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JAR:

I looked at her. I was afraid she was hoping too much. What if it didn't work? What if she stayed paralyzed even as a vampire? I don't think her heart could take anymore disappointment.

"Please don't make me do this," I whispered in her ear.

Edward's Point of View

I knocked on the door and hoped against hope that he wasn't there. I didn't want to have this conversation right now. But from the other side came the "come in."

"Well hello Edward," Carlisle said. "What do you need?"

I sat down in a chair across from him and began. "Bella has asked me to change her, and I have…agreed." I still didn't want to do this, but it was what Bella wanted. I think she maybe even needed it to stay sane.

Carlisle's face turned solemn. "I am very proud of you Edward," he said.

"Proud of me?" I asked. I wasn't sure what he meant.

"I was a little disappointed in you when you broke your promise to Bella. But you changed your mind and have decided to keep it. For that, I am proud."

"Thank you Carlisle."

"So I assume you came to me to make the plans?" he asked.

I nodded. "I told Bella we couldn't do it until I talked to you first."

"Well that is good. There are a few things we need to discuss."

I sat back and prepared to listen.

"First, when did you want to do it?" he asked.

"Bella wanted me to do it tonight at ten."

Carlisle looked at his watch and nodded. "That gives us a little under five hours to prepare. That should be more than enough time."

My face fell. I was hoping he would have made us wait at least a few days. "Okay," I said in a low monotone.

Carlisle frowned. "I thought you wanted to do this Edward."

"I do."

"Then why are you so…depressed?"

"I want to change her Carlisle. I really do. It is just a big risk to be taking. I am worried that Bella is hoping too much. I am worried that if…heaven forbid…it doesn't work out, she will be devastated. I can't take that Carlisle. I can't handle her being so sad anymore."

"I understand Edward. I will make sure to talk with her before the change. I will help her to understand that it may not work out like she wants it to."

"I don't want you to break her heart Carlisle." That was the last thing I wanted.

"I will just be stating simple facts, or rather guesses, as to what could happen. I will be gentle about it."

I nodded. "Okay."

I stood up to leave, but Carlisle called me back. "Edward, we aren't finished."

I sat down and looked at him. "What more is there to discuss?"

"Are you capable of doing this Edward? Do you think you are strong enough?"

I thought about it. It would probably be one of the hardest things I would ever do. To taste Bella's sweet blood only to have to pull away would be near impossible. But I had to do it. I couldn't kill my angel. I couldn't look at her cold, lifeless body knowing that it was my fault. That thought alone would keep me from hurting her.

"Yes Carlisle. I am strong enough," I said with determination.

He nodded and smiled. "I know you are." He paused and then continued. "You are doing the right thing Edward. Remember that."

I smiled lightly. "I know. I just have to believe that everything will work out."

"That's right. Now…go tell everyone to prepare. Alice needs to get Bella into something more comfortable. Have Esme prepare some cold wash cloths to keep Bella cool during the change. Tell Jasper to help everyone stay calm. Rosalie…I don't know about her. Try to get her to talk with Bella. That would be good. And Emmett, have him go with Rosalie to talk to Bella. I think he has some things he wanted to say to her, and he could help keep Rosalie calm."

I nodded and left the room.

After telling everyone their duties, I went into my room to talk with Bella.

"Bella honey, are you awake," I whispered into her ear.

She opened her eyes and looked at me. The excitement was plain on her face. "What did Carlisle say?" she asked.

I lay down next to her and began stroking her cheek. "He thinks ten o'clock should be good."

She smiled her breathtaking smile. "Good. Does everyone know yet?"

"Yes. They are all preparing. Alice will be here in a few minutes to get you into something more comfortable," I answered in a monotone.

Bella frowned. "You want to change me, right?" she asked.

My face softened. "Yes Bella," I said, stroking her hair. "I am just worried. I want this to work so badly, but if it doesn't…"

"Edward, it will work."

"But what if it doesn't?" I asked. "What if you remain paralyzed for the rest of eternity?"

"That isn't going to happen. But if it does, I will learn to live with it. At least I will be with you."

"You are already with me," I said.

"I want to be with you forever." I smiled.

"I love you Bella." And I did. She would never understand how much I truly loved her.

"I love you too Edward." I could see the passion in her eyes, and I knew it was true.

"What did I ever do to deserve you?" I asked.

"You have that flipped. What did I ever do to deserve you?"

I laughed. I'm coming in now Edward. Alice.

I got off the bed and kissed my angel as Alice walked in. "I will be back."

And with that, I left.

Bella's Point of View

Edward walked out the door leaving me alone with Alice.

"Bella!" she screeched, jumping up and down. "I am so excited for you!"

I couldn't help but screech back. "I know Alice! I am excited too!" I wish I could jump out of bed or clap my hands or something. Oh well. I will be able to after the change. Oh how exciting!

"Well, I found the perfect outfit for you. It is comfortable and stylish all at the same time!"

I smirked. Even during the change, I had to be stylish. "That's great Alice."

"Isn't it though? Now look at what I got you!"

From behind her back, she pulled out a pair of gray sweat shorts with a big 'B' on the left leg and a light blue tank top with jewels all over the front.

"Oh Alice. Jewels?" She really was insane.

"I know! Isn't it great?"

I laughed. "Sure Alice. It is great."

"Now, let's get you dressed. Rosalie and Emmett are coming to talk to you in exactly three minutes and twenty-two seconds."

I cringed. "Rosalie?"

"Yes Bella. Don't worry. She will be nice. It will all work out." She winked at me, and I had to trust her.

"Okay," I said. "Let's see if you can beat that record of yours!"

I hope you all liked it. I don't want to go too fast, so Bella won't actually be changed until two chapters from now. So one more chapter of preparations and then…the much anticipated change! I already know what is going to happen with Bella's paralysis, but I am not going to tell you. So just don't ask. Just wait and see!

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