his I-Pod which was still running, but had fallen from his ears.
I tossed the I-Pod aside and slowly sat down beside him. My mind ran ragged as I struggled to think of what to say to him when he woke up. I decided to leave it for now; I'd improvise when I needed to, for the time being I just sat there, smoothing his hair from his face.
All too soon, he began to stir. Should I stay here next to him, or move away from him? I feared about what to do for the best. I decided on sitting over on the rocking chair in the corner of the room.
I watched silently, full of nerves as he sat up, his eyes downcast. I gasped when his head suddenly snapped up to glare at me. "Edward…please talk to me" I pleaded desperately as I wrung my hands anxiously.
"Why? We have nothing to talk about" he whispered back to me in a hard tone. I noticed that his eyes looked just as hard as his voice.
"We do have something to talk about! Why did you just storm off like that when Jake arrived?" I asked as calmly as I could while eagerly wanting to hear his answer.
"Why did I storm off? I'm surprised you even noticed!" he spat back at me, in an astounded tone. I remained silent in the corner, unable to think of anything to say. I had never seen Edward look so hurt before; it cut into me deeper knowing that it was all my doing. "I heard you, you know." I just managed to hear his whisper. I looked to him and saw that he was now staring at me, unblinkingly.
"So when's the wedding? I have to admit, I was a little surprised to hear about it especially after the time we spent together last night and this morning!" his voice gradually rose from a dangerously calm tone to an angry outburst.
I shrank back in my chair while my mind processed his words. Wedding? He heard us talking about Jake's wedding! He thinks that I'm marring Jacob? I foolishly began to laugh at the ludicrous idea that was running through Edwards mind.
"Bella! This isn't a laughing matter, either explain everything to me, or leave me alone!" I hushed my laughter and looked at him with a pitying look.
"Edward, you heard Jake and me talking about his wedding. He's getting married to some girl from the reservation. I'm guessing that you didn't hear the start of our conversation?" I explained to him calmly, hoping that he'd calm down too.
I saw him shake his head then mutter in disbelief, "How do I know that you're not lying to me?" I saw the look of defencelessness and fear in his eyes as he hugged his arms around himself before lowering his head.
I leapt from the chair and crawled my way over to him. I sat in his lap, facing him and hugging him as tightly as I could as I whispered in his ear, "Have I ever lied to you? Jacob's been my best friend all my life and nothing more, you know that!" I reprimanded him.
His arms began to wrap themselves around my body as he whispered out, "I've been a fool haven't I?" I'm sure he felt me nodding my head against his shoulder, because he continued, "I was so afraid of losing you, just hours after I finally had you to myself. I know how much Jacob's always meant to you, I guess I jumped to conclusions."
My tears began to flow freely. I pulled away from him and stared into his eyes as I poured my heart out to him, "You mean everything to me, I loved you before and I love you again." I snaked my arms around his neck and kissed him as passionately as I could manage. As I was going to break away, until I felt his hands slip into my hair and pull my head gently towards him, closer.
I was gasping for air by the time that he released my head from his tight grip. I leant my forehead against his as I raked in the air. I could still feel Edward's hands roaming over my body hungrily as he tried to catch his breath with me.
My attempt at catching my breath was futile, because Edwards roaming hands were just increasing the rapidity of my breathing. They travelled over my legs, to my hips, over my back, around to my waist and up to my breasts. I stared into his eyes as his hands stilled at their last destination. I could see the passion and lust burning in his eyes as he whispered to me in a hoarse voice, "I love you more and more everyday, I wish that I realised that years ago."
I silenced his regrets by crashing my lips to his in a fervent kiss. We both fumbled about as Edward desperately tried to manoeuvre me to lie on my back while not breaking our ravenous kiss. Eventually, we made it and triumphantly managed not to break the kiss. My head sunk further into the pillow and my body sunk further into the bed as Edward pressed his body against mine. I securely wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist while I still had any coherent thoughts.
I could feel Edward tongue trailing my bottom lip so I opened my mouth, eagerly wanting more. I moaned as I his tongue slipped into my mouth, possessing it. I closed my eyes as his tongue thrust into my mouth caressingly in a slow rhythm as his hands began to peel away my clothes. I tightened my arms around his neck moaning more and more as his tongue began to thrust faster in a more eager approach as he mimicked what was to come.
