Okay, so I told myself I was not going to write another chapter today. I was only going to focus on the book I am writing that is my own 'invention' if you will, because I want to have it done by the end of this year, which means I need to get cracking. But when I saw all of the reviews…I couldn't help myself! You guys are AMAZING! You make me so happy! So here is another chapter. It is the least I can do for all of my AMAZING reviewers. And to those who read and don't review…you don't deserve this chapter, but hey. I'll be nice. Haha.
In answer to my reviewers…
Vampgirl123 – Thank you for that. I will keep in mind that Edward can call Bella by her name. Haha. I just find it so sweet when he calls her 'love' and stuff like that. Thanks for the tip, and here is the update you asked for!
Twifan – I am glad you find it lovely. That is awesome! You will have to keep me updated on that book of yours!
FutureCullen22 – Why thank you! You are so kind! Haha. We are all lazy sometimes… I am so glad that you liked Edward's point of view. It is more challenging writing him. You being able to "feel his pain" is good, right? Hehe.
Lolly12 – Thanks so much! Your review is probably one of the most helpful. I remembered that Edward could hear thoughts, but I never thought of putting his sibling's thoughts in there. That is a WAY good idea! Thank you so much! You will just have to wait and see if she is changed or "let go!"
DarkCrimsonHorizon – Haha. Thank you. I am very glad you love it! And thanks for forgiving me for being stupid! Haha.
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JAR: (Just A Recap)
I frowned. "Of course this is not what I wanted…for you. I never wanted you to be so…helpless. I wanted so much more for you, love. But I never regret helping you. I love you. Never ever forget that."
She smiled her breathtaking smile. "I love you too Edward." And with that, I called in Alice.
Bella's Point of View
I was dreaming. That much I could tell.
I was alone in a room, but I couldn't see anything. There was white smoke all around me, touching my arm, my face. It felt nice.
This is the reason I knew I was dreaming. I could feel. It was wonderful. I only wished Edward were here with me.
Just as I thought this, the smoke parted showing me my Edward. He was walking toward me with a frown on his face.
"Edward!" I yelled.
"Bella," he stated. His tone frightened me. It was the same tone he had used when he left me. I shuttered.
"What's wrong Edward?" I asked.
He placed my hands in his and looked me deep in the eyes. I felt my heart skip a beat.
"What's wrong?" I repeated.
"Bella, you need to stop grieving," he stated.
"What do you mean?" He was still dazzling me, so it came out as a whisper.
"You need to get over the fact that you are paralyzed. I love taking care of you, but I hate seeing you like you are. You never go downstairs. Everyone keeps bugging me to bring you down. Bella, you need to move on with your life. I love you too much to watch you suffer like this. You are too important to everyone to just shut yourself up."
I was shocked. "Get over it? How am I supposed to do that Edward? If you don't want to be around me…" I choked out the last part, "Then you can leave."
His face scrunched in pain. "Bella, that is not what I mean. I love taking care of you. I love having you around me. I could never leave you again. I just want you to be happy."
I smiled. "You could have just said that first instead of scaring me."
He laughed his musical laugh. "It's time to wake up now."
I woke up to Edward staring at me. He seemed troubled. Angels shouldn't be so troubled.
"Hello love," he said.
"Hi." I couldn't get over the fact that he was all mine. I smiled.
"Would you like to go downstairs and eat? It is nine in the morning. I will beat Emmett up if he treats you differently."
My thoughts went back to the dream. No, I didn't want to go downstairs. I had to though. I had to stop grieving. "Yes." I had to obey my dream.
Edward looked shocked. I had to stifle a laugh. "Yes?" he asked.
"Yes Edward. I would like to go downstairs." I smiled at him. He was so cute when he was surprised.
"Why the change of heart?" he asked.
"I had a dream," I whispered. "I will tell you about it later." And I would. As soon as we were alone again, I would tell him everything. "Now get Alice in here. I don't want to look like a slob in front of Esme and Carlisle." I really hated having Alice help me, but it was necessary.
"You look beautiful," he whispered and kissed my cheek. I blushed.
