Chapter 5

(Bella's pov)

We hopped into the car and I just sat there and looked at the perfection that was my soon to be husband. I was so lucky that he loved me, that he wanted to even be around me! He looked over his shoulder at me and smiled.

"Do I have something on my face," he chuckled

"Nah, I just love you and all that makes you up. You're so perfect, and I don't deserve you so I want to memorize everything about you before you change your mind about me."

He pulled the car over and looked at me with such unbelieving shock that I knew he would never leave me.

"What the hell put that ludicrous idea in your head?" he was very upset, that much I could see. I threw my arms around him and we sat there just taking each other in.

"I love you so much sometimes it hurts." I whispered. It was true too, when he was hunting and I was at home I worried for him even though he was a vampire. I knew it was irrational but I couldn't help it.

"I know, I do too." He felt the same way!!

"Do we really have to go to dinner," I looked up at him, "I want to be with you alone somewhere, besides we can't even eat human food."

He looked at me with burning eyes, "yes," He whispered so low and huskily, a shiver went through me, "where?"

"Our place, the Meadow." He had showed me a place no one had been to for ages. The story was that Edward, his father, and Bella, his mother, had come here while she was still human and they needed to be alone. Now it was our spot to be together. It was beautiful and we always spent a few hours every couple of days here.

I wanted him all to myself but it was too selfish to take him from his parents, all though he was found on the edge of death and changed to be with their family. He loved them like they were really his biological parents and I knew it would hurt both them and him if I took him from them. They were nice to me and I could learn to love them with time. I think.

I was positioned with my head on his lap and him leaning back on his arms. We watched the stars for a time and then I broke the silence, "how did you die in your human life?"

"I was in the woods walking around and I fell down a slope and my head hit a rock. I bled a lot and Carlisle found and changed me. Why did that come up, what are you thinking about?"

"Well I was looking at the stars and they made me wonder, 'what made you and me who we are' I'm really grateful that you are here with me and that I can have you with me." My inter-most thoughts were only safe with him. I guess that's what love is, being able to trust people with something you could never tell anyone else, and being so overly protective it was like they were a part of you.

(Matt's pov)

She never ceased to amaze me. Her thoughts were deep, and they made me think about my answer to the questions. She thought of everyone before of herself and loved with passion so deep; it surpassed the ocean's deepest depths. It was no wonder I loved the goddess, and why I was so surprised when she revealed she thought I was so much better when I thought I was the one who didn't deserve her.

"You will have me for as long as eternity, if you do not get tired of me that is." I never wanted her to tire of me for I knew I would never tire of her so I waited with eager ears.

"Never will I tire of your touch, you kiss, your mind. I will love you and all that is a part of you for forever!" she suddenly jumped up and spun around, grabbed my face between her delicate hands and place her mouth on mine. There was a passion, a fire I had only felt once, and both times she had created this feeling, this moment where everything stopped, but us.

Everything disappeared as we held on for dear life as we knew it. She reached for me and I pulled her close I whispered her name and professed my love. I would never find another so amazing as she, and I never wanted her to go, or for this to end.