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Here is the change in Edward's point of view. I felt his thoughts needed to be heard.
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Eventually, my heart stopped altogether. I stopped breathing. I waited for it to begin again, but it wouldn't. I passed out into blackness.
Edward's Point of View
I leaned in and kissed my Bella on the lips. I pulled away and positioned her neck in my hands. "I love you so much Bella," I said, and then I bit into her neck.
I kept my eyes closed, only concentrating on the task at hand. Her blood tasted so delicious! It was better than I ever thought it would be.
I couldn't kill her though. I couldn't kill my angel. So I pulled away and went on to the other side of her neck.
It tasted better than the first bite. I thought I wouldn't be able to pull away this time, but I forced myself to. I could never live with myself if I killed Bella.
I went onto her ankle without looking at her. If I looked at her face, I wouldn't finish what I had started. It would be too hard.
I bit in and drank. I pulled away easier this time.
I chanced a look at her face. It was scrunched up in pain, but she didn't scream. She didn't make any sound. Odd…
Hurry up and finish it Edward. I looked at Carlisle and nodded once before I turned and bit into Bella's other ankle.
I pulled away and wiped my mouth. I kissed Bella on the cheek and whispered, "Okay Bella. Carlisle is going to give you the morphine now."
I was utterly confused as to why she didn't make any noises. Was she okay? Just before I started to panic though, she let out an ear-piercing scream that shattered my heart.
Carlisle walked over quickly and injected the morphine into Bella's arm. Please help her, I thought.
"Edward!" I looked at my angel as she screamed my name.
"I'm here." I couldn't control my voice. It wound up cracking.
"It isn't working! It isn't helping!" she screamed.
I looked at Carlisle and yelled, "Carlisle, why isn't it helping her?"
"I wasn't sure if it would help," he stated calmly as Bella let out another scream, causing me to cringe. "My only explanation for it not helping is that the pain is just too much that even morphine can't take it away."
I let out a cry. Bella was suffering, and not even morphine could help her.
I crawled into the bed next to her and pulled her close to me. "It's okay Bella. It's going to be okay."
I will be downstairs if you need me, Carlisle thought, and then he left the room.
If I could cry, I would be bawling right now. I wish I could help her. This was my entire fault!
"I'm so sorry Bella. I'm so sorry," I cried. She didn't deserve this pain. Why had I done this to her?
Bella's screaming stopped and she bit down causing her lip to bleed. Why had she done that? Realization hit.
"Bella!" I shouted as I grabbed a towel to wipe her mouth. "Don't do that. It's okay to scream. Don't hold it in."
"I…don't…want…to…worry…you," she said.
How could she be so selfless? Even when she was in immense pain, she thought of everyone but herself.
"Bella, stop being brave. Just scream!" I said.
So she screamed. She screamed louder than ever.
I began humming her lullaby, trying to help her feel better. The only thought going through my head was This is my fault.
It was day two of the change. Bella had screamed so much yesterday that she lost her voice.
Every now and then, she would open her mouth and scream silently. Mostly though, she just cried. She cried relentlessly, never ceasing. I hummed her lullaby, trying to comfort her, but it didn't seem to work.
She never opened her eyes. Her face was scrunched up in pain, and I longed to see her beautiful brown eyes.
I couldn't believe I had done this to my angel! What had she ever done to deserve this? I was a monster!
It was day three of the change. It was almost over.
Bella still didn't scream. She would moan every now and then, but she kept quiet most of the time. She just continued to cry.
Eventually, her heart stopped beating. Her eyes opened in fear, and she gasped for breath.
"Edward," she gasped.
"It's okay Bella. It's almost over. Just hang in there. Close your eyes and try to sleep."
She closed her eyes and attempted to relax with some success.
Her heart stopped a few times, but it always started again.
So when it stopped again, I expected it to start back up. But it didn't. I realized that it was over. It was done. Bella relaxed even further and fell into a much deserved sleep.
I hope you liked it. I will not be updating at all this week. School has been much more cruel than I originally thought. So, don't get mad at me. Get mad at my school!
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