My impatience mounted, so I began to tug at his clothes, discarding them as soon as they were off his chiselled body. I managed to break my mouth free from his to claw air into my lungs while my hands travelled over his perfect upper body. I could feel his chest heaving against mine as he leant himself down to trail kisses down my neck.
I heard him growl impatiently once he reached the barrier that was my bra. He swiftly took it off and flung it over his shoulder before leaning back down to shower kisses over each of my heaving breasts. My hands found their way into his hair, making it easier for me to pull him back up to me to kiss him impatiently.
I could feel his lips curve into a smile as I kissed him. I broke away, "And what's so funny?" I managed to ask him breathlessly.
"You…I never imagined that you'd be so eager" he murmured against my lips. I could hear the smile in his voice.
I didn't respond…vocally, I arched my hips to grind against his, issuing a gasp from Edwards lips. He soon got the point and discarded both of our underwear, leaving us both completely naked.
"You're so perfect…" he mumbled against my lips, his voice dripping with love as he held himself up on his forearms, looking down at my body.
I kissed him passionately before saying earnestly, "You're…quite easy…on the eyes…yourself" I kissed him between words, trailing my hands down his chest, and around to his butt. I gave him a quick squeeze, granting me a breathtaking smile from his lips before they fervently descended back to mine.
I felt one of his hands at my hip, caressing it lightly while he drew himself closer to me. My breath left me as he slipped inside. I heard his groan of satisfaction through the foggy haze of pleasure around me as our bodies moved together, each new wave of pleasure washed over me as I clung to him, never wanting to let go. His lips descended back to mine as we both got closer to out release. I could feel the tension building up in me, only moments away. "Edward…I'm so close…" I panted against his ear as he kissed the side of my neck. There was no mistaking the growl that crossed his lips at my words. He reacted by thrusting into me harder, bringing with it my release. I bit down on his shoulder muffling my scream, but faintly hearing Edwards gasp as my body pulsed and shook with pleasure. His final thrust was accompanied by his own release; I heard his cry of ecstasy as he fell onto my body, spent.
We lay there, together for a minute or two, neither of us uttering a word while we both struggled to get our breaths back. My hands instinctively ran through his hair, while one of his hands simply lay flat on my chest, where my heart beat erratically beneath.
Edward's weight on top of me made it slightly harder for me to breathe, which he soon realised as he, much to my disappointment, rolled to his side. I whimpered at the loss of him inside me and the feel of his body so close to mine, until he flipped us over, so I was lying on top of him.
I smiled down at him before kissing him on the chest, and resting my ear over his heart. I could hear it slowing down as his hands travelled over my back, to the back of my neck and into my hair. "I love you" I whispered sleepily into his chest. I heard the change in his heart's rhythm as it sped up at my words. I lifted up my head to look at his face, which was plastered in a dreamy smile. He pulled me up, closer to his face, and then he began to adoringly kiss my nose, cheeks, temples, ears, eyelids, the corners of my mouth while muttering a quick "I love you" between each.
My arms soon got tired of holding myself up, so I moved to lie beside him. As I reluctantly moved, my eyes beheld an angry looking mark on his shoulder. I sympathetically ran my fingers over the bite mark while I whispered and embarrassed "Sorry."
I lay down quickly, with my back to him before he got the chance to say anything back to me. After a few seconds I realised that the bed was shaking. I looked around to see Edward struggling to contain his laughter. I scowled at him and turned back around, looking away from him.
I felt his warm breath caress my ear as he whispered in a husky voice, "Bella, don't be sorry, it was a turn-on." I heard the smile in his voice and blushed at the memory of how painful the mark looked. His strong arms wrapped around my waist and pulled me tightly against his warm body while his lips brushed along the nape of my neck as I lay shocked at his confession.
"Well then…" I began slowly, "I guess I'm not sorry." I turned my heard around to see him gazing at me with eyes that reflected the love that I felt for him.
"You're so perfect Bella" he whispered with an astonished sound in his voice before his lips continued trailing tenderly across my shoulders and nape.
I closed my eyes and let out a yawn as I twined my fingers with Edwards, whose hands rested on my stomach. I drifted off to sleep listening to Edward hum a tune in a soft tone behind me.
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You like Lemons? How'd you like those Lemons? ((laughs pathetically at own joke))
Anywho…big sorry if it aint good…I'm not really into writing Lemons, but y'all bothered me so much-so there you go!
And how could some of you think that Bella & Jake were talking about their Wedding?!?! I'm on team Edward, my twin sister is on team Jacob, (She's the evil twin!)
