ok so i lost my passion for this story because i didnt write it fast enough i have a.d.d if i dont get it out its gone end of story lol (no pun intended). so this is the end my friends lol review please.

When I woke up the next morning so many emotions flooded over me. Fear, confusion, but mostly just happiness. Yes I was happy to feel him beside me, and have his arms locked around me, probably the happiest I'd ever been. Which was where the confusion came from. How did I, the girl with the heart of stone end up in a situation like this? However it happened and oddly I was thrilled about it.

I turned to watch him sleep. I laid a hand on his chest as it heaved up and down and stared at him. Nothing else seemed to matter other then the fact that he was here with me and that he was breathing. I smiled as he stirred in his sleep and threw an arm over me. I cuddled in to him and settled back into his embrace.

The fear was also a huge part of what I was feeling right now. I was so scared that something could ruin this moment, this thing that id been trying so hard to fight back. Now that I had given in I couldn't loose him I just couldn't. As if he sensed my distress in his sleep he stiffened his grip on me.

The phone ringing interrupted my newfound contentment. I stumbled out of bed in my own nakedness. I know Randy said no sex but once we got back to our own place I couldn't resist and neither could he. You know I'm very persuasive.

"Hello." I said answering it.

"Hey its me Christian. I thought maybe we could get together this afternoon I need to warm up."

I lowered my voice so that Randy couldn't hear.

"You shouldn't call here anymore." I whispered.

"Why not, I'm not afraid of Randy."

"Maybe you should be, he's my boyfriend."

"Oh." Was all he said in response.

"Have a nice day." I told him hanging up the receiver

"Boyfriend huh?" Randy said creeping up behind me and slipped his arms around my waist.

"You were listening?"

"Uh-huh."

"Eves-dropper."

"Was that the CLB?"

"Huh?"

"The creepy little bastard." He said kissing my neck.

I laughed and turned into him, he was now wearing boxers. "No fair your clothed."

"That can change."

"Save it for later Romeo." I told him pushing him back.

I got dressed and stepped out onto the balcony. He quickly followed.

"I lost my job." He said suddenly as he stared over the railing.

"You what?"

"They let me go."

I looked at him asking why without having to say a word.

"They have no tolerance for no showing, I was in breech of my contract." He said knowing what I meant.

"When did you no show?" I asked out loud this time.

"Last night. There was a pay per view, I left to get you."

I started to cry. He held my head in his hands. "Don't cry. Nothing means more to me then you, even my job."

"But you didn't say anything."

"You needed me, I didn't want to tell you about my problems."

"I love you." I blurted.

He grabbed me and held me tightly. "I've waited so long to hear you say that."

I wrapped my arms around his neck. "I'm sorry I meant it you know."

"I know." He whispered in my ear. "I love you so much."

He rocked back and forth with me in his arms like that for what seemed like forever. "Marry me." He said.

I pulled back and looked at him. "Your not serious?"

"Totally. Lets just run away tonight and do it me and you."

"Randy…"

"I promise you, you wont regret this." He said taking my hand. "Come on? …For me?"

I looked at him and I knew what I had to do. "We better get packing." I said.