Wow! So much time has passed since I have updated this damn story! I do miss the fanfiction world! Soooo, I decided to update this long forgotten story, and (hopefully) redeem myself! (Boredom didn't hurt, either...)

So HERE WE GO!

Disclaimer: I STILL do NOT OWN Oni and I never will...

KITTY!

Seeing her in person just made these feelings worse.

When I wake, I think of her.

When I train, I think of her.

When I eat, I think of her.

When I wander around during the night I think of her.

When I dream, I dream only of her.

I used to be able to busy myself with trivial things like games(1) and puzzles and such.

I used to be able to drive her from my mind...

even if it was only for a short while.

Not anymore.

It's getting harder and harder to focus on my objective. I have to conquer my demons.

I have to conquer the world.

But I can't. Not anymore. Because now...

Because now she's REAL.

OMG! Now she's real!

(1) wargames, tactics and such.

Thanks for reading!