So I had like, the best weekend ever! Haha. I went to see I Am Legend with a group of friends and then out to dinner. It was a lot of fun. It was for my 17th birthday. Today sucked though. Stupid rain! Lol.
I laid in bed that night, just thinking. Nothing else. Just thinking about what happened within the past few days. Mostly about Ashley and Rachel though. But more of Rachel right now. I really want to know why she is still really mad at me. I hate it when she's mad at me because when she is, it takes forever for her to forgive you.
I remember one time back when we first began to be friends. I knocked over her water bottle during practice once and she flipped out on me. It took her a week to forgive me. She's really weird about that sort of thing. But this time, how long do you think she is going to take to forgive me. Every other girl didn't even care. They got over it. Why cant she?
I roll over in my bed and I reach for my phone. I dial her number and she finally picks up, "Spencer, it's the middle of the night. What the hell do you want?" right, I forgot, she's even more of a witch in the middle of the night
"Why are you still mad at me?" I ask her plain and simple
She doesn't say anything but sigh, "Is this why you called me in the middle of the night?"
"Yes." I reply
She sighs again, "Let's talk about this tomorrow when im actually awake." She tells me and then she hangs up. Maybe she's jealous? I don't know why she would be though. Maybe because I was spending so much time with Ashley and not her. I don't know.
I decide to text Ashley. I know you're going to hate me when I say this, but im sorry. I send her the text and I lay my phone back on my night stand and I roll over and I find my cozy spot in my pillow. I smile and close my eyes.
Then my phone vibrates. I groan and I reach for my phone. I flip it open and it's from Ashley. I smile as I look at what she said, I don't hate you. I hate that phrase though.
I kind of don't really know what to say to that, but I manage, well im glad you don't hate me. But I don't see why you don't hate me. I just need some help.
It takes her a couple of minutes before she replies back to me, mentally or physically?
That one made me laugh. I wish I was over at my dad's house right now. I miss her. Well, I have a doctor for the mental help, and then my physical help is open…
It takes a few minutes before she replies back again. I wonder what she's doing. Well they don't call me Doctor for nothing :) Come to your front door pwease
Why would I go to my front door? It's freaking freezing outside! But I do, because im slowly starting to think that im Ashley-Wiped. That may be a bad thing. But what do I know?
I walk down my stairs quietly. It's really cold in my house. Where as it was warmer in my bed. Im only wearing my booty shorts and my white tank top. You could only imagine how cold I was. My mother doesn't believe in the heater when it's 30 something degrees.
I unlock the door and I open it up. "Ashley! What are you doing here?" I ask her with a smile. Then I shiver
She hugs me and whispers in my ear, "I wanted to see you silly. I missed you." She pulls away and the wind blows again. She stares at me with a smile. I give her a half of a smile back and then the kitchen light comes on.
I grab her hand and I pull her up the stairs and into my room. When I shut my door, I looked over at her. She was taking off her jacket and heading for my bed that was once warm. She was wearing pajama pants and a t-shirt. She climbed under the covers and I followed her lead.
Once under the covers, she wrapped her arm around me and pulled me close. I smiled and closed my eyes. I really hope that neither my mom nor Alan walks in. They shouldn't and if they do, hell will break loose.
For some reason though, I don't let myself fall asleep. I stay awake. I noticed that half an hour had already passed and I felt Ashley breathing on the back of my neck. It sent shivers down my back when I actually thought about it.
And then I let myself fall asleep.
The next morning, I roll over and noticed that I was the only one in my bed. I open my eyes and I sit up. I look around my room and I notice Ashley's Abercrombie and Fitch jacket still on the floor next to her Ugg boots.
I look at the bed where she once laid and just stared at it. I wonder where she went. I slowly drag myself out of bed and notice the time. 6 Am. Ugh. There's school today. I stand on the cold hard wood floor and it makes me shiver. I hate having wood floor. Especially in the mornings when it's really cold.
