Fifth chapter! I haven't wrote in a while because I decided to take a break. Please review:)
I found myself in an Italian restaurant with Nate Archibald. I had swore to myself that I wouldn't let myself get close to a person. So much for that. The damn chills were acting up again. I just broke my no swearing policy. What is wrong with me? I hope he dosen't notice. It would kill me if he found out what was wrong with me. "Are you cold." He asked concerned. "A little." I said trying my best not to sound upset. "Here." He said taking off his jacket and offering it to me. "Thanks." I muttered shrugging into it. This oddly reminded me of my favorite book Twilight. Bella and Edward were in an Italian restaurant and Edward offered Bella his jacket. I don't think Nate is a vampire though. "Is there some thing wrong Kaydee?" Nate asked worried. I just shook my head. I was waiting for my Alfredo. "Kaydee you can tell me any thing." He said reaching out for my hand. I jerked it away from him and put it in my lap. "What's wrong with you? I try to get close to you and you pull away." Nate said anger rising in his voice. "Kaydee, you've plagued my thoughts ever since last night." He confessed quietly. "I've been itching to see you all day." He said even more quietly. "Nate you don't understand. You can't love me." I said trying to keep my voice devoid of all emotion. "There is some thing wrong isn't there?" He said now sounding worried. "I'm dying Nate!" It finally slipped out. "What?" He said puzzled. "Yes Nate. I'm dying. I have Leukemia." I said the tears starting to pour. "Kaydee. I don't care that you have Leukemia. It's too late for me to go back."
Nate took me to his house. And no nothing happened. We talked. That's it. Well I fell a sleep on his bed, but it was Friday night. We talked about our controlling fathers, my impending death, and what he wanted to do to stop it. I told him it was no use. Every one in my family had done got tested to see if they could give me bone marrow and none of them were a match. It was no use. He offered to get tested to see if he could donate me some marrow.But as I said it was no use.
Oh and yes I fell a sleep beside him. I'm sure there'll be hell to pay for it. But lying there beside him, I got the best sleep of my life. I should have never told him. He knows now I only have two months left. I'm sure he's going to try to make it the best two months of my life. Why God? Why did he have to fall for me? Why did it have to happen so fast too? I never intended on having some one fall in love with me. I was so sure he could never love me. That just shows how accurate I am. I pray he dosen't fall any harder, if he does it could be death for us both.
"Kay, you smell like men's cologne." My brother commented when I sauntered into the house. I shot him an evil look. I heard high heels clicking on the floor. "What is all this talk of cologne? And Kaydee Elizabeth Clare were have you been?" My aunt said irritated. I took a deep breath. "I was with Nate. He knows about it." I said softly. I was half way ashamed. "He's hell bent on finding me a match." The shame was coloring my fragile voice. A smile crept across my aunts lips. "At least he loves you." She said oddly proud. Were did that come from?