"Thank you," I whispered. "Thank you for always being here for me. I know it can't be what you wanted." I frowned.
"Of course this is not what I wanted…for you. I never wanted you to be so…helpless. I wanted so much more for you, love. But I never regret helping you. I love you. Never ever forget that."
I smiled so big that I thought my face would crack. What did I ever do to deserve such a wonderful man…vampire? "I love you too Edward."
"Alice?" he said, still looking into my eyes. I knew she would hear. "Can you come in here. Bella wants to go downstairs to eat breakfast." He smiled.
In less than one second, Alice came running into the room. She started bouncing up and down, waiting for Edward to leave.
He leaned into me and kissed me lightly on the lips. My heart fluttered. "I will be back my Bella."
With that, he left me with Alice.
"You are going downstairs! Yay! Now, you will have to look beautiful of course. So I will have to do your makeup, your hair, your clothes, your shoes…"
I cut her off. "Alice, I am going to breakfast. Not to a fashion show. And I can't walk." I frowned and then smiled again. "So why do I need to ware shoes?"
She looked at me in shock. "Even going to breakfast requires you to look beautiful! And everyone has to wear shoes. I can't believe you even said that."
"I'm sorry Alice," I said. It wasn't worth it to fight with her.
"Now, don't fight with me anymore."
"It's not like I can," I mumbled.
Alice frowned at me and then went back to her happy self. She pulled out a bag from behind her back.
"I got this just yesterday. I think it will look gorgeous on you!"
I gasped as she pulled out a beautiful light blue shirt. It had a white belt wrapped around it, and the bottom flowed out. "Alice..." That was all I could say. She spent too much money on me.
"I also got you a pair of jeans," she pulled them out, "And a pair of flats." She pulled out a pair of shoes that I just gaped at. They were silver and sparkled all over. They reminded me of Edward in the sun only not quite as beautiful.
"You spend too much money on me," I stated.
Alice just smiled and walked over to me. "Now let's get you changed."
I hated Alice having to help me dress and shower, but she would be hurt if I told her, so I kept quiet. In about a minute, I was fully dressed.
"I think I did that in record time." She laughed and I couldn't help but laugh with her.
"Great. Now can we go down now?" I asked.
"We still have to do your hair and makeup," she stated as she pulled what she needed out of the bag.
"Oh no. You will not be doing that on me today. Maybe after breakfast."
She frowned. "But Bella…"
"No. You can do it later." I didn't expect to win, but amazingly, Alice sighed.
"Fine. After breakfast. Edward, Bella's ready," she said.
Before she even finished speaking, Edward walked through the door. He was as beautiful as ever.
"You look lovely," he said.
I blushed. "Thanks."
I noticed him give Alice the slightest nod. She ran out of the room.
"What was that about?" I asked.
He smiled. "I just told her to let everyone know you are coming down."
I frowned. "I don't want to make a big thing of this." Why had I agreed to this again? Oh yes...the dream.
"Bella, I have already told Emmett that if he doesn't act normal around you, I will beat him up. Jasper told me he is fine with you being there. He can handle the emotions. Of course Alice is okay with it. Carlisle and Esme are shocked that you think you disappointed them. They love you Bella. They are very happy that you are coming down. And Rosalie…"
I shuttered.
"I have told her that she is not to be a jerk to you. I will take great joy in damaging her car if she does." I had to smile at that.
"Well then lets get this over with," I said.
Edward came and picked me up. I hung loosely in his arms. I almost started to cry because I couldn't feel him, but I held it in. "Let's go then," he said.
We were in the kitchen in no time. I looked around at all of my family. I smiled. My family...
Emmett was smiling at me. Rosalie was standing next to him with a glare on her face. Alice was bouncing up and down, and Jasper was hopelessly trying to calm her down. Esme and Carlisle were smiling from ear to ear.
I couldn't help but look back at Rosalie. She had the meanest look on her face. I sighed. This was going to be harder than I thought.
So I hope you liked it. It took me a while to write.
It is about five pages on word! That is the longest chapter yet! I am so happy!
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