I then notice that my door is opened. I start to walk out of my room, and I noticed that my bathroom door is closed. I walk back inside of my room and walk over to my bathroom and knocked on the door. "Hold on!" I hear Ashley say from the other side. At least she's in there.
"Spencer." It's my mom.
I turn around and I see her and Glen. "Your brother is taking you to school this morning—" She starts
But I cut her off, "Perfect. It's not like you would anyways. I mean, I know that yesterday was an 'accident', wasn't it?" I cross my arms over my chest and I stare at my mother.
She looks coldly at me and she turns around and leaves. Then it's just my brother and I. I hear the front door slam shut and then my brother opens his mouth, "We're leaving at 7." He shuts my door and I groan as I shut the lights off and walk over to my bed and climb back under my covers
I close my eyes and then the bathroom door opens and she walks out. She's just as beautiful as she is in the middle of the night. She already got ready for school. Did she bring over a bag last night? I so did not see it. She sits down on the edge of my bed and she smiles at me. "Morning Sunshine." I giggle
"Shut up." I pull the covers over my head
"You are so not a morning person are you?" I feel her get up off my bed
"Drrr." I hear her laugh and I remove the blanket from my head and I watch her as I she walks over to my laptop that's still on from yesterday. She opens the internet and goes to myspace. "Myspace whore." She looks over at me and smiles brightly
When she signs into her account, she reads a message from—gag—Aiden. I see her smile and I roll my eyes. Who would actually date him?
She would change everything for happy ever after. Caught in the in between, a beautiful disaster. My cell phone blares from my nightstand. But she just needs someone to take her home. I grab my phone and look at the caller ID. It's Luke. Another gag. Cuz she's just the way she is, but no ones told her that's ok. And I hit ignore.
"Who was that?" Ashley asks not even looking away from the disgusting message from Aiden
"Luke." I say with an eye roll
I see her nod and she's typing something back. I wonder what she's saying. I sit up and she hits send before I can even read one word. All I saw was his disgusting and annoying picture. He has his shirt off and there's white stuff all over him. Ashley's in the picture too, but she's not topless. She has white stuff all over her hands. I wonder what the white stuff is.
She returns to her homepage and she clicks on new picture comments. I remembered then that they were from me. She clicks on the picture with new comments and reads them. She read it out loud, "Wow Ash, you look amazinggggggg in this picture. I love it. You're beautiful." It was my favorite picture ever of her. It was her on the beach when the sun was just setting. All in all, it looked like she was a model. She's perfect.
She turns to me with a big smile. "Thanks Spence." She returns to the computer and I see that she clicks on my profile. She scrolls down and she smiles at, what im assuming, that she notices that she's on my top 4. It goes, Rachel, Abby, Ashley, Glen. "I see I moved up." She's leaving me a comment.
It's around 6:15 now and I know that I really need to get ready. So I get out of bed and I walk over to my dresser and pull out a pair of really cute jeans. I slip off my booty shorts and I slip on my jeans. I glance over at Ashley and she quickly looks back to the computer. How cute.
I take off my tank top and throw it on my bed. I walk over to my closet and I stand there looking for a shirt to wear. "Spence," Ashley gets up and starts walking over to me, "You have an amazing body." She smiles and I know that im blushing.
"Thanks." I reach for a shirt and I walk over to my full length mirror and hold it up to me to see if it matches. It does of course because im wearing jeans. So I put it on.
After im done getting ready, it's around 6:45 and im starving. I run down into the kitchen and Glen is eating cereal. "Hey, is it just you here?" I ask and he nods, "Great." I smile and run back upstairs to bring Ashley down
"What is she doing here?" He asks me between bites
She's sitting down at the table, "Because im not allowed." She smiles at him and I laugh quietly to myself
"Then why are you here?" He stopped eating
"I just told you."
"She came over in the middle of the night last night." I sit down next to her and hand her a bowl and she pours herself some cereal.
