A/N: I'm gonna keep up writing this story, only because I'm ignoring the nasty comments from some reviewers. In the summary it says for Jacob lovers only and for Jacob haters to not read it. I got some nasty review saying they hate the story just because it has Jacob in it. Well, I have news for you bitchy reviewers...I don't care what the fuck you say and really don't give a shit. Now, for those who actually make a nice review, thank you very much, and I'm continuing the story just for you! Sorry for the language...

Now, if you haven't noticed yet, I have a slight obsession to the band named My Chemical Romance and I also have an obsession to put some of their music in my stories, sorry!

Thanks to Blonde Pixie and bellawannabee92 for being some of the only people to review nicely. I'm going to tell you all now, I don't want flames, sorry...thanks again guys!

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight and never will.

Chapter 3: Talking to Jake

Finally I get to wake up to peace and quiet, and look at that, only a minute til my alarm clock goes off...

Well, if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say, I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way. For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay, You wear me out...

I said that too soon...The blaring noise of 'I'm Not Okay (I Promise)' by My Chemical Romance was giving me a headache, so I banged at the alarm clock til it shut up.

Today is a Wednesday, the day after Tuesday which comes after the VERY hateful Monday...great, just great...I better get ready, I have a big day ahead of me...

I got up and did the normal morning rituals, take shower, brush teeth, get dressed, and headed downstairs to have something for breakfast. Charlie was again nowhere to be seen, and I was grateful, I probably looked like crap...I got a bowl and looked for some decent cereal that wasn't expired yet. I ended up with some Raisin Bran or something else that's disgusting and has raisins in it...After I finished off the nasty 'most important meal of the day' I walked outside to find more rain...great...I hopped into my truck and it roared to life. I started for school.

When I got to school, I did the same thing I did yesterday: don't pay attention and think of Jacob. I felt a little better after I thought of his huge smile that will appear on his face after I tell him I accept after school today...sigh...I truly think I'm in love with him now...

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When I was walking to my truck after school, I was literally shaking from nervousness. I got in my truck and started out for La Push. Oh, I can't wait! I've never been this nervous in my life before...Now I could see the little red house ahead...oh, no...Now I'm freaking out. OK, Bella, you can do this, you already know he loves you, you just have to tell him you love him too...I kept repeating that over and over in my mind to convince myself it'll be alright.

When I pulled up into the driveway, Jacob was at the door, looking sad. It broke my heart to see him like that. I decided instantly that I'll tell him right away just to get that awful look off his face. He came to the truck quickly, since it was still raining. He automatically got into the passenger side without asking. That was ok with me, though.

"Hey Jake."

"Hey." He said without enthusiasm.

"Jake, why are you so sad? Please tell me." I asked, already knowing the answer.

"I know why you're here. To tell me you don't like me like I like you. And that we should just stay friends. Right?" He said grudgingly.

"No! No, no, Jake, no. That's not at all why I'm here. I came to tell you that I love you too." I said in a rush, blushing like mad.

"What did you just say?!" He asked.

"I said I love you too." I held my breath.

"You love me too? Really?!" He asked, happier now.

"Yes, Jake, I did some really hard thinking, and I've come to this decision."

"I love you so much, Bella. You don't know how much."

"I think I do, because that's exactly how much I love you." I said, still blushing.

He just chuckled and smiled.

"So, where does that leave us now?" I asked, not quite sure of the answer.

"I think it leaves us to the first-date stage..." He said, almost blushing himself.

"Oh." was all I could say.

"Bella?" Jacob asked, suddenly nervous.

"Yeah?" I asked, probably just as nervous.

"Can I...I mean, May I...umm,...uhh...kiss you?" He asked beat red now.

A/N: sorry for the cliffy, I just had to! I'm writing the fourth chapter right now, it might be kind of short, but I'll do my best to get it out tonight yet!