"Yeah ok. That still doesn't answer my—you know what? Forget it, I don't want to know." He gets up and puts his bowl in the sink and walks out of the room
I look over at Ashley and she smiles, "Im above him on your top." She giggles and I can't help but smile
"What's in that cereal?" I ask stealing a bite from her bowl
See, I didn't get cereal. I got an apple. And a pop-tart. "Hey now." She smiles and looks pass me. I wrinkle my forehead in confusion as I stare at her. And then she kisses me, "Since you're in a better mood now. Morning." She laughs and continues to eat
I sit there smiling. I look behind me to see if Glen saw anything and he didn't. Which is really good, because… well I don't really know if he's like mom or not. I hope not. That would totally ruin our relationship we have between each other. See, me and my mother of mine, never had a relationship. So it was all good. And I really didn't care much about her opinion anyways.
By the time we get to school, we're super early. It's a little after 7. This means, we have almost 45 minutes to kill. We walk through senior hall to keep dry. It started to rain when we left the house. This totally sucks because I forgot my jacket. We head to Ashley's locker.
"Dude," I say and she laughs, "What?" I ask
"Who say's 'dude' anymore?" She opens her locker and pulls out the same jacket I wore a few nights back and hands it to me, "Keep it. I still have yours."
I smile, "Is that where it went? I thought I lost it." She laughs
"What were you going to say?" I notice a paper that falls out of her locker. She didn't notice it though.
"That I was cold. But see, you read my mind." I see her smile as she goes through her locker. I bend down and pick up the paper that fell. I notice it's from Aiden. "How can you find anything in there?" She smiles as she looks over at me
"Aiden said that he left something—" She spots the note in my hand and she takes it from me and she opens it and she starts to read it.
I sigh and lean up against the lockers. My cell phone starts to vibrate in my back pocket. I take it out and it's Luke. I decide to answer it this time, maybe try to make her jealous. "Hey." I say in a flirting tone
I see her out of the corner of my eye that she's not reading the note anymore. She's watching me. "Hey babe, it's about time you answer when I call. Im beginning to think that you don't like—" I cut him off
"Maybe that's true." I say and im totally serious as I say it
"What are you talking about?" Oh my god, short term memory I swear.
"Oh my god." I say with an eye roll and I close my phone and place it back to where it belongs. My back pocket.
"Luke?" She asks like she didn't even really care that he called. I nod
I look at the note in her hands, "Aiden?" I look away as I lean up against the lockers again
"Look Spencer, it's just—" I cut her off
I look at her, "Ashley, you can't have your cake and eat it too." I can't believe I actually said that. I roll my eyes and I turn around and walk down the hall. I see Luke and he starts walking towards me. Must be around 7:20. He's with his friends.
I stop walking and he walks up to me after he says bye to his friends. He stares at me, "What the hell is wrong with you Spencer?" He asks and I look away as I cross my arms. I have no where to run. Ashley is behind me and Luke is in front of me. There aren't any other ways.
"Damn it, Spence, im talking to you." And he slaps me across the face and the hallway goes quiet
"Hey!" It's Ashley from behind me
"We're over, Luke." I push past him but he grabs my arm and turns me around
"It's not over until I say it is." I swallow hard and I turn away. He's way stronger than me and I can't get off of his death grip.
"What the fuck is your problem, Luke?" Ok, that's Madison
Luke let's go of my arm and I look over at Madison, Ashley, Chelsea, Trisha, and Rachel. When the hell did they all get here?
I look at Rachel and she looks over at me, "You're such an ass." She pushes past him and walks over to me.
I have to look away because my eyes started to water again. I will not cry at school. Then I hear the slapping sound again. I turn around and it was Ashley who slapped him across his face. They all walked past him and over to me. I don't care if I do like her a lot. Too much actually. I don't want her standing up for me right now.
We start to walk away when I get jerked back. "You'll pay for this later, Carlin." And then he pushes me back to them. I swallow hard once more and they all stare at me.
"I'll see you guys later." I take off Ashley's jacket and I throw it at her. I turn around and walk off.
Ok there it is! Ok I know that I was suppose to give a shout out to one of my reviewers, but I totally forgot which one it was. So yeah, tell me who you are in your review please!